• We have a calf named Mandy. She was born a couple months ago and came from our cow named Freckles. To make Mandy different from the rest of the herd we started weaning her from her mother so we can halter train her and socialize her around humans. At first we separated them into different pastures where they could see each other during the day and put the mother back in the evenings. We did this for about a week. Then we separated them into different pastures and left them apart. They could see each other but could not be together. The mother called all night and so did the calf. They cried for one another and walked around looking for each other. They can see each other but cannot get to each other. Again this process is for the good of the calf’s future. She will not be just a pasture cow out in the field being dominated by other cows, even her mother, but set apart in her own pasture with like-minded calves and cows who have been haltered trained and socialized. The separated herd get more attention and learn to be calm and friendly. Whereas the pasture herd are half wild and have a pecking order. Bigger ones get more food and some are picked on. They are running in the woods and back pastures where they forage on anything they come across even briars and nettles. They get ticks and are subject to other pests and risks associated with the “freedom” of being strictly a breeding or pasture cow. Whereas the selected ones have a shelter, a stall, kept clean and brushed and fed treats from the hand, and have all the amenities that would keep them more comfortable. These cows are worth far more than a pasture cow. But you can’t explain that to the calves who have been chosen to be set apart for taming as you wean them from their mothers. Nor can you explain to the mothers that their calf has been selected to be taken out of the herd and given a far better life. They are beasts by nature and unless pulled out of that world they will be taken and destroyed.

    “But these speak evil of those things which they know not: but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves.”

    “But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption”

    They cry and moo for hours and days because they do not understand the purpose of being separated from their fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, herd of cousins and friends. They do not understand the purpose of this separation. They resist bathing, combing, brushing that is meant for their good. They resist any touch or attempt to be touched. They just want to be thrown back into the wilderness to be with their family. Ever since Christ began to separate us from our herd we have kicked and bawled like Mandy. We have been slowly weaned from the life we once lived where we were infested with the ticks and lice of the world but we still desired to go back. We lived on the roughage of the world we lived in. But like Mandy we did not understand that we were being pulled out of the world of the beast into a world where we were going to be treated like kings. No more eating the roughage of the world, now we get grains, clean water, are bathed, combed, brushed, and taught the mannerisms of being a child of God. We are being taught how to act and taught how not to act. It’s funny because if we were able to see the end result we would jump the fence to get into where we are now but it took literal pulling and dragging to get us to where we are today.

    “No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.” 

    The word highlighted “DRAW” is G1670 and this is the definition “Probably akin to G138; to drag (literally or figuratively): – draw.” We literally have to be dragged by The Father to the kingdom of God. We don’t run to the kingdom, we are dragged. Like Mandy when we first put the halter on her, she started running and bawling as though we were killing her. She did not want to learn godly etiquette and be molded into a new creature, she wanted to stay with the herd and her mother. Look at Israel when they left Egypt, they bawled the whole way. That’s us. We get mad when we are taught a better way of life, when we are told to deny whatever we have learned and lean on Christ only. But Christ is The Good Shepard and He is calmly, slowly and methodically separating us from even our thoughts that are contrary to the truth. It’s comparable to what happened to Joseph – snatched from the wilderness and put upon the throne. He first ended up in a hole, then a slave, then in prison, then from there to the throne. Each step was a weaning process to get him to where God had planned he end up. He was made for the throne and didn’t even know it. So, we as Mandy are made to be separated from the wild herd of the world and placed into the Father’s care where we are learning to act totally different then we have ever acted and be totally different then we ever were or could be. Before the flood of Noah’s time the beast’s were not afraid of man and man was not afraid of the beast. They lived in so-called harmony together. Our inward world/mind was at peace with all of the beastly thoughts roaming around within us, until finally that beast nature was all there was. It had come to its fullness, a beast thinking it was a man that had ascended into greatness…scripture describes it as “the man of sin.” It also describes it in a myriad of ways as the 4 beasts of Daniel and the beast described in Revelation. All of these are describing one and the same thing – our state of depravity as a beast. After the flood the beasts were scared of the man and were then used for meat. This is what has happened to us after we have been flooded by the spirit of God. Our beast is now afraid of us and we are to eat the flesh of it. We must die to the flesh/beast and be born again in the spirit. To eat your flesh is to consume its dead carcass. That means daily we die to self and the new man feeds on the carcass of the old man. Our carnal mind thirsts for the milk of the world and does not want to deny its influences. Our flesh cries for the littlest drop of milk from the world. Weaning is not an easy job because the calf has to first get used to the halter around its face. Then it has to learn to be led by the halter. It has to be taught that when you resist, the rope gets tight but when you walk towards the person holding the halter the rope loosens up. This is what we are being taught. When we resist, the trial gets harder, but when we walk towards Christ the pressure eases up. But the mother cow is always calling for us. The world is constantly calling for us to come back to the teat of its safety. This is the same as drinking from the cup of Babylon.

    “And there came one of the seven angels which had the seven vials, and talked with me, saying unto me, Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many waters: With whom the kings of the earth have committed fornication, and the inhabitants of the earth have been made drunk with the wine of her fornication. So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns (All of this is inside us). And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication: And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.”

    Her cup is filled with the doctrines, the milk we had consumed that taught us how to survive, how to self worship, how to get attention from others of our own kind, how to be the dominant member of the herd, how to make decisions based on doctrines of the great whore. Mother Babylon cries for us, like Freckles is doing for Mandy. Everyday, all day she cries for us in some way to try and get something for ourselves, the smallest drop of milk that we can get. But Christ has taken us from the herd of the world, separated us unto Himself and is teaching us how to be led of His Spirit. We must be tempted and tried because it is through this interaction do we stop hearing the world calling for us.

    Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.: Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve. Then the devil leaveth him, and, behold, angels came and ministered unto him.

    This process continues until the temptation is not a temptation anymore and we are not led away by our own lusts to be like the world or be liked by the world. Christ was led to be tempted but overcame any pull of His own flesh. We who are being separated now have to overcome our original world, our entire fleshly, selfish identity created by God Himself for us to be put through the process of overcoming it – again all by God. Nobody can overcome anything. Only God through Christ can overcome the world within. It was created by God to ultimately be destroyed and overcome and rebuilt by God. This is what Christ was explaining to the disciples by declaring the outward temple would be destroyed brick by brick but He would rebuild it in 3 days. He was describing out world within with all its beastly beliefs and doctrines we took in from birth. He would destroy this world and create a new heavens and earth from the rubble. We were created by God’s design, a wild beast who desires the things of the world. In James it says we are not tempted by God because God tempts no one but we are tempted when we are led by our own lusts.

    “Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed. Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.”

    We must continue to be tempted of the devil in us until the devil has lost his power and we are able to overcome any “mooing” of our old world. To exist in the world but not be of the world. There is coming a day when we will no longer pay attention to the moos of our old mother. We will hear her but pay no attention to her. She will conceive another child and her attention will then be on it and leave us alone as we eat clean provender, the meats of the kingdom of God. If I would have read this a few years ago my devil in me would not have been divided against itself and would have concluded that I had already achieved this separation because I didn’t do the bad things the world did. But what I did not know was that I was in my worst state. The devil in me had convinced myself that I had already attained. The temptation now is to not live by the SPIRIT of the law. If the outward is kept then my devil has concluded that it has done all that is required and I am already standing in the garden of Eden. The true test comes when you do something for someone else because it is the love of the spirit that moves you to do it, not because it’s a law, but because it’s your desire. All the law is fulfilled in one law, love your neighbor as yourself.

    “Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.”

    Living by the spirit of the law is where we are actually separated from the old world inside us. Desiring to live for my brother/sister is living by the spirit. By this will the world know we are disciples of Christ. “A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.”

    The cries of the old world comes in a legion of ways. Like the man on the island of the Gadarenes who when asked the name of the devil it said its name was legion because there were thousands of demonic devil doctrines in him and he is us. What cast them out of the man? The love of God in Christ to love His neighbor as Himself. The man couldn’t do it for himself, it took Christ to do it and the same applies to us. We must cast out the fears, anxieties, and lusts of the world out of each other by loving one another as Christ loved us. My old world’s definition of love starts with me not you. Like the old worldly saying of “you’ve got to help yourself before you can help others.” My fears are cast out when I feel the love you have for me and the same for you. When you see my love for you in action it casts out any fear you may have. My fears are based on lies and it is your love that casts them out. But if I know you are in need of my power to cast out your demons and do not feed you but choose myself over you then how do you know I love you? This is what these verses mean in parable.

    “If a brother or sister be naked, and destitute of daily food (not literal food but spiritual), And one of you say unto them, Depart in peace, be ye warmed and filled; notwithstanding ye give them not those things which are needful to the body; what doth it profit? “

    Saying good things and not doing it is not fulfilling the love of God. Apostle Paul gives a good parabolic meaning to this in these verses talking about things offered to idols.

    “Now as touching things offered unto idols, we know that we all have knowledge. Knowledge puffeth up, but charity edifieth. And if any man think that he knoweth any thing, he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know. But if any man love God, the same is known of him. As concerning therefore the eating of those things that are offered in sacrifice unto idols, we know that an idol is nothing in the world, and that there is none other God but one. For though there be that are called gods, whether in heaven or in earth, (as there be gods many, and lords many,) But to us there is but one God, the Father, of whom are all things, and we in him; and one Lord Jesus Christ, by whom are all things, and we by him. Howbeit there is not in every man that knowledge: for some with conscience of the idol unto this hour eat it as a thing offered unto an idol; and their conscience being weak is defiled. But meat commendeth us not to God: for neither, if we eat, are we the better; neither, if we eat not, are we the worse. But take heed lest by any means this liberty of yours become a stumblingblock to them that are weak. For if any man see thee which hast knowledge sit at meat in the idol’s temple, shall not the conscience of him which is weak be emboldened to eat those things which are offered to idols; And through thy knowledge shall the weak brother perish, for whom Christ died? But when ye sin so against the brethren, and wound their weak conscience, ye sin against Christ. Wherefore, if meat make my brother to offend, I will eat no flesh while the world standeth, lest I make my brother to offend.”

    We should know that it is not speaking of literal meat, but spiritual meat and meat is used as a parable for us to gain a deeper understanding and to blind the mind of the masses to keep them from the tree of life with a flaming sword, a mirage.

    “Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the kingdom of God: but unto them that are without, all these things are done in parables: 

    Mar 4:12  That seeing they may see, and not perceive; and hearing they may hear, and not understand; lest at any time they should be converted, and their sins should be forgiven them.”

    “And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever: Therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken. So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.”

    Having a desire to always be looking for what the other one needs as daily food is what the spirit of Christ in us will have us do. When we are walking in the spirit we will not be fulfilling the lust of our own wants but putting the other one above myself. If I live my life always putting you first then the lusts of my flesh will die. The mooing’s of my old world will stop because the spirit of Christ has weaned me from the selfish world in me. We will not pay attention to the calls of our old mother because the love of Christ in us will drown any self desire out. Our desire will be for the other’s needs not our own. The other may still be under a false doctrine but it is our love of knowing that there is no God but One that will overcome their false doctrine and eventually they will no longer hear the mooing’s of that false god. But it is dependent upon us to help the other overcome their false god through love, not angry judgment. Our old world calls us in many ways from our past lives of living in the world: the way we interacted with people, the way we dressed, the way we talked, any and every way to get attention and our emotional and physical needs met at the cost of everything and everyone around us, running our world in a delusional state as if we are God. Some may say they never lived this way but that is a lie they have been deceived by because scripture says everyone came into the world this way, everyone. No one is exempt, except Christ.

    “As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes.”

    To seek God in truth is to love my brother/sister in truth, to tell and accept the truth to my own hurt. To lie to my Brother/Sister is to lie to God. To deny them their daily meat is to deny God. To swear falsely to them is to swear falsely to God. To try and hide something from them is to try and hide from God. To know you are gathering attention from the world other than your spouse/Christ is to commit adultery against God. To try and cheat someone out of anything is to try and cheat God. To argue for your rights is to argue with God for your rights. In Christ we have no rights. We have one law and one law only, love your Brother/Sister as yourself and in doing so you will be feeding them their daily meat. To be weaned from the world in us is to be recreated into the image of Christ – weaned from all of my old world where I was the center of my world and following other gods that told me so. Following any false god is committing adultery against Christ. What is a false god? Is it following Allah or Budah instead of Christ? Is it paganism versus Christianity? No. Arguing over the legitimacy of religions or denominations is foolishness and nothing more than a red herring. Committing adultery against Christ is ANY belief you hold that pits itself against the truth that there is no power but of God. It is the false god of yourself. It is the false god of believing you know better than God in even the most remote corner of your mind. It is believing in the “power” of some created thing or being (including yourself) over the power of the Creator.

    “And in all things that I have said unto you be circumspect: and make no mention of the name of other gods, neither let it be heard out of thy mouth.”

    I must be weaned from the world where the attention of the world soothed my fears. When the world out there gave me attention then my world could rotate in peace. I could feel good about myself. I was important to a world that did not give a damn about me but I lusted for their attention and still do at times. To see or hear the moos of the world towards me gave me great delight and I felt needed. But to be one with Christ is to be rejected by the world inside me and out there. To love the attention of the world in me or out there is to be at ENMITY with God. Because if I am loving the world in me then I am neglecting you, putting my flesh first, which puts me at enmity with God. To be friendly to the world in me will put me at enmity with God because to be a friend of my old world means I am still desiring the world out there, the two are spouses and are one united Babylonian woman, riding high on her own beast, sitting upon many doctrines-waters. To be a friend of my old world or the world out there is to commit adultery against my spouse, Christ. To friend my world in me is to look upon another man, my old man, other than Christ. Like Israel did with Baal. Looking to another person other than our spouse is an outward manifestation of looking to another spouse other than Christ. Like the thought that Eve had before she ate the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil. First a look, then it manifests outward in the actual eating of the fruit.

    Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.”

    “…Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many watersWith whom the kings of the earth have committed fornication, and the inhabitants of the earth have been made drunk with the wine of her fornication. So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns. And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication: And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.”

    The weaning process starts with warnings. “And the LORD said, I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth; both man, and beast, and the creeping thing, and the fowls of the air; for it repenteth me that I have made them.” ; “And God said unto Noah, The end of all flesh is come before me; for the earth is filled with violence through them; and, behold, I will destroy them with the earth.”; “For yet seven days, and I will cause it to rain upon the earth forty days and forty nights; and every living substance that I have made will I destroy from off the face of the earth.” ; “But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees come to his baptism, he said unto them, O generation of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come?”.

    The Ark took years to build and as God promised, the flood came. We lived years upon the earth and our flood came. As the waters of truth got higher and higher they eventually drowned out even our thoughts, the fowls of our heaven, until there was nothing left for them to land on and they drown. We are being overcome with the baptism of the spirit where every man, beast, and fowl are destroyed from off our earth and a new earth begins to rise. It is the baptism of fire.

    “I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire: Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the garner; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire.”

    “And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.”

    “And they went up on the breadth of the earth, and compassed the camp of the saints about, and the beloved city: and fire came down from God out of heaven, and devoured them.”

    It is a weaning process, a flood and a fire that produces a new man. The fire is hot and the trials are tough, but He has promised us that what He has begun in us He will bring it to completion. “Then the fire of the LORD fell, and consumed the burnt sacrifice, and the wood, and the stones, and the dust, and licked up the water that was in the trench.” HE WILL WEAN US one way or another. We can pull against the halter but, as a calf realizes, it does no good to pull, it only causes the rope to get tighter. Walk towards Christ and be led, not dragged. Christ is weaning us to give up our desire to love the world in us and out there and be united to just Him. He is creating us into beings who love Him in truth, not by law of works. We must be new creations. As more and more of my old, original world within gets exposed, I understand more and more the longsuffering and patience He extends to me as He works to wean me from that old world.

    Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

    I recently heard someone say a nation that turns from God is a nation that will fall. They were speaking of the United States. But this is not true because the United States has never followed Christ in truth. No one nation has ever followed Christ in truth. This is why Christ came, no one seeked Him, NO ONE. The verses quoted from Romans 3 earlier shows that. Each person has a nation, a world within them and each person is either drawn by God to Christ to forsake their world or they are not. Mandy the calf was chosen by us to be drawn from the world she was born into but Mandy did not choose to do it, it was against her nature. Now she is friendly, lovable and easy to be around. All nations within us or out there will never follow Christ as their sole Husband and Creator unless they are drawn by God Himself to know Him. No man has a will independent and free from God and will only do what God has predestined they do or don’t do.

    “But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.”

    To want a “relationship” with any thought or idea that pits itself against the knowledge of Christ (that He is above all things and all that is seen and unseen was made by Him, for Him and through Him) is adultery. This is the parable of marriage and adultery.

    We are being weaned from a world within us that would disdain such thoughts. We know that what we were in the flesh in years past and what the Lord manifested in our life outwardly was a manifestation of what we were in heart, a natural brute beast. Now the same applies. What we are today is what we are in heart, a new creation, created by our Creator for an intimate relationship.

    “Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.”

    We are being created in a way that we can be presented to Christ without spot or wrinkle. We are being weaned from trusting in our own world to trusting in Christ as our sole provider. He alone is The Creator Who has chosen to draw us out of the world within to Himself for fellowship. He chose us we did not choose Him. We love Him because He FIRST LOVED US.

  • Rev 14:1  And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father’s name written in their foreheads. 

    (The Lamb standing upon mount Sion is a parable of Christ standing alone in righteousness, the 144,000 are every minute of every day He stands alone fulfilling His Father’s will to love His Father with all His heart, soul and mind and to love us as Himself. The 1440 minutes have His Father’s name in their forehead, is every minute of every day and the two commandments from which all other commandments hang in every minute of every day, 1440 plus two 00=144,000.)

    Rev 14:2  And I heard a voice from heaven, as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of a great thunder: and I heard the voice of harpers harping with their harps: (A new song that is a new voice which is as many waters, great thunder and harpers harping is what takes place when we begin to see God the way Christ does, from on top of mount Sion, in every minute of every day through the two witnesses. It is as a new voice, as many waters, running over everything I ever knew, the shepherd’s voice. It is as a great thunder because it shakes everything I’ve ever known and it is as harping, singing a new melody in my heart. )

    Rev 14:3  And they sung as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four beasts, and the elders: and no man could learn that song but the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth. (It is a new song to my heart, to all four corners of my earth and to every hour of my day. Nothing can learn it but each minute that is devoted to The Father. Each minute is redeemed to God as Creator through Jesus Christ. It is a new song because it is a new thought to devote every minute to God and my neighbor, it is virgin to my world. )

    Rev 14:4  These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb. (Not one minute is defiled with false doctrine because each minute is virgin in thought to Christ only as Creator. It is shown as virgin because each minute follows Christ as Creator of them, not myself. Each minute is redeemed from my earth, from me sacrificing each minute to myself and now are the first fruits unto God and the Lamb, they are sacrifices to Christ and His Father. Each minute is a servant to Him Who made it. I didn’t make time or anything that occurs therein, God did, therefore time is God’s servant. When I am given to see time as God’s servant, created by God, then each minute is virgin, because it is devoted to The Creator and not to me. Again we must remind ourselves that this process is all in aorist tense. It is taking place minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. We mustn’t get discouraged when we think we are failing or falling short because Christ said it would be a trial and we must endure until the end of time. No more minutes but just a place where everything is seen as God. “These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.”; “My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting (lacking) nothing.”)

    Rev 14:5  And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God. (Each minute is without fault and therefore there is no guile in them, they are not put into my hands but into the hands of The Creator. I did not create time that was formed by the rising and setting of The Sun/Son, Christ did. Therefore every minute in that time between the rising and setting of the Sun is a time created by God through Christ for God’s pleasure. This makes Him The Author and finisher of all things. The Riser and Setter of all things in all the literal world and internally in my world. )

    Rev 14:6  And I saw another angel fly in the midst of heaven, having the everlasting gospel to preach unto them that dwell on the earth, and to every nation, and kindred, and tongue, and people, (Another angel is the message of the everlasting gospel to preach to my earth that every hour is made up of every minute planned by Christ to bring glory to His Father through the two commandments from which everything hangs. To the four beasts of my earth, four corners, east, south,west and north, or every nation, kindred, tongue, people,saying… )

    Rev 14:7  Saying with a loud voice, Fear God, and give glory to him; for the hour of his judgment is come: and worship him that made heaven, and earth, and the sea, and the fountains of waters. (Fear God, give glory to HIM, for making heaven/my heavens, earth/my earth, the sea/my sea, fountains of water/ my fountains of water not myself, for the hour of His judgment is come upon my earth, judging my earth for taking credit for any minute of any hour of any day as a creation of mine. It seems as a judgment to me because I was never aware that God was creating every minute of my life. But, in truth, it is a revealing of the truth that Christ stands alone as Creator through His Father, as the Creator of everything in me, my heavens, my earth, my sea, and my fountains of water. My thoughts were centered around myself as creator, my earth as creator, my sea of doctrine as creator and the waters I drank as creator, but now are given to Christ as The Alpha and Omega. This is a judgment, a truth that I did not know and walked in ignorance of.)

    Rev 14:8  And there followed another angel, saying, Babylon is fallen, is fallen, that great city, because she made all nations drink of the wine of the wrath of her fornication. (Now, Babylon, the confusion of my mind (the meaning of Babylon/Babel) has fallen from my heavens as creator, who made all my nations in me drink from the wine/judgment of her fornication, which taught me that I was the creator of my own life, that I had freewill, which is cheating on God as Creator. That I made each brick/minute and slimed it with what boiled up from my self-centered nature. “And the whole earth was of one language, and of one speech. And it came to pass, as they journeyed from the east, that they found a plain in the land of Shinar; and they dwelt there. And they said one to another, Go to, let us make brick, and burn them throughly. And they had brick for stone, and slime had they for morter. And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth. And the LORD came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded. And the LORD said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do. Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech. So the LORD scattered them abroad from thence upon the face of all the earth: and they left off to build the city. Therefore is the name of it called Babel; because the LORD did there confound the language of all the earth: and from thence did the LORD scatter them abroad upon the face of all the earth.”. Her wine/judgment taught me that each minute, each hour, each day was mine to make of it as I willed. All schools of thought in my life were a religion that taught me the doctrine that I was an independent being from all others and therefore I made of my life what it was or was not. I created my own hell or heaven independent from God. The wine of wrath of her fornication is the thoughts of us not knowing Christ as Creator. This thought is a fornicating thought because it is being gratified by my own thoughts of godhood and falling down under every thought/green tree for pleasuring myself, not God or my neighbor.)

    Rev 14:9  And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any man worship the beast and his image, and receive his mark in his forehead, or in his hand, (Worshipping the beast is worshipping myself in any way, in any image as mine, in any mark that’s mine or put my hand to what’s mine, all independent from Christ as Creator of each minute. If I do not see Christ as The Creator of each minute of my life then I receive wrath, I live out the conseqences of such thinking in anger, bitterness, jealousy, all results of being drunk on the false doctrine of godhood. This only applies to those who God has chosen to reveal Himself to. All others are living out whatever life He has planned they live. They are not judged because the world has already been judged and their lives reflect that judgment. If they do not believe then their unbelief is the judgment. He has judged that they believe not. It is not their judgment to believe or not believe, it is a judgment by their Creator. “”.)

    Rev 14:10  The same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb: (God’s wrath is poured out upon me/the elect when I worship myself. I am tormented in the fire of judgment because I know that what is being preached to me is truth, but the struggle against my beast is hard. The beast with the head wound is constantly seeking to be healed by works, he has a drive to keep on working because he knows he has but a short time. Rest is not in his best interest to stay alive. To be tormented in the presence of the holy angels and Christ is to be tormented by the true messages of the gospel, delivered by Christ. Angels are messengers, “G32- angel, messenger.”. I am tormented by the messages that I have received throughout my life that have shown the faithfulness of God to make me what He has desired to make me. When I am not seeing Christ as Creator in every minute of every day I show the results by having a bad attitude, murmuring, complaining, judging those in the world, and in a bitter mood. He chastens me, teaches me these truths through the messages/angels who send judgment on my earth in the form of physical chastisements: physical sickness, pains, depressions, etc. These are the tormenting messengers sent to me to confess my fornication of giving credit to something other than God which is lying down, spreading my legs for every Satanic thought that passes by. “But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was. Thou hast built thy high place at every head of the way, and hast made thy beauty to be abhorred, and hast opened thy feet to every one that passed by, and multiplied thy whoredoms.”)

    Rev 14:11  And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name. (We have no rest when we worship ourselves and feed the beast. It is tormenting to us who are beginning to get the first fruits to comprehend that every minute belongs to God. Whether it is good or evil, day or night, my works no longer bring rest because Christ is causing me to see that it’s a work of the beast. It is attributed to time, not eternity. But, we have the first fruits, seeing that every minute is sacrificed to God and the two witnesses, to love The LORD God with all my heart, soul and mind and my neighbor as myself, so we are learning to have patience with the process and faith that what Christ has started in us He will complete. We are being taught to rest from our labours of the flesh and the work of Christ will follow, which is the next two verses. )

    Rev 14:12  Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.  (it here we learn about patience)

    Rev 14:13  And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labours; and their works do follow them. (We are blessed to die to ourselves as gods, independent and separate from The God. Knowing this truth allows us to rest from our own works and that work of rest will follow us. We are blessed to be judged or made known Who is, was , and will be The Author and Finisher of my world. It is what was behind what Christ told Peter. “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not.”) When you have entered this process or “become old”, Christ will cause you to go where your flesh does not want to go.

    Rev 14:14  And I looked, and behold a white cloud, and upon the cloud one sat like unto the Son of man, having on his head a golden crown, and in his hand a sharp sickle. (We are able to see the cloud of witnesses of how Christ was always there protecting us even before we knew Him and Christ sitting on that cloud of witnesses, crowned as LORD and having in his hand a sharp sickle that He harvests our earth with. The sickle is sharp, for it is the word of God. It carves us, separates us as Abraham did the sacrifices he made to God. “And he took unto him all these, and divided them in the midst, and laid each piece one against another: but the birds divided he not.”; “For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.Heb.4:12,13 )

    Rev 14:15  And another angel came out of the temple, crying with a loud voice to him that sat on the cloud, Thrust in thy sickle, and reap: for the time is come for thee to reap; for the harvest of the earth is ripe. 

    Rev 14:16  And he that sat on the cloud thrust in his sickle on the earth; and the earth was reaped. (The other angel is the message of God that announces that Christ has entered us and we are now being harvested, set free from the beast, the second coming has begun, and every eye in me shall see Him. We are ripe for the picking.”Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him: and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen”.)

    Rev 14:17  And another angel came out of the temple which is in heaven, he also having a sharp sickle. (This is the second commandment, the next message, to love my neighbor as myself, which is again the sharp word of God. When the first message comes to Love the LORD God with all our heart, soul and mind, it is then followed by the second message, which then leads to internal judgment of who and how I saw myself, God and others. Three times Christ asks Peter, “Do you love me”, And then says to him, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not”. The truth carries us where we do not want to go, deny yourself and feed my sheep. We are led by the hand to our own crucifing of ourselves, to always putting God first, then our neighbor. It becomes the great wine press that squeezes every ounce of blood from us, every ounce of self will. It is a fire that burns all of ME up. We see it as the wrath of God upon our selfish beast that only cares for itself. It is against everything in human nature to love and put someone before themselves. It squeezes the sacrificial blood from us to the point we cannot get on our own power anymore, our own horse. Horse represents power. Why to a horses bridle? Because we are sacrificed to the point that we cannot lead our beast anymore, to the point, that it is impossible to ride the power we thought we had. We can’t get on our “high horse” anymore because we are humbled.)

    Rev 14:18  And another angel came out from the altar, which had power over fire; and cried with a loud cry to him that had the sharp sickle, saying, Thrust in thy sharp sickle, and gather the clusters of the vine of the earth; for her grapes are fully ripe. (fire of judgment by the word of God. Each minute of each hour of each day is the time when our “grapes are fully ripe. ” I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire: Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the garner; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire.”)

    Rev 14:19  And the angel thrust in his sickle into the earth, and gathered the vine of the earth, and cast it into the great winepress of the wrath of God. (each minute, each hour, each day is our flesh cast into the great winepress , where more blood is required, more sacrifice of the beast to see God in every minute of every hour of every day.)

    Rev 14:20  And the winepress was trodden without the city, and blood came out of the winepress, even unto the horse bridles, by the space of a thousand and six hundred furlongs. 

    (It squeezes the sacrificial blood from us to the point we cannot get on our own power anymore, our own horse. Horse represents power. Why to a horses bridle? Because we are sacrificed to the point that we cannot lead our beast anymore, so far so, that it is impossible to ride the power of the high horse of pride we thought we had. It is done outside the city, the new Jerusalem, which means we are still encased in these flesh shells and have not yet taken on the new man in a literal form.)

  • “Rev 2:11  He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.” The second death is where we must die to our own personal false doctrines, our own laws, that are as close to us as parents or siblings. “If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple.” Why is it called the second death? Because there are two men within me – a Gentile and a Jew. Just as there were two men on a cross on either side of Jesus Christ when he died so this is a depiction of the two men within me that must die and this dying to both parts of my old man, makes the “two become one” bringing forth the one new man – a son of God, in the image of Christ. The veil in the temple (temple being our heart) is rent in two and the way to the holy of holies is opened – which was previously being run by the Pharisee (same guy spoken of in Daniel who is seated in the temple claiming himself to be God) who was full of laws, pointing fingers and keeping the way to the holy of holies blocked from all within me who would try to enter into rest. My inner Pharisee has been running my world from the beginning and lording over the Gentile. It’s the guy with all the laws who always knows he’s right – whether in the height of debauchery or the height good works, he is self-righteous through it all. “But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men: for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in.” The holy of holies is Christ alone but my Pharisee within believes it to be himself. He believes himself to be the righteous one, “goodman” of the house and is envious of Christ’s rightful place on the throne. When Christ is seated in the holy of holies, He is humble and forgiving and welcomes all who would come. But when my old man, the Pharisee is seated at the “high place” at the table, he keeps everyone away from being fed and forgiven with his phony laws of self-righteousness. “And when the Pharisees saw it, they said unto his disciples, Why eateth your Master with publicans and sinners?” Stay away he says to all who are hungry and in prison….to the ones within me who’ve been beaten and robbed on the road to Damascus by thieves who would try to steal Christ’s message of love and forgiveness. The Gentile within me goes down easy in comparison….again think of the two men on the cross. One of them (the Gentile) realizes he needs to and deserves to die and that Christ alone is worthy, while the man on the other cross (the Jew/Pharisee) still has the gall to mock Christ for not coming down off the cross and holds to his own innocence. Christ tells the Gentile that that very day he will be with him in paradise – our recognition of our faults, and the sole righteousness of Christ grants us entrance into paradise! That’s it! That’s all that is required of us. Put down our own claim to righteousness, die to all our laws that demand that others be stoned and we be praised, acknowledge Christ alone to be worthy and in control and paradise (Christ) is ours! This is the first death. Of course, if it were easy to do this, it wouldn’t be depicted as a gory crucifixion. It’s not easy and only Christ can convert and meld the two sides of our old man. After He converts our Gentile and cleans him up from his gluttonous consumption of the world’s doctrines which manifested in obvious outward sins of depravity, he switches His attention to the Jew (the guy who was really running the show behind the scenes)…a self-righteous Pharisee who believes himself to be responsible for his own clean-up and now deserves to look upon all Gentiles with disdain because he is keeping the law and they are not. This is what the story of the prodigal son is describing. We are both brothers. After Christ welcomes our younger brother Gentile home who has been defeated and humiliated by the outward world, our older more stubborn brother, the Jewish Pharisee becomes jealous thinking he deserves a party and a slap on the back for sticking close to home. His Father tells him not to be disheartened as all that is his (the Father’s) belongs to him also! What a reward! We don’t need our own righteousness. We reap all of the reward (eternal life in paradise with Christ) for Christ’s righteousness alone! But the older brother Pharisee wants it all. It’s not enough to be IN Christ and IN the kingdom. He wants to BE Christ and run the kingdom. He clings to his own righteousness like filthy rags. He sees the motes in everybody’s eyes but not the beam in his own. He doesn’t see that he didn’t make himself a “good” man anymore than he made himself depraved. Christ relieves us of seeing the motes of others if we are resting in Him as the Creator of all that is and ever will be. To rest is to die to self-righteousness – die to the voice inside that tells us we are wise, know everything and deserve to judge. This is why Paul tells us to “labor to enter into rest” and that he “strives to know nothing save Christ and Him crucified.” It’s a labor to be shown daily, hourly, minute-by-minute all the ways you are still clinging to your own personal laws of “rightness.” These laws are our mother, father, sister, brother, spouse – they are so close to us that we don’t even recognize them as being foreigners in the land yet they don’t belong in the kingdom of God. They must be rejected and walked away from, even hated. We must hate our laws that preserve our flesh, that make us look so good on the outside and make us feel righteous. But where there is law, there is transgression. If you want pain and suffering, hold to a law and experience the constant transgression of that law. There is only one law in the kingdom of God – love your neighbor as yourself – and in this you are loving God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength. The two laws are one. How can you say you love God whom you’ve not seen, but hate your brother in the flesh whom you have seen? (1 John 4:20)

    These are the doctrines/thoughts within me that “say they are Jews and are not.” These are the serpent lies in me that say I am a righteous Jew, when I am not. And when I deny the serpent’s lies that tell me I’m good and deserving of worship – deserve to have my own way rather than accepting God’s Will at all times and being content in the situation I’m in – my satanic nature rares up and casts me into prison for ten days (ten days representing a completion of that particular trial) to try me by my own set of satanic laws, my 10 horns or commandments. Because I’m holding to laws that I believe make me righteous, or the other way around…because I still believe I’m righteous and so deserve (even demand) to have my laws kept, the Lord will send a transgressing spirit to break my laws, and show me that I am still holding to a law unto myself in some area of my life, and have not submitted to His loving authority. He shows me another spouse I’m holding onto (some pet law) that’s still alive and well and, therefore, I am not free from it. “Know ye not, brethren, (for I speak to them that know the law,) how that the law hath dominion over a man as long as he liveth? For the woman which hath an husband is bound by the law to her husband so long as he liveth; but if the husband be dead, she is loosed from the law of her husband.” It hurts when we don’t get our way. That’s really all that is being said here. Not getting our way is the simplest way to describe how we hold onto laws of “how things ought to be.” And when these laws are broken, it brings pain. But if you don’t have any laws, there’s no law to break and, therefore, no pain!! This is being faithful unto the death of myself, my pride, my identity and not being hurt by it. Christ says we will be tried. He says we will be cast into prison. The death is hard but the reward after each death is the joy of freedom from another spouse (who wasn’t Christ) that held us captive. Once the Lord gives us a taste of this freedom, it can even be a joy to die to our “rights.” We’ve been set free from the fear that these laws had us bound to – perfect love casts out fear. As we come to trust in Christ as our spouse and in His love for us more and more, we want the writ of divorce from our old spouses (laws) who only tormented us with fear of punishment if their laws are broken (they don’t get their way.) Where there is no law, there is no transgression!

    We are learning to die to self and not be hurt. The opposite is to live unto ourselves and be hurt and feel the pain of unforgiveness which brings forth anger and bitterness. Forgiveness is an essential part of learning love. Christ forgives us daily all day long as His ungrateful spouse complaining incessantly about the way He does everything. If we’ve been made to know and believe that Christ is the Author and Creator of all that is, then anything I complain about is a complaint against Him. This is the plight of the old/original creation that He is in the process of remaking. It is the gall and bitterness of the lie we were made to swallow that “you shall be as gods.” It causes the belly (our will) to be bitter and unhappy because we’ve eaten the fruit of the lie that we know better than our Creator how “things ought to be.” We eat from our own tree of the knowledge of what’s good and what’s evil for me – we go throughout the day weaving back and forth like a serpent from good to evil and back again – this is good, that’s evil – I want this, I don’t want that – this will help me – that will hurt me – this will feel good- that will hurt – this will make me happy – that will make me unhappy – I must “choose wisely” constantly throughout my day in order to protect myself. This is bondage. The delusion of being our own god with our own set of laws is terrible bondage.

    Everything in us that is not yet converted, written in the Lamb’s book of life, must be killed by the second death. Remember we are dying to our own set of laws we call OUR LAW. “The Jews answered him, We have a law, and by our law he ought to die, because he made himself the Son of God.” It is OUR law that cannot forgive, because according to our law WE are a JEW, chosen by God, and therefore have the right to judge. We believe that judging according to our law is serving God. We cannot forgive when the law has been broken because we are commanded (by our old man whom we mistake to be THE God) to kill if the law has been broken. So by what we call God’s authority which is really just our old man’s authority, we must kill according to law, because we believe only God has to forgive – we don’t.

    “When Jesus saw their faith, he said unto the sick of the palsy, Son, thy sins be forgiven thee. But there were certain of the scribes sitting there, and reasoning in their hearts, Why doth this man thus speak blasphemies? who can forgive sins but God only?” The Pharisee within us loathes the idea of letting go of our own set of laws by which we get to stand in the place of God and act as a judge. We say “only God can forgive.” And true to Pharisee form, this is actually a true statement but it has been manipulated by the serpent to work to our fleshly advantage, which hates to forgive (and so in essence hates God and Christ.) The truth is if Christ is in us, His power gives us the strength and authority to forgive sins. What this authority really means is we have been granted the humility to understand that we have no rights as a judge or executioner. In this place of humility, forgiveness naturally flows. There is only one authority under heaven and it’s God the Father and His son Jesus Christ who is completely aligned with the Will of God. And His Will is to forgive so if we lack forgiveness, we show ourselves to be in darkness, without the spirit of Christ. Our serpent nature tries so hard to mimic humility “well, I’M not God…who am I to forgive someone else’s sin?” The truth is, in our flesh, we do believe we’re God. This is exposed every time we judge another person. So we claim to understand that we’re not God but our daily thoughts, words and deeds betray that we don’t believe this. The serpent nature loves to act as God in judgment but hates the act of forgiveness, which is love. And God is love. So this is how its cover is blown every time. The serpent nature plays the part outwardly with smooth words but inwardly it’s a ravening wolf. We can even say the words “I forgive you” but God knows our heart. The Pharisee is right that only God can forgive but if Christ is in you, then God is in you and with you and He gives us His power which is His love to truly forgive and it won’t be lip service. It won’t be a phony prayer in the marketplace for all to hear: “Oh Lord please forgive this filthy sinner and thank you that I’m not like him.” Most of us know this story in scripture that I just paraphrased. So, the trying of our faith, being cast into prison by the devil, and the second death all have to do with genuine forgiveness, which is an expression of love. If we can forgive others when they break our phony Jewish laws, we are not hurt by the second death – we’ll feel no anger, bitterness or self-righteousness and we become Christ to each other, able to forgive sins. Only God can forgive sins, but Christ gives us His power and indeed the commandment to forgive sins that have been committed against us. What we loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven and what we bind on earth shall be bound in heaven. Christ in us gives us THE AUTHORITY OF GOD TO FORGIVE SINS! “Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world.”

    “Then said Jesus to them again, Peace be unto you: asmyFather hath sent me, even so send I you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them, and saith unto them, Receive ye the Holy Ghost: Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained.”

    Once Christ enters us and He begins to transform us into His image, we begin to really understand that we are not our own god, we do not write our own life story, our thoughts, our words, none of it. We are a created being who was first made dust of the earth with a serpent nature that is antagonistic towards God. Christ made us what we were, are today and will be. We play no active role in this creation process. Our role is to be a witness in our creative process to the greatness of God and Christ. As we begin to grasp this, our flesh will inevitably cry out in bitterness “Why have you made me thus??? Why have you caused me to err from your ways??? Why do you judge me and hold me accountable for what I had no part in creating??? That’s right. Our serpent nature then turns its judgment on God Himself. It’s YOU who did this to me it says. “Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why has thou made me thus?” We must forgive Christ for making us what He made us and know it repented Him, grieved Him at His heart that He made us on our earth. “And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart.” We hold unforgiveness towards Christ for making us what He made us. That unforgiveness manifests as unforgiveness towards each other. If we understand that all things are made by and for Christ, then any unforgiveness we harbor towards another is in its truest form, unforgiveness towards Christ Himself, as the Author and Creator. The Lord puts us through some very hard things in this life of flesh. God put his own Son on the cross for us. Even Christ experienced the agony of feeling rejected by God (My God, My God why have you forsaken me?) Yet it grieved Him for making us what He made us but it is in this state we learn love. We, the creature, were made by Christ, subject to vanity unwillingly by reason of him who has subjected the same in hope.

    For there to be a transgression, there must be a law and where there is no law, there is no transgression. Law and transgression were created by God and then juxtaposed against His grace so we could learn what love really is and is not. “Moreover the law entered, that the offense might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound:”; “for where no law is, there is no transgression.” Forgiveness is not needed when there is no transgression. Once we have learned forgiveness towards each other, laid down all our supposed “rights”, love has been perfected and there is no need for more transgression, no need for “sin to abound.” God is teaching us about Himself (God is love.) He is teaching us love by creating situations where love is transgressed (He puts us through the experiences of being both the transgressor and the transgressed against) but unlike law which says eye for an eye, God forgives and commands we do the same. It is the highest and only law in the kingdom of God. It is in this fiery cauldron of affliction that we learn love.

    “Rev 20:5  But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection. (The rest of the dead in me that have not been recreated are still “dead” and have no life. They cannot live until they are brought from the dead and seen that they were dead, the second death and taught the truth that not only must they die to themselves but they must die for their brother. Every daily lesson (described as a thousand years) brings us more and more into the kingdom of God, which is love. Remember that a thousand means teaching. “A day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as a day to the Lord.”

    “eh’lef” is the beginning of the Hebrew alphabet.

    H505

    אֶלֶף

    ‘eleph

    eh’-lef

    Properly the same as H504; hence (an ox’s head being the first letter of the alphabet, and this eventually used as a numeral) a thousand: – thousand.

    H504

    אֶלֶף

    ‘eleph

    eh’-lef

    From H502; a family; also (from the sense of yoking or taming) an ox or cow: – family, kine, oxen.

    H502

    אָלַף

    ‘âlaph

    aw-lof’

    A primitive root, to associate with; hence to learn (and causatively to teach): – learn, teach, utter. Total KJV occurrences: 4)

    Rev 20:6  Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years. (Blessed are those who are going through the process of being re-created into new heavens and new earth, on whom the second death has no power. These are those within me that are reigning with Christ and are priests to those things within me who have not yet been resurrected. They are the doctrines of love and forgiveness reigning with Christ, interceding, being priests of God and Christ for those who still have to go through the second death in me, and be shown that they are dead (believing the lie of self-righteousness.) In the first death, if I see myself as forgiven for my sins, and give Christ all praise and honor as the authority behind all that is, then I will not be hurt by dying for a transgression against my flesh. If I have been given to recognize that it was only a transgression orchestrated by God to make me recognize and lay down another one of my phony Jewish self-righteous laws, then Christ gives me relief from the pain of dying to my phony “rightness.” I have been part of the first resurrection. I truly have taken part of being resurrected. “Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.” It doesn’t hurt Christ to forgive us. Christ is telling us, as the woman, go and sin no more by freely forgiving as we have been forgiven. Not forgiving others is an adulterous act towards Christ. Christ is our rightful spouse. When we do not forgive others, we are showing that we are still carrying on an affair with our old man (the Pharisee) who rejects Christ’s forgiveness because he thinks he doesn’t need it. The first resurrection is where we come to actually know the depths of depravity of the serpent nature we were born with and feel the relief of Christ’s forgiveness. This is our first death. We have been given the painful experience of being the transgressor against Christ. We are then commanded to forgive others for their sin against us, a second death that won’t hurt if we remember the lessons from the first death. Forgiving others is how we return to Christ our appreciation for what He has done for us as Our Creator. We can’t give anything back to Him that He hasn’t given to us first. We love Him because He first loved us. We love Him by forgiving as we have been forgiven. We love him by denying our old man, rejecting our constant pull to be our own god, and instead recognize His Sovereignty in everything. The second death, the act of forgiving a transgression against us, shouldn’t hurt or make us feel self-righteous when we know that the transgression was wrought by Christ for our benefit to show us where we are still in bondage to the old man, fighting for our own righteousness. Death to self (the second death) eventually comes as a relief because it means an even closer bond to our true husband, Christ.

    The second death is in “aorist” tense which means it is ongoing with no past or future but it just is. It is continually happening while we walk in this flesh. The conversion of our dual nature, Gentile and Jew, is a daily, ongoing battle. We flip around, back and forth from Gentile back to Jew and vice versa. Our recreation is not linear. “He that overcomes shall not BE HURT of the second death.” “Be hurt” is in aorist tense, which means I’m not being hurt to forgive in that area of my world. We are learning to genuinely forgive without the secret bitterness and resentment of the Pharisee’s false humility. I can forgive and it doesn’t take a grappling within myself to forgive. It becomes a privilege to forgive because it means I have the power of the kingdom of God. A painless second death, requires the painful lesson from the first death. It is painful to see your true self in the flesh (a raging hypocrite, your man of sin) in the light of Christ’s brilliance. It is easy to forgive when you really know what you’ve been forgiven.

    Conversion is not a one and done but a lifetime of practice in forgiveness. And it is easy to forget my own transgressions and what I am forgiven for by Christ on a daily basis, let alone the egregious sins against God and man of all the years before the holy spirit began to convert me. After months and years go by and the pain of shame (pain of the first death) has faded I begin to act as though I’ve always been this way and have never done evil. So my inner Pharisee rises again (deadly head wound is healed) and I once again begin to take pride in my own creation forgetting that it’s Christ Who has and is creating me. I once again believe that I am a good man outside of Christ (forgetting there’s none good but God). Like Peter who was rebuked by Paul in Galatians 2:11-14. I forget the humiliation of my first death and become high-minded. It hurts to forgive when I think I’m righteous. It hurts to be shamed and not retaliate when I believe I’m righteous. But it can only hurt if I have not been converted in that area of my life. I have often wondered and asked Christ, “Why did you make me this way?” Religion believes in freewill and says that Christ did not make us this way but we made ourselves this way by our own freewill choices. Not true. Religion will say we are born in a state of “equipoise,” not being bent on good or evil, neutral, and as we grow up we corrupt ourselves to be good or bad people. Not true. Scripture says we are created in sin and in sin are we conceived, Ps.51:5. Scripture says we come from the womb as adders biting and spewing poison, Romans 3:10-20. So the second death hurts because we are evil and blind in our understanding of who and what we are from birth. If I knew what I was in the flesh, (the same as everybody else in the flesh) it would be easy to forgive but until I am given the knowledge of who and what I am then the second death will continue to hurt. This process of forgiveness is the process Christ uses to create a being that is as its Creator, Who sends the sunlight on the evil as well as the good, Who graciously gives to those who hate Him and to those who don’t give Him a second thought. He gives to everyone their life and breath and being and does not ask anything in return from them. To the Elect He gives the understanding of Who He is and graces us with His ability to love and forgive others as He forgave us.

    “Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven. Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all.Then the lord of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt. But the same servant went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred pence: and he laid hands on him, and took him by the throat, saying, Pay me that thou owest. And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. And he would not: but went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt. So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their lord all that was done. Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto himSo likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses.”

    Being delivered to the tormentors is being delivered back to the pain, anger, frustration, and ultimate humiliation of being reminded that I do not contain my own righteousness. My man of sin must be dethroned again as he gnashes his teeth in rage. When I don’t forgive, I must be reminded of what I’ve been forgiven for. I lose sleep, I’m angry and bitter and everything around me becomes a trial. The “anon with joy” I received for my own forgiveness is scorched with the bitter heat of unforgiveness towards someone else. The second death IS HURTING ME because I have left my first love of the forgiveness I received. I even hold unforgiveness towards God for making me the way He did and for so many of the events of my life – death of people I love, things that have been done to me when I thought God was supposed to protect me from evil. I hold unforgiveness towards Him for creating me to do and experience things I believe “as a loving God” He shouldn’t have. There are a million different reasons I hold bitterness towards God for making life the way He made it. Why? Why does it have to be this way and the only reason I get is The Potter has the right to create one vessel unto honor (new man) and another unto dishonor (old man). Does the pot have the right to ask why have you made me this way? “Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus?” We are first created in ignorance of the majesty of God and created as natural beasts with no understanding of who their Maker is, was and will be. So we see Him as an uncompassionate austere ruler Who kills and destroys at random and no one can stop Him. He tells us not to do one thing then He has us do it. “O LORD, why hast thou made us to err from thy ways, and hardened our heart from thy fear? Return for thy servants’ sake, the tribes of thine inheritance.” A few weeks ago I was walking to the shop to feed the animals and I saw one of my dogs in the cattle pen. I have yelled at him many times to stay out of the cattle pen because in my world of laws I see him peeing all over everything and believe the cows won’t eat the hay he’s peed on, and it’s an egregious offense to me that the Lord has him doing this. My old man is literally enraged by this transgression against his laws. My old man actually expects God to follow HIS laws, not the other way around, and has the audacity to get really angry with God when He doesn’t submit! Anyway, it had been snowing the week before and then iced over so the ground was very slick. As I was walking and saw the dog I said bitterly, “Well there’s nothing I can do about it Lord. You’re the One controlling him” and as the words left my mouth I slipped and went down hard. I landed on my right shoulder and it hurt so bad that I was rolling around in the ice screaming “why did you do that Lord, WHY!?” What was my sin that caused such a severe punishment? Even now weeks later I cannot pick my arm up over my head and I can’t sleep because of the pain. Last night when I went to bed I was in so much pain that I got up in anger and asked “What is the purpose of all this LORD?” Unforgiveness. Unforgiveness causes pain and I hold unforgiveness towards Christ for doing some of the things that He has done in my life. My frustration towards the dog (a dog being a parable of flesh) and God’s seeming unwillingness to do anything about it is a parable of my old man’s frustration towards God for handing him over to the flesh for so many years resulting in some incredibly painful and humiliating experiences. My new man knows that the humiliation and destruction of the old man (the vessel of dishonor) is a blessing and that my entire life is a testament to God’s goodness, but my old man (the Pharisee) is still bitter. I walked that path where I fell a thousand times or more and never fell one time and yet I never gave Christ the glory for that! But the one time I fall I immediately yell at Him for causing the fall. It’s the story of Job. He walks around every day scared that God is going to drop the hammer so he does all these religious things that in his mind keep him in good graces. Then when the evil comes he yells at God for being unjust. If God were a man, Job says, he would argue with Him and demand to be shown my sin. I am, like Job, still holding to my righteousness and still seeing God as a man, a reactionary force operating on tit-for-tat laws. I still have parts of me that believe in my “innocence and righteousness.” I once was in ignorance of the power and sovereignty of God and would have attributed my fall to the ice, the weather, not paying attention, or just a chance happening separate from all forces. But I know now this is all vanity. There is no power but of God. I also once thought we had freewill and good or bad things happened according to my choices, which again if this were true would make me a god of my life and make God subject to my will. It would make God a mere observer of everything and helpless and IN SUBMISSION to my desires. When in reality it is a complete mirror opposite. WE are the mere observers and WE are made completely subject to HIS AUTHORITY. Either Christ has created everything and by Him they CONSIST good and evil or He didn’t. “For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.” This is why we groan and grumble towards Him, because we know He created it all. The fear of The Lord Jesus Christ is real when you know that He controls it all. The old man has an ungodly fear – fear of retribution and retaliation. Whereas the new man growing inside of me has Godly fear – a loving, grateful respect for Christ and His Authority because I have learned that God IS GOOD. There are times I whistle my way through the day and it seems that even the birds and animals are whistling with me (new man). And there are days that seem so dark even though the sun is shining (old man). I am Jacob and Esau duking it out in the womb. God is giving me to love Him with all my heart and soul yet still I get so mad at Him at times. But when I am faithless He remains faithful to me. As a Father pities a child so He pities us and cares for us. That care comes in many ways and in many trials that He uses to lovingly recreate us. He carefully and lovingly watches over the destruction of my old world (which grieved Him to make) but praise God I know He is also lovingly overseeing the new world that He is creating in me. In all of it, His love abounds.

    If I desire freedom from something it is because The Father has willed I have the desire to be free. But, freedom sometimes takes awhile and what God has desired no one can stop. It will come and when it comes it will be true freedom, true repentance, not worldly repentance but Godly where we don’t turn back to the vomit we were freed from. This is where I get frustrated with the process because I want freedom now but the time has not yet been ordained. As we know, there is a time for everything as Solomon says. I long for the day when I can wake up and start my day free from fears, unforgiveness, and anxiety where I can just be free from all tangles of the flesh. Herein lies the patience of the saints.

      “And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any man worship the beast and his image, and receive his mark in his forehead, or in his hand, The same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb (the second death): And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name (our own laws). Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus. And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labours; and their works do follow them.

    It’s a tormenting fiery battle at times as Christ daily works in us to free us from the tangles of our old world and all its lies. It’s not easy to be shown where we are still in bondage to the world in us, where we desire to be seen by the world out there, where we still want attention from anyone other than Christ, where we desire to be out from under the authority of Christ, or we desire more or different than what He has given us in any given day. Freedom will come when He has put down all other authorities within me. All must be put under the feet of Christ. Then I will be content and happy with what I have at any given moment. And I don’t mean just things or wealth: Health, attention, weather, time, my mood, my spouse’s mood, the way the animals are acting, the way the tractor runs, how I look in the mirror, my clothes, my appearance, what I eat, etc. etc. etc. Being content with every minute of every day, the way the Lord has written it and is presenting it to me is freedom from a world that lusts every second for control and something more than it has or different than it has. It is freedom from the tangle of laws of my old world that judges constantly every scenario to be good or bad and demands that its laws be kept, or else. To know Christ as The Author and Finisher of my day is freedom from a world where I am my own god and I map out what I want and desire at the expense of everything and everyone around me. Freedom from anger at God for having me fall and hurt my shoulder and know that there was a good in it for me that I may not realize now but some day will. I guess it’s just now coming to me that through this fall I am being taught to rest in whatever weakness my flesh has. If I can not be bitter in my pain and accept that whatever limitations I now have are a blessing that I didn’t have before I had the limitation. Because before the fall I trusted in my strength, now I am learning to be content in the strength of Christ. It is strength I never knew, to trust in Christ in weakness. To know that whatever state I am in is because The Father has willed it for me to be made more into the image of Christ. That included my fall and my new weaknesses. NOW….I am coming to understand what Apostle Paul meant by, “And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.” Strength in weakness! It’s foolishness to the flesh. Strength in dying?? Not being hurt by death? Let alone a SECOND death?? Strength lies in being weak which correlates to forgiveness. When our flesh has been so weakened that it’s no longer fighting and clawing to be seen, heard and obeyed, you experience the strength of resting in Christ. It is considered weak to forgive and not take revenge but Christ has shown us the example of being weak and becoming strong. “For though he was crucified through weakness, yet he liveth by the power of God.” Not lifting a hand in retaliation is strength. Not lifting a word in retaliation is strength. It is the opposite of everything I have ever known. To have no desire to retaliate for sin against me is not being hurt of the second death. The Gentile in me recognizes his need for forgiveness. The rest of the dead in me who have not been resurrected will not live again until this principal has been learned, which is called the 1000 year reign. Learning, teaching means a thousand. “But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection.” There was a movie about three sons who lived with their Father in Montana called “Legends of the Fall.” One of the boys ended up being a politician, one gets killed in a war and the other plays the seemingly tougher of the three who in the end becomes a lone mountain man. In the final scene of the movie he dies fighting a grizzly bear and the narrator says these words, “he died a good death.” The obvious meaning being that it was good that he died fighting. This is world-speak and it comes across so appealing to the flesh but it is completely false in the world of the Spirit. Christ is the only One Who has ever died a good death because He did not fight for His “right” to be His own god, but rather gave up His legitimate rights (we don’t have legitimate rights) as the only true Son of God, and obeyed His Father implicitly and without bitterness to the laying down of His life for His creation. Looking at Christ is seeing God. That is what love really looks and acts like. Each time we die for each other we die a “good death,” the second death where we die to our own wants and desires for each other and it does not hurt us is a good death. Each time we are granted to give up more of our so-called “own” life and desires and submit willingly to the plan of God in every minute of the day we die a “good death.” This plays out every day and sometimes multiple times a day because multiple times a day we must resist our own wants and desires for someone else. It’s not the flesh’s version of a heroic death where I am exalted. The second death is the exact opposite. I die and my flesh screams you’re a fool, a punk, a lackey who does not stick up for himself. When I was a child I was told to fight and never let anyone pick on me and that is exactly what I did. I have been fighting everyone and anything to prove I will not bow to anyone and my body and face prove it with scars and broken bones. Not anymore. My man of sin who exalted his throne above the throne of God in some religion of self preservation and macho pride has been getting his head bruised by my new man who is being remade into the image of Christ. I don’t need to protect myself, Christ is my shield and buckler. Christ is my strength, not my fists. “And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.” I used to speak of God but my God was myself even though I used the name of Jesus Christ. I had a worldly god who taught me to be good to my family, friends and neighbors unless they crossed me. Then I divorced them, unfriended them or beat them up the way my worldly god taught me. Being kind meant I was kind to you when you were kind to me and I was not kind to you if you were not kind to me. Christ taught forgiveness no matter what and Christ taught “with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.” If we are unforgiving then we get unforgiveness. If we are harsh then we get harshness. Die to self, get eternal life. That is strength in weakness. Christ said, “Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” Working iniquity is living by laws you believe make you righteous, murdering people spiritually whom you deem to be unrighteous, thus denying God and Christ, Who are the only true judge and power in heaven and earth. Many doctrines in me have claimed Christ yet they lusted to be right above everyone else. They lusted to revenge themselves against anyone who transgressed against me, who didn’t think, act or look like them – never comprehending their own vanity and that all is, was and will be made by God, including themselves and all those I was deeming unrighteous “out there.” My old world was flooded by a sea of lies where I was taught how to act in my world that was void of true understanding. It was a world of endless false gods. I was taught to judge myself better than all others in a thousand different ways. I took revenge on all who did not respect or worship me with words and even violence. Words ARE violence. Even thoughts are equivalent to violence according to scripture. Christ knows our thoughts. He knew the thoughts of the Pharisees which is why he said to them “But now you seek to kill me…” well before they ever picked up a stone or delivered him to Pilate. The devil within us is the voice of lying evil that tells us to raise ourselves up above all others and Christ tells us that “He was a MURDERER from the beginning…” Do you ever read about the devil murdering anyone? So how did Christ call him a murderer? Because in the kingdom of God, lies, of which the devil is described as being the father of, bring death. You cannot abide in a lie and live. If you believe you are righteous in the eyes of God because of your works, and therefore you deserve life, you abide in a lie and you do not have eternal life. But this is where we all start out as Elect. My old world inside me was built by Christ, complete with its sea of lies for the purpose of ultimately teaching me the truth in love. First we are made ignorant to what we really are in the flesh, then we are molded into a religious Jew who thinks he has attained his own righteousness, and then Christ sets about destroying our old Jewish temple (where we worshipped self) lie-by-lie it is all torn down and replaced with Himself, who is all Truth. What was made in me was a self righteous, in-your-face conglomeration of doctrines learned in fifty plus years of dirty floodwaters. My world existed in cowboy codes that taught me to “fight” against evil when scripture says “resist not evil” and to believe myself to be a “good” person when Christ Himself tells us there is none good but God. Christ didn’t even declare Himself to be good but abdicated this quality to His Father alone. All my high and mighty doctrines fell apart when confronted with the true Jesus Christ, Who was the ONLY true man Who ever walked this earth. He alone died a good death and He did it for all His people who He is molding into a new creation. The Father is drawing us to follow Him and turn our backs on our old world inside ourselves and die “a good death.” Die to self and live for your Brother/Sister. Put everyone before yourself and you die a good death. It is the grace of God shown in the life of a true believer when we die to ourselves and live for someone else. “For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” It’s easier to die for those who’ve shown you kindness, but for those who “spitefully use you” it’s a whole other story. It’s easier to forgive a friend but to forgive your enemy from your heart is a “good death.” This is being truly subject to the Will of God. You’ve shown grace to someone who doesn’t deserve grace, the same thing you received from Christ when you were yet still His enemy. “Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him. As the living Father hath sent me, and I live by the Father: so he that eateth me, even he shall live by me. This is that bread which came down from heaven: not as your fathers did eat manna, and are dead: he that eateth of this bread shall live for ever.” Eating Christ’s flesh is consuming His doctrine of “…ye should do as I have done to you.” Drinking His blood is sacrificing yourself for another, spilling your blood (laying down your will) for someone else.” But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.” If we are being led of Christ, if Christ is in us, then we are living in Him and He is living in us. Many sides of me have confessed the name of Jesus Christ but all of them were told, “I never knew you” because they all believed in their own righteousness. Die to self means dying to all the lies of the devil within me whispering that I am god, I rule my earth, and that I have attained righteousness by a work of my own. If the second death does not hurt, if Christ will give me to lay myself down without gall or bitterness, then I’ve died “A good” death.

  • God desires us to worship Him in spirit and in truth. What does it mean to worship God in spirit and in truth? Apostle Paul said that the spirit of God searches our hearts and knows what is truth within us. “And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.” I may be asking God for one thing but the truth behind why I am asking is exposed before God. I may say one thing but in my heart I have another reason for why I am asking. It may be veiled in religous words but the truth of my intent is exposed before God. The spirit of Christ sees what is in my heart and He wants us to confess the truth to Him and in confessing the truth we are worshipping God in truth.

    “But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.”

    The truth cannot be hidden. Everything is open and exposed before Christ, Who created everything.

    “For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.”

    Truth before God is what God desires. In worshipping Him in truth we are confessing our thoughts and intents. In doing so we are not trying to hide anything from Him. Lies hide from the truth and lies cry for the rocks to fall on them to hide them from The Truth.

    “And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood; And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind. And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and every mountain and island were moved out of their places. And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains; And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb: For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand? “

    Truth quenches the soul and frees it from lies. Lies cause us to be thirsty, without hope. Water represents teachings, doctrines, words, thoughts that we live or die by. “The water of the word”. The truth is water, water is the word and the word is the spirit. Words, thoughts are spirits. They either minister truth or lies. The spirit of Christ searches our thoughts and intents and exposes what is truth and what is a lie. Christ is the source of all truth, of all water that quenches our soul from the drought of drinking doctrines of the carnal mind. The truth always ministers peace and frees us from despair. Hope in anything besides Christ will leave us thirsty. The parable below in the story of the woman at the well tells us how we drink from a well that does not quench our thirst. It is a deep well that has no bottom for it is a bottomless pit of lies and deception. It is where we all start off. But it is where we meet Christ and are relieved from drinking in bitter water that does not quench our thirst for peace.

    “There cometh a woman of Samaria to draw water: Jesus saith unto her, Give me to drink. (For his disciples were gone away unto the city to buy meat.) Then saith the woman of Samaria unto him, How is it that thou, being a Jew, askest drink of me, which am a woman of Samaria? for the Jews have no dealings with the Samaritans. (Truth doesn’t mix with a lie) Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water. The woman saith unto him, Sir, thou hast nothing to draw with, and the well is deep: from whence then hast thou that living water? Art thou greater than our father Jacob, which gave us the well, and drank thereof himself, and his children, and his cattle? (are you greater than the supplanter, Jacob, who supplants the truth for a lie? Trusting in a thing and not Christ.) Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again: But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life. The woman saith unto him, Sir, give me this water, that I thirst not, neither come hither to draw. Jesus saith unto her, Go, call thy husband, and come hither. The woman answered and said, I have no husband. Jesus said unto her, Thou hast well said, I have no husband: For thou hast had five husbands; and he whom thou now hast is not thy husband: in that saidst thou truly. (Christ exposes her lies by a parable that she/us are not married to Christ because we are still trying to be married to anything other than Him.) The woman saith unto him, Sir, I perceive that thou art a prophet. Our fathers worshipped in this mountain; and ye say, that in Jerusalem is the place where men ought to worship. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the hour cometh, when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. (The carnal mind does not know what it is trusting in, but truth is of the Israel of God, the true Jew. “And as many as walk according to this rule, peace be on them, and mercy, and upon the Israel of God.”) But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. Godisa Spirit: and they that worship him must worshiphimin spirit and in truth. The woman saith unto him, I know that Messias cometh, which is called Christ: when he is come, he will tell us all things. Jesus saith unto her, I that speak unto thee am he.

    We cannot know the future. If we did we would hope in what we saw and not in Christ. But hope that is not seen is called faith. We are either given faith to trust in Christ or we are given over to lies that do not give us rest. I either trust Christ has my best interest in mind or I trust that my own carnal knowledge will guide me through life based on my own planning. We go daily to our own well, our own source of knowledge to make it through the day and Christ is sitting there on our well asking us to quench His thirst with our trust in Him. He is telling us to trust in Him and we won’t have to visit this well anymore. He will give us living water and here is some living water….

    “Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature? And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith? Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek: (our carnal mind)) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.”

    The greatest thirst quencher is faith in God as our Father Who only has our best in mind. To trust Him is the best thing for us in all situations. There is no greater strength than God and if we are given to trust Him then all fears are taken away. When we fear anything besides God everything is hopeless and dark. God will not allow us to worship our own carnal mind if we are His children. We are to consider our old carnal mind as dead and we are freed from the laws of our carnal mind.

    “Wherefore, my brethren, ye also are become dead to the law by the body of Christ; that ye should be married to another, even to him who is raised from the dead, that we should bring forth fruit unto God. For when we were in the flesh, the motions of sins, which were by the law, did work in our members to bring forth fruit unto death. But now we are delivered from the law, that being dead wherein we were held; that we should serve in newness of spirit, and not in the oldness of the letter.”

    The carnal mind ties everything together in a nice little ribbon, trusting in its own thoughts of what is good for it and what is evil for it. If we have the spirit of Christ in us He does not allow us to rest in another man, our old man, because we are married to Him and He, Christ, is our husband. If we listen to the laws of our carnal mind then we shall die with it. If we are led by our new Husband, than we shall live. If we trust in our new Husband than we can rest in the truth that our old husband is dead and gone and we are free to serve Christ. As long as our old husband is alive in our minds, our old thoughts of good and evil, then we are still married to him and bound to him by his laws. But if we are free from the law of our old man then we are free from death and alive to serve our new Husband Who has promised us more than our old husband could ever give us. We are free from death and risen in Christ as the most blessed people that have ever walked the earth.

    This is counsel in our heart, the deep waters/doctrines of Christ, like the woman at the well. These are the waters that if a man drink of he will never thirst again. When God gives us these truths they spring up in us as a well of water and we become peaceful and joyful in life.

    “Counsel in the heart of man is like deep water; but a man of understanding will draw it out.”

    “And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.”

    And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.”

    “And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.”

    We hunger for the truth because the truth that Christ is The Alpha and Omega of every second of life creates a hunger in us to keep seeking His counsel. Any counsel from my old man leaves me thirsty and hungry but the counsel of Christ quenches my thirst and fills my hunger. Christ’s truth tells me that God is our Father and that our Father has predestined everything for us and that He has predestined we be conformed to Christ’s image. And if God be for us who can be against us? NOTHING!

    “For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.  What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all (The elect who he foreknew and predestined), how shall he not with him also freely give us all things? Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifieth. Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed (our old man) all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

    So, what do we have to fear? What possibly can stand between us and God when God our Father created it all for us? The truth tells us that we are the most blessed people of all the people ever created on the earth from the beginning of time.

    “For thou art an holy people unto the LORD thy God: the LORD thy God hath chosen thee to be a special people unto himself, above all people that are upon the face of the earth.”

    “For thou art an holy people unto the LORD thy God, and the LORD hath chosen thee to be a peculiar people unto himself, above all the nations that are upon the earth.” 

    “But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light: “

    We have nothing to fear because our Father foreknew us, called us and chose us out of all the families that have ever been on the earth to be His special people. Nothing can change that. Nothing can stop that. And nothing can keep us from our Father Who has predestined we be what He has called us to be, His children. The day of reckoning has come upon my old world and they are running to caves and calling for the rocks to fall on them. Christ has freed us and nothing in my old world or in the world out there or the worlds to come can stop what God The father has predestined. Let freedom ring and let the whole wide world in me and out there know that we are God’s people and Christ is the avenger of any ho would dare stand against US.

    Mat 5:6  Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. 

    Isa_49:10  They shall not hunger nor thirst; neither shall the heat nor sun smite them: for he that hath mercy on them shall lead them, even by the springs of water shall he guide them.

    Joh_6:35  And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.

    Joh_7:37  In the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink.

    Rev_7:16  They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat.

    Joh 3:5  Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. 

    Joh 18:35  Pilate answered, Am I a Jew? Thine own nation and the chief priests have delivered thee unto me: what hast thou done? 

    Joh 18:36  Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence. 

    Joh 18:37  Pilate therefore said unto him, Art thou a king then? Jesus answered, Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness unto the truth. Every one that is of the truth heareth my voice. 

    Joh 18:38  Pilate saith unto him, What is truth? And when he had said this, he went out again unto the Jews, and saith unto them, I find in him no fault at all. 

  • Everything in our life hangs on faith. Do I believe God has given me eternal life based on the life, death, burial and resurrection of Christ? Do I believe that all sin has been taken care of in Christ or do I believe I must work a work and salvation is then a debt owed to me by God?

    “Now to him that worketh is the reward not reckoned of grace, but of debt.”

    No part of me can be saved by my own works. Everything in me has been stamped with death because I am under the law. The law of God has condemned everything in me from birth. I was shaped in self righteousness (iniquity-Ezk.33:13) and in sin did my babylonian church conceive me. Everything I did or did not do was based on my own godhood, my own knowledge of what was good and what was evil for me.

    “Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.” 

    “And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.”

    I can lay no claims to purity because every thought in my unconverted heart is a thought of self and self only. I think I am my own god and that I make bad choices and good choices independent from The God. With this thought I believe God owes me.

    “As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are all together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes. Now we know that what things soever the law saith, it saith to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin.”

    The law of sin and death produces a misunderstanding in my heart that God owes me something because I am good or evil. Not knowing that God moves me to do good or moves me to do evil.

    “I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these”

    “So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy. For the scripture saith unto Pharaoh, Even for this same purpose have I raised thee up (the evil in me), that I might shew my power in thee, and that my name might be declared throughout all the earth. Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth. Thou wilt say then unto me, Why doth he yet find fault? For who hath resisted his will? Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus? Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour(the good), and another unto dishonour(the evil)?”

    Everything must be attributed to God as The Author and Finisher of everything I was, am, or will be or it is considered a work of the flesh. A work of the flesh, meaning I have not been given the truth that I create nothing and God is Creator of all. This lie leads parts of me that are still unconverted to get angry at God when things don’t go the way I think they should because I thought I had a will separate from God. Yesterday while putting up fence, the end post, where a 12 foot gate was attached moved considerably and the gate would not attach right. When I stretched the 100 yard fence with the tractor the post moved in the ground. This left the fence with slackness and a leaning post. I was extremely angry and disappointed because I thought I had done everything right. I thought that it was by wisdom and experience that would make the post and fence go up without a hitch. I asked God in my thoughts “why did you do that”? The thought was because I thought I had deserved a good outcome based on my carnal reasoning and was not seeing that God makes a post lean or stand straight, not my carnal wisdom. I was taking pride in the work of my hands and robbing the glory from God. Above where Romans 3 is quoted it says that there is none righteous, no not one, it is speaking to my whole world within me. This is where we start off as Elect, as all of mankind. Shapen in iniquity and every thought is conceived in sin. Sin being taking credit for everything and anything, good or evil and every thought based off the premise that all things are by me and for me. If a work is of man, meaning a work that is perceived as my own, it will come to nothing, for my own good. In one way or another, the work will not stand whether in the long or short of it. In God’s perspective, it is a vapor, it has not been granted eternity. But, if it be a work of God that He desires to remain then no one can stop it nor destroy it – either way, the will of God cannot be stopped – it is the will of God who is the sole author and creator of all things. The Lord creates all things including things He intends to destroy. As scripture says He has “…created the waster to destroy.”

    “And now I say unto you, Refrain from these men, and let them alone: for if this counsel or this work be of men, it will come to noughtBut if it be of God, ye cannot overthrow it; lest haply ye be found even to fight against God.”

    Even my apparent failure is of God because I was not given the will of God for something to turn out according to my carnal reasoning. I was given by God to be led astray by thoughts of a self will to try and accomplish something that was not going to be accomplished…the thwarting of my trust in my flesh was exactly what He had willed – thus the failure is for my GOOD because it destroys my trust in self. Failure is a will of God saying no to my perceived self-will. Every thought that goes through my mind (ministering spirit) must hang on the truth that God is doing something for my good, either to teach me patience or to teach me faith. It is not as though we are individual beings that make independent choices separate from Him that work out to the good or to the bad. Each decision is a will of God for the good (ultimately) or for the bad (short term). Bad being an outcome where my carnal self-will is not given what it desires and good being an outcome where God is glorified. A “work of men” is anything I do for my own glorification, where my trust was in myself, and will come to nothing.

    “O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his counsellor? Or who hath first given to him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again? For of him, and through him, and to him, are all things: to whom be glory for ever. Amen.”

    I don’t give anything to God but what He has willed I give back to Him. As the verse above says, “who has first given to God and then God returns the favor to him? Because all things are of God, through God and to God”. So, everything comes down from Him to us and we only give Him back what He desired to have. He owes us nothing. But, to the person who has been given this truth God has given him everything. Nothing is impossible, nothing is too grand, nothing is to be seen as an impossibility.

    “Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.”

    God has showed me the impossible, to my mind, the depths He would drive me. Driven to situations and depths that I never dreamed possible. In my early years I had such confidence in my own wisdom and knowledge and never dreamed I would be driven to such lows. I thought that I was untouchable because of my own wisdom and knowledge, never knowing that I was being led to the slaughter. And today the same principal applies to the good. I had never dreamed I would be where I am and have what I have and know it was not my wisdom or knowledge that got me here but what God has predestined it be. It is, was and always will be God as The only Creator, creating through His Son Jesus Christ. Whatever He opens no man can shut and whatever He shuts no man can open. I have quoted the following verse a thousand times but the enormity of it surpasses the carnal mind.

    “Wherefore David blessed the LORD before all the congregation: and David said, Blessed be thou, LORD God of Israel our father, for ever and ever. Thine, O LORD, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom, O LORD, and thou art exalted as head above all. Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all. Now therefore, our God, we thank thee, and praise thy glorious name. But who am I, and what is my people, that we should be able to offer so willingly after this sort? for all things come of thee, and of thine own have we given thee. For we are strangers before thee, and sojourners, as were all our fathers: our days on the earth are as a shadow, and there is none abiding. O LORD our God, all this store that we have prepared to build thee an house for thine holy name cometh of thine hand, and is all thine own. I know also, my God, that thou triest the heart, and hast pleasure in uprightness. As for me, in the uprightness of mine heart I have willingly offered all these things: and now have I seen with joy thy people, which are present here, to offer willingly unto thee. O LORD God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, our fathers, keep this for ever in the imagination of the thoughts of the heart of thy people, and prepare their heart unto thee.”

    The last line of these verses are what I pray for. God knows my heart whether I believe these things or not because He gives me the belief or He doesn’t. And I pray that He keeps this belief in every imagination of my heart and prepares my heart every minute of every day for His glory. When I was a child I believed, had faith, that my dad could do anything and there was nothing he couldn’t do. This child-like faith is what Christ is creating in our hearts to trust Him as our Creator. There is nothing that He cannot do, nor is anything too big for Him. To please God is to believe in God as The only Creator. We cannot believe in ourselves, someone else, something else, but only God as The Author and Finisher of all things. “But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.” God is the strength of my hands. The strength of my legs. He makes my heart beat and my lungs work. I do not stay alive because my heart beats, rather my heart is beating because God is keeping me alive. Nothing is separate from Him nor a power independent from Him. He is The All in all. Christ is in us bringing every imagination into subjection to the supremecy of God The Father. Christ is subduing every thought in us to The Father as God and as the power behind everything. When King David prayed, “As for me, in the uprightness of mine heart I have willingly offered all these things: and now have I seen with joy thy people, which are present here, to offer willingly unto thee. O LORD God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, our fathers, keep this for ever in the imagination of the thoughts of the heart of thy people, and prepare their heart unto thee“, It was a parable of Christ praying this about us. Bringing every thought into subjection to God as The Creator, not my intellect, experience, or savvy. It’s always God, from beginning to end. To be given the faith of Christ to believe this, is to die to my world and live unto the kingdom OF God. Where everything is seen as a power of God, from God, by God and for God. A parable of this understanding is in a “eunuch”. A eunuch has no desire for the flesh to procreate something in an image of itself. They only care for the things of God. Inwardly it is the same for us. When we are given by God to be castrated from the world we become spiritual eunuchs. Like a steer. We see that Boo and Rocky (our steers) are very committed to us and don’t really care about anything else because they are steers who have been castrated. They don’t care about procreation. When we have been castrated from the world by God we don’t care about creating an image of ourselves in the world anymore but are committed unto God for His glory. A steer is more docile, calm, and trainable because his desire for procreation has been removed. He doesn’t have the drive for creating an image of himself anymore but solely for his master. This is called being circumcised in the heart. The other day my wife was listening to a woman who was training her calf on a halter. The woman said that when training a calf you teach the calf that when it pulls against the lead there’s pressure but when the calf comes closer to you the pressure is relieved. This is what Christ is teaching us. There’s only pressure when we resist Him, and don’t have faith in Him. When we give up our own thoughts of experience or knowledge and trust Him as all knowledge the pressure leaves. To have faith in Christ as The Creator is to be relieved of all worry and pressure. Christ is a very kind, gentle Shepherd Who never tugs on us but only asks us to follow Him. When we don’t there’s pressure, when we do there’s peace and joy. It’s the same principal Christ told the woman at the well.

    “Then cometh he to a city of Samaria, which is called Sychar, near to the parcel of ground that Jacob gave to his son Joseph. Now Jacob’s well was there. Jesus therefore, being wearied with his journey, sat thus on the well: and it was about the sixth hour. There cometh a woman of Samaria to draw water: Jesus saith unto her, Give me to drink. (For his disciples were gone away unto the city to buy meat.) Then saith the woman of Samaria unto him, How is it that thou, being a Jew, askest drink of me, which am a woman of Samaria? for the Jews have no dealings with the Samaritans. Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water. The woman saith unto him, Sir, thou hast nothing to draw with, and the well is deep: from whence then hast thou that living water? Art thou greater than our father Jacob, which gave us the well, and drank thereof himself, and his children, and his cattle? Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again:But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life. The woman saith unto him, Sir, give me this water, that I thirst not, neither come hither to draw. Jesus saith unto her, Go, call thy husband, and come hither. The woman answered and said, I have no husband. Jesus said unto her, Thou hast well said, I have no husband: For thou hast had five husbands; and he whom thou now hast is not thy husband: in that saidst thou truly. The woman saith unto him, Sir, I perceive that thou art a prophet. Our fathers worshipped in this mountain; and ye say, that in Jerusalem is the place where men ought to worship. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the hour cometh, when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.Godisa Spirit: and they that worship him must worshiphimin spirit and in truth. The woman saith unto him, I know that Messias cometh, which is called Christ: when he is come, he will tell us all things. Jesus saith unto her, I that speak unto thee am he.

    Whosoever in me follows Christ in faith never thirsts. The world in me is filled with unbelievers who have lived their lives based on wisdom, experience, and their own knowledge, which is water that does not quench my thirst because it is not based on the spirit of God which is based on the truth that Christ is The only Creator. When we are given by Christ to trust in The Father we are worshipping God in spirit and in the truth that our Father controls it all. Then our world is converted, thought by thought. God is Spirit and we must worship Him in spirit. Spirit being the thoughts/ministering spirits that lead us to know that God is in absolute total control of everything. We need not worry and pull away, add pressure. But even our pulling away is a power of God that is teaching us to trust Him and submit to everything that comes our way. He is teaching us to be led by a halter to eternal life, life that goes on and does not die in my finite wisdom. The wisdom of man teaches us that there are ghouls and goblins out there in some spirit realm and they are sent by a greater goblin called Satan. Carnal wisdom teaches that we must be always scared that this greater ghoul is always trying to lead us astray and it’s up to us to be led astray or to resist him or them. But the truth is that the only devil is my own thought of I “shall be as God to know between good and evil”. And that greater thought multiplies into more ways of being my own god which are more evil spirits, more thoughts and doctrines. To know there is only One God, Who creates all things and controls all things is the ultimate blow to the converting of the world within me. It is faith in God as my Lord and my redeemer that converts a world drinking its own water, that ends up leaving us thirsty again. We have to keep coming back to our own well to learn more because we are always thirsty to rule more. But the truth of Christ as The Image of God and as The Only One ever Begotten by God is a water well we can drink from and never be thirsty because this truth tells me that Christ only knows God in truth. Human wisdom leaves me thirsty to know what’s next and how it will all play out. Truth leaves me quenched because I can trust God as having the whole thing played out in perfect order. The woman at the well said that when Messias come that He would “tell us all things” and Christ’s response was “I that speak to thee am He”. If Christ is in us He IS telling us all things. He is leading us, we are not leading ourselves. He is telling us to rest in Him as The Creator and never thirst again.

    “Jesus said unto him (me, you), If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.”

    Man as an individual nor mankind as a whole create anything. Christ is The Creator that God The Father creates through. Everything is parable in the spirit of a revelation of God or of man as a whole. To prove this Christ has written the story of Joseph as an example. From being born from a dead womb, to being thrown into a hole. From being sold into slavery, to being placed as the head of Potiphar’s house, to being thrown into prison and then becoming the most powerful man in Eygpt. Our lives, as The Elect, reflect the way God has moved us from having many ideas of color to being thrown into a pit by the very ones we were closest to – our nearest and dearest ideas of self. We have been adorned with a spiritual coat of many colors, like the rainbow God set over the sky as a promise of His faithfulness to us to never destroy us by false doctrine again. Our coat is Christ, the covering He has covered us with, to remove all sin and to stamp us with the blessing of sonship. But because we are still living in an unconverted world we are thrown into a pit by the very things we love. We are stripped of our trust in Christ and sold to “strife”, Midian. Then “Jehovah adds” (the meaning of the name Joseph) to us, even while being a slave, to know that we belong to God. Potiphar’s name means “belonging to the sun” and that reflects what we are being taught, all light/knowledge comes from God through Christ. Christ is The Sun/Son of righteousness. While we are enslaved to our old Babylonian world it wants us to be intimate with her, like Potiphar’s wife, but Christ’s spirit within us, refuses her advances. To get us to higher ground and to develop more trust in God He allows Babylon to overcome us and speak lies about us. When we refuse her advances (lies) our Babylonian doctrines war against the Spirit of Christ within us and tell us that we’re no good and that a situation is hopeless. Refusing to trust in ourselves, but rather God, sends our old world (like Potiphar’s wife) into a maddening rage. It sends us into an even deeper pit of despair, a prison inside our own body and mind, where we are reminded of our past and all the failures and we are buffeted with thoughts of despair. But because God is developing faith in us, to trust Him, even in this great dark time, He gives us to have hope and we continue to believe in the face of darkness. Then when God has developed the faith that He desires in us He lifts us up to the highest ground, to sit next to Him in Christ. We are at the right hand of God in Christ. All of this is faith in God through trials to lift us up to the highest ground. It is where we count it all joy in tribulation knowing the end result. Where we live in a place of total trust in God as our benevolent Creator Who has only our best in mind that will bring Him glory. But it doesn’t stop there. Now that we are exalted in Christ everything that we were enslaved to becomes our servants. We are exalted over all of our Egypt in Christ. We are clothed in Christ and given the right hand of The Father, His ring. A gold chain is put around our neck symbolizing the spirit of God that turns our head. We are given “the treasure of the glorious rest” in Christ, the meaning of the name “Zaphnathpaaneah”- which Pharaoh names Joseph. We see that the trials and faults were added to us to create faith in us. Because faith can move mountains God removes the things in us that did not trust Him and we begin to flourish. We have children that cause us to forget our toil – Manassah – and cause us to see we are doubly fruitful – Ephraim.

    “And the thing was good in the eyes of Pharaoh, and in the eyes of all his servants. And Pharaoh said unto his servants, Can we find such a one as this is, a man in whom the Spirit of God is? And Pharaoh said unto Joseph, Forasmuch as God hath shewed thee all this, there is none so discreet and wise as thou art: Thou shalt be over my house, and according unto thy word shall all my people be ruled: only in the throne will I be greater than thou. And Pharaoh said unto Joseph, See, I have set thee over all the land of Egypt. And Pharaoh took off his ring from his hand, and put it upon Joseph’s hand, and arrayed him in vestures of fine linen, and put a gold chain about his neck; And he made him to ride in the second chariot which he had; and they cried before him, Bow the knee: and he made him ruler over all the land of Egypt. And Pharaoh said unto Joseph, I am Pharaoh, and without thee shall no man lift up his hand or foot in all the land of Egypt. And Pharaoh called Joseph’s name Zaphnathpaaneah; and he gave him to wife Asenath the daughter of Potipherah priest of On. And Joseph went out over all the land of Egypt. And Joseph was thirty years old when he stood before Pharaoh king of Egypt. And Joseph went out from the presence of Pharaoh, and went throughout all the land of Egypt. And in the seven plenteous years the earth brought forth by handfuls. And he gathered up all the food of the seven years, which were in the land of Egypt, and laid up the food in the cities: the food of the field, which was round about every city, laid he up in the same. And Joseph gathered corn as the sand of the sea, very much, until he left numbering; for it was without number. And unto Joseph were born two sons before the years of famine came, which Asenath the daughter of Potipherah priest of On bare unto him. And Joseph called the name of the firstborn Manasseh: For God, said he, hath made me forget all my toil, and all my father’s house. And the name of the second called he Ephraim: For God hath caused me to be fruitful in the land of my affliction. And the seven years of plenteousness, that was in the land of Egypt, were ended. And the seven years of dearth began to come, according as Joseph had said: and the dearth was in all lands; but in all the land of Egypt there was bread. And when all the land of Egypt was famished, the people cried to Pharaoh for bread: and Pharaoh said unto all the Egyptians, Go unto Joseph; what he saith to you, do. And the famine was over all the face of the earth: And Joseph opened all the storehouses, and sold unto the Egyptians; and the famine waxed sore in the land of Egypt. And all countries came into Egypt to Joseph for to buy corn; because that the famine was so sore in all lands.

    Everything becomes ours. Height, depth, all of everything is ours, there is no limit in what we possess in Christ. We begin to possess “the treasure of the glorious rest”. The new clothing of Christ. The ring of authority and the golden necklace we possess in Christ. Nothing is held from us if we are given to believe it. If we are given to give God the glory for all things then nothing is held from us, in this life or the life to come. As Israel left Egypt with more than they entered Egypt with, so we are storing up treasures for the next life. Faith is the greatest treasure we can possess because when we are given to trust God then nothing is held from us. How can it when you know God creates everything every day for us? All is ours.

    “…For all things are yours; Whether Paul, or Apollos, or Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or things to come; all are yours; And ye are Christ’s; and Christ is God’s.”

  • Isa 66:22  For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the LORD, so shall your seed and your name remain. 

    Isa 66:23  And it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, saith the LORD. 

    Isa 66:24  And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcases of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh. 

    Mar 9:48  Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched.

    When we look upon our past or when God hands us over to relive our past, is what these verses are meaning “their worm shall not die” and “the fire is not quenched”. We become consumed by how low we had been living in our earth, feeding off our carcases. Feeding off our carcases is feeding off our dead world. We can see it in the world where we recognize those who are still feeding off their own carcase. It is eating swine and unclean animals which represent unclean doctrines and motives we lived by. To forsake your life is to deny your life as ever having life in it. Seeing it as a rotting carcase where there was no life in it and we were dead to the truth that Christ was The Creator and we were separate from Him in thoughts and deeds. But, today we can rejoice because Christ has revealed The Father to us. We are now sons of God and heirs to the throne. We are being transformed from a dead corpse, (who must see himself as dead before he can live), into a life giving spiritual host who contains life and has become heir of all things. We have no life giving thoughts of our own and everything that does have life in it comes from Christ, Who is The giver of life. Thoughts of the flesh that do not glorify The Father are dead thoughts and must be seen as dead thoughts that cannot have eternal life. They are for the dead carcase and feed off the dead carcase. They are carnal thoughts from a carnal mind, they are temporal thoughts for temporal gratification of the flesh. We fed off these thoughts in our past and thought we were alive, but we were dead. The thoughts were worms and they fed off the satisfaction of the temporal flesh. Spiritual thoughts focus on eternity, where there is no death and all is for the glorification of God. The simple question to ourselves should always be, “how will God be glorified in what we are thinking or doing?” Every thought has a purpose, for life or for death – that which will glorify God and that which will glorify flesh. Christ has redeemed us from all filth, in the eyes of The Father and we are seen as Christ Himself, without fault. But, Christ is also in us, walking through our lives converting our world in us to present it to The Father blameless. It doesn’t take much comparison with the truth to see what is carnal and what is spiritual. Carnal thought is based on the flesh for the flesh with no thought of God being glorified or the other person. Spiritual thought is based on the glorification of God as God and Christ as Lord and the good of my Brother.

    “For none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to himself. For whether we live, we live unto the Lord; and whether we die, we die unto the Lord: whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord’s.”

    Interacting with those outside of truth is like Apostle Paul trying to interact with the mob at Ephesus because, unlike the world outside, we have no motive in what we say or do but to glorify God as God and Christ as Lord. Those who do not know truth are driven by motives for the flesh, they are still being eaten by the worms of their mind. All is for their physical life and every thought is carnal. It is fairly easy to see through them because we were them and they were us. Every motive that drove us was a motive for the flesh and the glorification of the flesh. Every word or action was for us to be seen by others – whether good or bad – whatever the motive was that was driving us to present ourselves to others. We still catch ourselves from time to time trying to lean to our own understanding, or trying to glean attention for our flesh when interacting with the world out there because we have a world within us that is still being eaten by worms. Some of our thoughts are still focusing on the flesh and we feed off our flesh. This is why the serpent was told that he would eat dust all the days of his life. Our carnal mind is a worm, a serpent that slithers through our earth feeding off our fleshly life. To be carnally minded is death and when we eat from it we will die.

    “For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.”

    “But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.”

    “And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:”

    Eating from the carnal mind is eating from your knowledge of what is good for you and what is bad for you, with no thought of my Brother or God. It is the same as eating dust. The dust is driven by whatever false doctrine for self blows into my tree of the knowledge of good and evil. No matter what is presented to me in a day will be for The Kingdom of God or the kingdom of self. The word “carnal” means “flesh, stripped of skin” (stripped of a covering). So, we are being shown the carnal mind’s motives, “STRIPPED” of any covering. Covering being any thing that hides or covers the true motive of an action. A simple example is Ananias and Sapphira trying to present part of the sale of their property to the church but hiding part for themselves.

    “But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession, And kept back part of the price, his wife also being privy to it, and brought a certain part, and laid it at the apostles’ feet. But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land? Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God. And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these things. And the young men arose, wound him up, and carried him out, and buried him. And it was about the space of three hours after, when his wife, not knowing what was done, came in. And Peter answered unto her, Tell me whether ye sold the land for so much? And she said, Yea, for so much. Then Peter said unto her, How is it that ye have agreed together to tempt the Spirit of the Lord? behold, the feet of them which have buried thy husband are at the door, and shall carry thee out. Then fell she down straightway at his feet, and yielded up the ghost: and the young men came in, and found her dead, and, carrying her forth, buried her by her husband. And great fear came upon all the church, and upon as many as heard these things.”

    The motive in Ananias and Sapphira’s heart was to be seen one way but actually being another way. The Spirit of God in Peter removed the covering and exposed the motive and lie behind their attempt to appear to be good people. The same Spirit exists within The Elect of God and it exposes our true motives behind the things we do or don’t do. What is fully offered and what is held back for flesh. What is being presented as an unblemished sacrifice and what is being presented as a lame sacrifice. One is a sacrifice without blemish and one with blemish.

    “A son honoureth his father, and a servant his master: if then I be a father, where is mine honour? and if I be a master, where is my fear? saith the LORD of hosts unto you, O priests, that despise my name. And ye say, Wherein have we despised thy name? Ye offer polluted bread upon mine altar; and ye say, Wherein have we polluted thee? In that ye say, The table of the LORD is contemptible. And if ye offer the blind for sacrifice, is it not evil? and if ye offer the lame and sick, is it not evil? offer it now unto thy governor; will he be pleased with thee, or accept thy person? saith the LORD of hosts.” 

    If Christ is walking through our world preaching repentance then He is at the same time exposing the truth behind every sacrifice. We can admit to the truth or continue on with our lie and reap the consequences of eating from the dust of our earth, death. Sacrifice without thoughts of the flesh gaining from it or sacrifice something with the thought of gratifying the flesh. When we were in the world, even my own flesh would not be pleased with a half hearted sacrifice. I would push my flesh to the limits for the pleasing reward that I knew would bring about the best results. Physical exercise or denying my flesh for a reward. Making myself sacrifice for a good outcome in homage to my governor, my flesh, that governed me all my life. The carnal mind cannot present an unblemished sacrifice because it does something in hopes of receiving something in return, for the flesh. The carnal mind is at enmity with God, is against God, hates God because all the carnal mind wants is what is for the flesh. Sacrificing for God out of a pure heart can only come from a pure heart that has been changed by the Spirit of Christ in us.

    For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh (in our sacricing to God a blemished sacrifice); but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit (a true unblemished sacrifice). For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be (offering an unblemished sacrifice of self). So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God (with a blemished sacrifice where the thoughts of personal fleshly gain is in mind). But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.”

    To be carnally minded is to be eaten by worms. Thoughts feeding off the flesh and for the flesh in every sacrifice. It is a burning hell to live in this state because you are always trying to get something for your flesh, even in your denial of flesh is still for flesh. Knowing what you want is not good but at the same time your flesh hates God for holding back what you want, which causes a blemished sacrifice.

    “From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy? But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil (your devil, your serpent that lusts against God), and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. “

    “Enmity” against God means we are at odds with Him. What is good as an unblemished sacrifice is an evil against our carnal mind and it makes us feel deprived. We feel our flesh’s wants are not met so we become angry and at enmity against God and give a blemished sacrifice of self. We know we are wrong but the desire to have what we want is so strong we attempt to offer a partial sacrifice in hopes it will satisfy God. Then when that fails we slither into another angle, another shape, to attempt another try at getting what we want. Wolf covering itself in sheep’s clothing. To The Elect we begin to see our serpent trying to slither so we kill it before it takes us too far. We struggle to uncover the serpent who is so slick that he even fools himself at times and we fall for his lies. But Christ who creates all things for the church uses these times to teach us what we did not see. It is never a loss. Our dead, inside us, rises to the surface and are resurrected and the parts of us that are already alive rejoice at the resurrection of our dead, our total sacrifice. We do not have to mourn as others over the plight of our dead/sacrifice because we believe that Christ is going to recreate all of us. There are parts of us that we will not know have been recreated until we have walked away from this temporal shell called a body and reunited with a WHOLE new man, a WHOLE new world.

    “But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep. For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words.”

    There is a world inside of us that will be recreated into the image of Christ. A world full of religious Jews and gentiles alike that God so loved that He sent His Son to die for. Both seeking to rule the world. Both are lost and both are dead. But as Apostle Paul mourned for his literal Jewish brothers so we mourn for our religious brothers who have a zeal for God but not according to knowledge. Because the religious Jew in me is always trying to establish his own righteousness through works. And my gentile in me is always trying to consume something for his flesh. This principal is layed out in Romans 1 and 2 where the gentile is shown as an idol worshipping beast and the Jew is shown as a religious man judging the gentile yet doing the same thing the gentile is doing showing he is not a Jew but an uncircumcised gentile at heart. Every person ever created has both of these in him. Both have to die to be made alive and neither can stay the way they are. Not all of me will be saved, there are parts of me that will never repent and will be lost in the world of the unknown. But, from their rotting corpse a new seed will grow and their dead bodies will act as fertilizer for the new ground. A new man rises from the dead and we rejoice in what God is creating. If we make friends with it then we are enemies of God.

    “Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.”

    To snuggle up to my flesh’s world is to be an enemy of God Who created the flesh to die for a new man to rise from. The flesh is a fertilizer for my new man and a fuel for the fire. The worm feeds on the old man and the old man is the fuel for the fire, his words are the ignitor that sparks the fire.

    “Even so the tongue is a little member, and boasteth great things. Behold, how great a matter a little fire kindleth! And the tongue is a fire, a world of iniquity: so is the tongue among our members, that it defileth the whole body, and setteth on fire the course of nature; and it is set on fire of hell.”

    The worm feeds on him and poops him out making fertilizer for a new ground. Just like a worm bed is made to make good fertilizer so the old man is used as compost for a new heaven and a new earth. We can look upon the carcase of our old man and understand what he was and why he was what he was. His worm will never die while we are still encased in these fleshly bodies because he will always be a reminder of what we were. As long as we are still encased in these fleshly bodies the fire of truth will continue to consume him. Every day he must be consumed and we can never make friends with him. Every day we are being taught to ask for the spirit of Christ to create a giving heart within us to sacrifice ourselves for each other with no blemish. This is a pleasing sacrifice, a pleasing unblemished sacrifice to God, a denying of the self centered, self consumed carnal mind that is always trying to give a little and get a lot. Like Ananias and Sapphira, trying to offer a little to get a lot. It’s ALL or nothing in an unblemished sacrifice. Like Christ Who gave it ALL. A blemished sacrifice is blemished because the flesh is corrupted with the worms of our carnal mind. We cannot stop thinking about self, therefore God withholds what we ask for because He sees our heart is still focused on the flesh, feeding on itself. But again, Christ is walking through The Elect’s life coverting these dead in us and recreating a new world where everything is done in honor of God and for our Brother. Everything is for us and not against us. Nothing can stop Christ from coverting the world in us that The Father so loved. All is for us and all is ours.

    “Therefore let no man glory in men. For all things are yours; Whether Paul, or Apollos, or Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or things to come; all are yours; And ye are Christ’s; and Christ is God’s.”

    “Fear not, thou worm Jacob, and ye men of Israel; I will help thee, saith the Lord, and they redeemer, the Holy One of Israel.”

  • Isa 8:1  Moreover the LORD said unto me, Take thee a great roll, and write in it with a man’s pen concerning Mahershalalhashbaz.(“swift is booty, speedy is prey”) 

    Isa 8:2  And I took unto me faithful witnesses to record, Uriah (“Jehovah (Yahweh) is my light (flame)”) the priest, and Zechariah (“Jehovah remembers”) the son of Jeberechiah. (“Jehovah blesses”)

    Isa 8:3  And I went unto the prophetess; and she conceived, and bare a son. Then said the LORD to me, Call his name Mahershalalhashbaz. (“swift is booty, speedy is prey”)

    Isa 8:4  For before the child shall have knowledge to cry, My father, and my mother, the riches of Damascus (“silent is the sackcloth weaver”) and the spoil of Samaria (“watch mountain”) shall be taken away before the king of Assyria (“a step” (in the sense of successful) to be straight (used in the widest sense, especially to be level, right, happy); figuratively to go forward, be honest, prosper: – (call, be) bless (-ed, happy), go, guide, lead, relieve.). 

    Damascus and Samaria are our old man’s thoughts of being prudent and searching everything out through his own knowledge, weaving a covering, a perceived safe place for his world – a covering that is actually a sackcloth – a covering of mourning. It brings only despair for the elect. The old man silently weaves his own sackcloth, that which holds his goods, like Judas who held the money bag. The old man thinks it is by his understanding and a lot of knowledge and experience does he succeed in life. By his own watching from his mountain of pride does he become successful or succeed in life. His Samaria and Damascus are familiar spirits and wizards. He despises waiting for the soft calm waters of Christ leading us and strives for his own knowledge through much searching and carnal learning. The old man rejoices in a “firm” (Rezin) understanding of God as austere and it is through this false knowledge does the old man believe he is “decked” or “bedecked” by God, the meaning of the name “Remaliah”. Because of this false understanding of God the old man is destroyed by the very opposite, which is the overflowing river of success by simply waiting on Christ as our guide, our Way. The name Assyria has a positive meaning to the new man who waits on Christ and that meaning is H804 -“a step”, from H833 (in the sense of successful) to be straight (used in the widest sense, especially to be level, right, happy); figuratively to go forward, be honest, prosper: – (call, be) bless (-ed, happy), go, guide, lead, relieve.” There is nothing the old man can claim as his because it is not through wisdom or carnal knowledge do we come to be successful in anything that God has us do. Like when we brought Rocky home and he took off running. We both felt at a loss on how we were going to get him in the pen. Then Christ had me scratch on trees and make mooing sounds which led him right into the pen. It wasn’t my knowledge or experience, a famaliar spirit gained by experience, but Christ leading me to do what He had me do to show His power in controlling all things and it becoming a success. Before we have the knowledge to even cry out to God, the success comes, “swift is the booty” and Christ is glorified, (For before the child shall have knowledge to cry, My father, and my mother, the riches of Damascus and the spoil of Samaria shall be taken away before the king of Assyria.) Our own knowledge, as parabalized in Damascus and Samaria, are taken away and we are successful because God has heard us before we even know to cry out to Him. Assyria is the parable of the knowledge of truth that Christ is all wisdom and He, as an overflowing river overtakes our own wisdom and knowledge. Christ is our power and might, He and He alone is all we need. “All the commandments which I command thee this day shall ye observe to do, that ye may live, and multiply, and go in and possess the land which the LORD sware unto your fathers. And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, and to prove thee, to know what wasin thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no. And he humbled thee, and suffered thee to hunger, and fed thee with manna, which thou knewest not, neither did thy fathers know; that he might make thee know that man doth not live by bread only, but by every wordthat proceedeth out of the mouth of the LORD doth man live. Thy raiment waxed not old upon thee, neither did thy foot swell, these forty years. Thou shalt also consider in thine heart, that, as a man chasteneth his son, so the LORD thy God chasteneth thee. Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him. For (remember that word ” FOR” in what comes after in the next verses) the LORD thy God bringeth thee into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of fountains and depths that spring out of valleys and hillsA land of wheat, and barley, and vines, and fig trees, and pomegranates; a land of oil olive, and honey; A land wherein thou shalt eat bread without scarceness, thou shalt not lack any thingin it; a land whose stones are iron, and out of whose hills thou mayest dig brass. (remember the word “FOR”? This is why.) When thou hast eaten and art full, then thou shalt bless the LORD thy God for the good land which he hath given thee.  Beware that thou forget not the LORD thy God, in not keeping his commandments, and his judgments, and his statutes, which I command thee this day: (the way He has us dress, walk, talk, and everything starts and ends with each other and no one else is allowed between us.) Lest when thou hast eaten and art full, and hast built goodly houses, and dwelt therein; And when thy herds and thy flocks multiply, and thy silver and thy gold is multiplied, and all that thou hast is multiplied; Then thine heart be lifted up, and thou forget the LORD thy God, which brought thee forth out of the land of Egypt, from the house of bondage; Who led thee through that great and terrible wilderness, wherein were fiery serpents, and scorpions, and drought, where there was no water; who brought thee forth water out of the rock of flint; Who fed thee in the wilderness with manna, which thy fathers knew not, that he might humble thee, and that he might prove thee, to do thee good at thy latter end; And thou say in thine heart, My power and the might of mine hand hath gotten me this wealth. But thou shalt remember the LORD thy God: for it is He that giveth thee power to get wealth, that He may establish his covenant which He sware unto thy fathers, as it is this day. And it shall be, if thou do at all forget the LORD thy God, and walk after other gods, and serve them, and worship them, I testify against you this day that ye shall surely perish. As the nations which the LORD destroyeth before your face, so shall ye perish; because ye would not be obedient unto the voice of the LORD your God.” 

    Isa 8:5  The LORD spake also unto me again, saying, 

    Isa 8:6  Forasmuch as this people refuseth the waters of Shiloah that go softly (gently, secretly, softly), and rejoice in Rezin (H7526-Probably for H7522; Retsin, the name of a Syrian and of an Israelite: – Rezin.H7522-From H7521; delight: – (be) acceptable (-ance, -ed), delight, desire, favour, (good) pleasure, (own, self, voluntary) will, as . . . (what) would. ) and Remaliah’s son; (From an unused root and H3050 (perhaps meaning to deck); Jah has bedecked; Remaljah, an Israelite: – Remaliah.) What is being said is that the old man delights himself in his own self, his own voluntary will and he calls this his god that has decked him with fine gold and riches. The name “Remaliah” means “protected by Jehovah but it is the same as when Christ said many will use His name and in the end He will say I never knew you. Like the man trying to use the word “lord” as his success yet he was not successful in selling us anything. His lord was himself and his sheep’s clothing was torn off to show a wolf claiming a title of lord.

    Isa 8:7  Now therefore, behold, the Lord bringeth up upon them the waters of the river, strong and many, even the king of Assyria, and all his glory: and he shall come up over all his channels, and go over all his banks: (Christ is overflowing over everything we ever thought was our wisdom or knowledge and causing us to submit to His plan. According to carnal wisdom we are fools but according to Christ our King we are the blessed and He alone is our sanctuary. It is easy to see Christ as the Assyrian king overtaking the things in us that trust in ourselves when you remember these words , “These are the words which I spake unto you, while I was yet with you, that all things must be fulfilled, which were written in the law of Moses, and in the prophets (Isaiah 8 about Assyria), and in the psalms, concerning me.”)

    Isa 8:8  And he shall pass through Judah; he shall overflow and go over, he shall reach even to the neck; and the stretching out of his wings shall fill the breadth of thy land, O Immanuel. (My old world praises itself and calls it god, the meaning of the name Judah. And it thinks that God is with it, the meaning of the name Immanuel. But, my old man’s Judah and Immanuel will be taken and overcome.)

    Isa 8:9  Associate yourselves, O ye people, and ye shall be broken in pieces; and give ear, all ye of far countries: gird yourselves, and ye shall be broken in pieces; gird yourselves, and ye shall be broken in pieces. (When my old world, who thinks it’s godly, tries to assemble together or clothe itself it will be broken to pieces. Any counsel of my old world or the world out there that takes counsel against solely trusting in Christ will come to nothing and will not stand.)

    Isa 8:10  Take counsel together, and it shall come to nought; speak the word, and it shall not stand: for God is with us. 

    Isa 8:11  For the LORD spake thus to me with a strong hand, and instructed me that I should not walk in the way of this people, saying, 

    Isa 8:12  Say ye not, A confederacy, to all them to whom this people shall say, A confederacy; neither fear ye their fear, nor be afraid. (The Lord’s hand is strong against me in making an alliance with the world in me and the world out there. I don’t have to fear their fear and do what they do because as the next verse says The Lord is my fear and dread. My alliance is to Christ and to Christ alone. I will wait upon The Lord and not my own knowledge or the knowledge of the world.)

    Isa 8:13  Sanctify the LORD of hosts himself; and let him be your fear, and let him be your dread. 

    Isa 8:14  And he shall be for a sanctuary; but for a stone of stumbling and for a rock of offence to both the houses of Israel, for a gin and for a snare to the inhabitants of Jerusalem. (Christ is our sanctuary and we are to trust in Him and Him alone. Faith in Christ as Creator is a stone of stumbling to the world in me and the world out there and a gin and a snare. It is a crime against my world and the world out there to soloely trust in Christ and not go to the world for their advice.)

    Isa 8:15  And many among them shall stumble, and fall, and be broken, and be snared, and be taken. 

    Isa 8:16  Bind up the testimony, seal the law among my disciples. (The Elect of God are sealed with this testimony and the law of the spirit to trust in Christ and Christ alone.)

    Isa 8:17  And I will wait upon the LORD, that hideth his face from the house of Jacob, and I will look for him. (Christ hides His face from the supplanter in me that tries to supplant its own wisdom for the wisdom of God in Christ.)

    Isa 8:18  Behold, I and the children whom the LORD hath given me are for signs and for wonders in Israel from the LORD of hosts, which dwelleth in mount Zion. 

    Isa 8:19  And when they shall say unto you, Seek unto them that have familiar spirits, and unto wizards that peep, and that mutter: (going to the world for their advice about our livestock or land. Being confederate with the world. This is what it says about a wizard: “through the eyes one experiences his world and learns from it”. Seeking knowledge from what my fleshly eyes see, from my experience.) should not a people seek unto their God? for the living to the dead? 

    Isa 8:20  To the law and to the testimony: if they speak not according to this word, it is because there is no light in them. 

    Isa 8:21  And they shall pass through it, hardly bestead and hungry: and it shall come to pass, that when they shall be hungry, they shall fret themselves, and curse their king and their God, and look upward. 

    Isa 8:22  And they shall look unto the earth; and behold trouble and darkness, dimness of anguish; and they shall be driven to darkness. (There is no knowledge in my world, it’s all peeping and muttering. No truth only darkness.)

  • To know God is a vengeance on my way of life. God’s vengeance on earth is played out in my earth when the truth exposes the lies of my earth, that I think I know something independent from Him by my laws. Christ is The Light of all knowledge that God says to my world, “let there be Light”; “For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.” Christ then shines into my life and exposes all that exists in darkness, without understanding of truth. Everything in me, from birth was in darkness because it thought it lived according to what its own darkened sun, knowledge, gave it. If I see my world as the literal world with a sun, a moon, stars, gravitational pulls, a sea, and land I can understand the truth of who and what I am without the knowledge of God. The sun, moon and stars represent the light I think I get from understanding things, life and people. This is called Baal worship.

    “And hath gone and served other gods, and worshipped them, either the sun, or moon, or any of the host of heaven, which I have not commanded”

    “And they left all the commandments of the LORD their God, and made them molten images, even two calves, and made a grove, and worshipped all the host of heaven, and served Baal.” 

    “Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.”

    This is what the vengeance of God is consuming in our world. It is consuming every thought of self/Baal worship and exposing the lie of free will. Everything in me that does not submit to the supremacy of Christ as Lord must be destroyed. Beyond the earth, in what we call space, is the darkness that is never ending. This is a parable of where the parts of me are sent, into eternal darkness, never to be remembered. The following verse is to be seen, as all scripture, as inward.

    “I will therefore put you in remembrance, though ye once knew this, how that the Lord, having saved the people out of the land of Egypt (This saving us out of our old world), afterward destroyed them that believed not.  (the parts in us that are unbelieving). Likewise also these (put your birth name here) filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities. Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee (my self righteous serpent disputing against the truth of my total depravity and trying to claim righteousness by law). But these speak evil of those things which they know not: but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves (all we know in the flesh is beastly and for the flesh). Woe unto them! for they have gone in the way of Cain, and ran greedily after the error of Balaam for reward, and perished in the gainsaying of Core. These are spots in your feasts of charity, when they feast with you, feeding themselves without fear: clouds they are without water, carried about of winds; trees whose fruit withereth, without fruit, twice dead, plucked up by the roots; Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever (Thoughts! thoughts about whatever and whoever that have not submitted to Christ as Lord.). And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints, To execute judgment upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them of all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly committed, and of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him. These are murmurers, complainers, walking after their own lusts; and their mouth speaketh great swelling words, having men’s persons in admiration because of advantage.”

    If I read these verses inwardly and see all of it within my own personal world it is easy to see the meaning behind the names that are mentioned, Egypt, Michael, the devil, brute beasts, Cain, Balaam, Core, clouds, water, winds, fruit, raging waves of the sea, wandering stars, Enoch, seventh from Adam, thousands of saints, murmurers and complainers walking after their own lusts and all for advantage of the flesh. I see all of this in me that has to be destroyed. Peter had it and is why Paul rebuked him openly. What he was doing was for the advantage of the flesh.

    “But when Peter was come to Antioch, I withstood him to the face, because he was to be blamed. For before that certain came from James, he did eat with the Gentiles: but when they were come, he withdrew and separated himself, fearing them which were of the circumcision. And the other Jews dissembled likewise with him; insomuch that Barnabas also was carried away with their dissimulation. But when I saw that they walked not uprightly according to the truth of the gospel, I said unto Peter before them all, If thou, being a Jew, livest after the manner of Gentiles, and not as do the Jews, why compellest thou the Gentiles to live as do the Jews?”

    I am shown daily the hypocrisy that is still crawling around in my world. The hard speeches, speaking in my mind against dignities, my grumbling about the way any day plays out. Like King David said, “I am for peace, but when I speak they are for war.”  Daily I have to fight back the constant attack of my old Canaanite world that is always trying to fight for their country. I feel the sweat of blood running down my face as I struggle to fight against a world that KNOWS it is dying and cannot stop its ultimate death. The one dying in a fight tries hard to stay alive, even when they know it’s over. At times I feel like a dying man, who tries to eat one last meal even though he knows it will make him sick. One last great stand is what my old world tries every day. But, thanks be to God that Christ is the one doing the fighting and giving me the strength to go on. I know that my new man will live at the death and demise of my old man. Everything in my beast hates Christ because everything in me wants the glory of being my own lord by my own laws. I want to stand before God in my own strength and claim my own righteousness.

    Above when Jude was quoted I need to remember that he is speaking of the way my old man is inside me. He hides himself in me, like Judas among the disciples, feasting on Christ’s love for me. But, like Judas, my old man wants to look religious, but not be religious. I want to act as though I’m concerned for the poor, but I’m not.

    “Then saith one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, Simon’s son, which should betray him, Why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence, and given to the poor? This he said, not that he cared for the poor; but because he was a thief, and had the bag, and bare what was put therein.”

    The bag is where I keep my money. The bag is me and my worth is within myself, not Christ. We live and move in these bag skins and in them we hold our own worth. This worth is what God’s vengeance is consuming. Everyone thinks they have worth within themselves and no one believes that they are totally evil. No one believes that what we were created from conception was a serpent feeding on itself, dust. Because none of us believe the truth unless it is given to us to believe the truth of these scriptures.

    “As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes.”

    My old man does not believe these scriptures because my old man finds worth within himself as his and titles it Christ. We want the name only, not the life.

    “And in that day seven women shall take hold of one man, saying, We will eat our own bread, and wear our own apparel: only let us be called by thy name, to take away our reproach.”

    The vengeance of God is real to an Elect of God. They know that every thought must be brought into obedience to Christ. I have to fight hard every day to keep my thoughts in line with truth. I fight hard against the thoughts of planning anything. The other day I was in the hardware store and heard the man behind the counter say that snow was coming next week. I was shocked that it was coming so early and gasped. I told the man, and couldn’t believe as it came out of my mouth, “that’s not good, it’s too early for snow”. My old man thought God should not be making it snow so early. My old man thinks he knows what’s good and what’s evil. Then my old man wanted to look up the weather “FORECAST” and plan to be prepared. The carnal man whithin me who is dying and fights hard everyday to not die says there’s nothing wrong with that thought but the new man says, “don’t plan, rest in Christ as Creator and have peace. Live day by day and remember that Christ said “take no thought for tomorrow.” My old man loves to know what’s happening at all times so he isn’t taken off guard because he actually believes “he’s on guard” and that his planning and prognosticating actually have power to affect his world. The new man within me knows this is a lie – that nothing happens outside of Christ and nothing can thwart the will of God. To the new man the knowledge of Christ being all in all is peace but to the serpent nature it’s death. It wants, NEEDS to feed on the dusty thoughts of the protection of the flesh but the new man is learning to rule over him. “EVERY” thought must be brought into obedience to Christ, not some.

    “For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.”

    So the vengeance of God is against the old serpent thoughts of “you shall be as God” in every aspect of my life. Every thought is examined whether it is for the flesh or for the Spirit. Apostle Paul said if we walk in the Spirit we will not FULFILL the lusts of the flesh. He did not say that there were no lusts of the flesh that wanted to be fulfilled but that we could have dominion over them by walking in the Spirit. If we see the reason behind the thought we can learn to discern between flesh and Spirit. Flesh is always about the flesh and the Spirit is always about God and my Brother/Sister. I used to love country music until the Spirit of Christ began having me listen to the lyrics that were being pumped into my heavens. Every song was about adultery, getting drunk, being in a bar, bar fighting, fast trucks, dogs, or some other thing that made the flesh lust. Music downplays the hurtfulness of sin. It makes evil melodious and makes us think these things aren’t that bad, everyone does it. Just this morning after I had gotten out of bed Christ allowed an old song play into my head. I heard the lyrics and repented for allowing it to play in my head. About an hour later it sprung up again and I stopped it before it even got a word out. The other day I was talking to my wife and I said “I don’t know how some of these businesses stay in business.” The next thought was, “Christ creates everything to be what it is, it’s not based on good food, good customer service, good product, etc. etc. It’s based SOLELY on Christ and Christ alone. He and He alone is The Creator of everything. Christ has thankfully been putting a watch on my mouth but the thoughts still come. Thoughts are like the Canaanites that were kicked out of their own land by the Israelites, by God. They want their land back, so they fight in every which way to get a foothold to take back their country with thoughts that originate from a dead old world where the serpent was supreme because he believed he knew everything. To bring every thought into subjection to the obedience of Christ means that I carry around the dying of the Lord Jesus so that the life of Jesus may be manifested.

    We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body.”

    If my flesh does not feel distressed, perplexed at what’s happening to it, persecuted, forsaken and cast down then I am not being led of the Spirit of Christ. What did Apostle Paul mean by “I die daily” if the flesh is always happy? I never saw a happy dying person who knew they were dying. Nor have I ever seen a happy dead person laying there in that lifeless, cold skin, void of a heartbeat. Christ did not project Himself as always walking around just whistling to the birds. Scripture says He was without food, without shelter and was hated by everyone. That’s what is going on inside of an Elect. They are walking around in an internal world that does not want to feed them, does not want to shelter them and hates them to the core, wishing for their death so they can go back to listening to country music, drinking whiskey while driving down old country roads, and thinking they got the world by the tail. “And they that dwell upon the earth shall rejoice over them, and make merry, and shall send gifts one to another; because these two prophets tormented them that dwelt on the earth.” But instead the flesh is being shut down. He is dying and there isn’t anything he can do about it. “And the same hour was there a great earthquake, and the tenth part of the city fell, and in the earthquake were slain of men seven thousand: and the remnant were affrighted, and gave glory to the God of heaven.” My satanic nature is no longer on the throne and he is being told what to think and what not to think. So he’s mad as hell and will fight to his last breath just like the guy on the cross next to Christ railing on and on even though he’s minutes from death. That guy is my old man. My man of sin. The old Serpent. The Devil in me. The great red Dragon who is mad as hell that he’s lost his kingdom. The old man losing his throne IS VENGEANCE on him. Every thought has to be put down, every desire, every sweet memory of flesh has to be seen in the light of truth, that it was for flesh and not for the kingdom of God. Daydreaming about the past in any situation before receiving the truth is an enemy of the cross of Christ. My flesh often wants to think of my childhood and people from the past and romanticize it as being very good. Yet it was through those years I learned all the doctrines I am still fighting today. Vengeance on a world of make believe. Vengeance on a world that imagined its own personal greatness as an individual separate from God. This is why the Apostles had surnames. They saw their life, before Christ, as dead and gone and they were to see themselves as a complete new creation, speaking in a new tongue, a new language where everything is spoken in parable.

    “All these things spake Jesus unto the multitude in parables; and without a parable spake he not unto them: That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by the prophet, saying, I will open my mouth in parables; I will utter things which have been kept secret from the foundation of the world.”

    He spoke to the disciples in parable and they needed Him to explain everything He said. Christ spoke in parables to keep the Truth away from the flesh. They didn’t yet have the His Spirit inside of them to interpret. Christ was still outward to them.

    “His disciples said unto him, Lo, now speakest thou plainly, and speakest no proverb.”

    This is what happened to the disciples on the day of pentecost. The Spirit of Christ came upon them and began to speak in parable and they finally understood it. Look at what Peter said:

    “But Peter, standing up with the eleven, lifted up his voice, and said unto them, Ye men of Judaea, and all ye that dwell at Jerusalem, be this known unto you, and hearken to my words: For these are not drunken, as ye suppose, seeing it is but the third hour of the day. But this is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel; And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy: And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke: The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before that great and notable day of the Lord come: And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”

    Did the sun stop shining that day? Where was the blood and fire and vapor of smoke? Peter said that the things that they were hearing was a fulfillment of what Joel had prophesied. Where were the literal signs in heaven and the signs in the earth beneath? It was parabolic language of what was taking place within them. Their heavens were shaken, their own knowledge had stopped shining, no moon, no church light in their world, it had turned to blood, unclean because they saw their religion as unclean. The Spirit of God had descended on them, The Spirit that John the Baptist said would burn them with fire.

    “I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire: Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the garner; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire.”

    This is the vengeance of The Lord that will come to every Elect that will be blessed to enter the kingdom of God and love God with all their heart and soul and their Brother as themselves. This is the judgment of Christ upon my old world and the judgment where the prince of this world is cast out of my world and new heaven and earth are created.

    “Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment: Of sin, because they believe not on me; Of righteousness, because I go to my Father, and ye see me no more; Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged. I have yet many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now. Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come. He shall glorify me: for he shall receive of mine, and shall shew it unto you. All things that the Father hath are mine: therefore said I, that he shall take of mine, and shall shew it unto you.” ; “Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out.” “Hereafter I will not talk much with you: for the prince of this world cometh, and hath nothing in me. But that the world may know that I love the Father; and as the Father gave me commandment, even so I do. Arise, let us go hence.”

    “And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.”

    Notice the personal pronouns. “I saw,” “I John saw,” “I heard.” We see our first heaven pass away. We see a New Jerusalem descending in our minds from Christ, all parabolic speech. We hear a great voice out of our new heavens saying that God is living within us now. Then we begin to know that the former things, all I ever was in my old world is passing away. The sun of my own knowledge is being darkened, its light is seen as unclean, in blood, and we see these words as faithful and true. This is the vengeance of The Lord on a world that was never meant to remain. It was only created as a womb for the Elect to be born OUT OF and then destroyed. The prince of my world is cast out and now Christ speaks to me and guides me into all truth. All of this is a new tongue, a new language from a new world. The prince of this world is my anti-christ nature that wants and desires all glory for all things. Christ in me is The Spirit of Christ speaking to a new man from a new planet, a new earth. New earth means that I don’t desire what I used to but desire truth in all things. That truth is a new Sun of righteousness where my old sun of unrighteousness used to shine, now Christ is The Light of my world. The sun of my own righteousness is not needed because I don’t trust in the literal anymore, in my years of knowledge acquired as a deadman. I don’t think I have a light of truth separate from The Truth and The Light. My new moon is my new Church and she is clothed in Christ. Her light is the reflection of The Sun of righteousness not her own light. I have no knowledge except Christ and Christ alone. When the new world begins to appear the old world fades away and it is a vengeance upon a people inside me that never wanted Christ as their ruler. “But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me.” Every thought passing through a dark heaven/mind is as a small light from a distant darkness that cannot comprehend anything. We think we know everything, but in truth we know nothing. We come into this world dead in thought of God and unless Christ enters us we die in the same condition. We may speak of God, say the name “Christ” but inside we think we are the SUN that shines upon our earth. “Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” Many things in me believe that they are worshipping Christ and use His name but it is all based on INIQUITY, self righteousness, self glorification, Baal worship.

    “When I shall say to the righteous, that he shall surely live; if he trust to his own righteousness, and commit iniquity, all his righteousnesses shall not be remembered; but for his iniquity that he hath committed, he shall die for it.”

    Parable speech again. Trusting in myself that I will stand before the Almighty God based on my goodnesses or alternately I will not stand before the Almighty God because of wicked acts is the definition of “self righteousness.” Believing I stand or fall based on what I do or don’t do is self righteousness. God created the literal heavens and earth I did not. God created my first heavens and earth, I did not not. God has created my new heavens and earth, I did not. I lay no claim to anything but Christ as my Creator. I did not create what I was and I did not create what I am, or what I am going to be. Christ has and is doing it all. To think, or shine in my world a ray of hope in something I’ve done is to rely upon your own sun or moon or stars, that you apparently created. “Knowledge puffs up.”

    The vengeance of God is parable speech of God exposing everything I thought I was, based on my own sun light, my own knowledge. “If I speak the language of men and of angels and have not LOVE (Christ), I am become as sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal.” To know God is to know love and to love is to have Christ as your Sun. The Sun shines on the good and the wicked. God gives everyone everything, we can claim nothing as ours, not even our past sin. Our past life was the creature that was subjected to vanity by God so that the new man would have a hope of deliverance. All sin from the past was a vanity we were subjected to so that when it was revealed who we are we would have a hope of deliverance. Before I knew who I was I did not want a deliverance from who I was because I loved myself, my vain creature. But now that I know who I am I want deliverance from this creation. I look for the deliverance from the vanity of the flesh. I groan within myself in hope of the day I walk away from this skin bag and all its desires, hopes, hatred, and pride. My sins of the past were based on ignorance of the supremacy of Christ. Now I am being delivered from the past and only have a future set before me. A day when I will be released from this world and enter behind the veil. The curtain will open and I will walk through it into eternity, without the pulls of this flesh dragging me down. The vengeance of God is coming to the old way of thinking and threshing my mind, separating the wheat thoughts from the chaff thoughts and then gathering the chaff to be burnt in the fire. Wheat represents thoughts based on the Spirit and chaff thoughts based on the flesh. One is for God and my Brother, wheat and the other for self and self alone. Peter explains it this way.

    “Simon Peter, a servant and an apostle of Jesus Christ, to them that have obtained like precious faith with us through the righteousness of God and our Saviour Jesus Christ: Grace and peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus our Lord, According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue: Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust. And beside this, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; And to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; And to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But he that lacketh these things is blind, and cannot see afar off, and hath forgotten that he was purged from his old sins. Wherefore the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall: For so an entrance shall be ministered unto you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.” 

    The word “old” in “old sins” literally means past sins. Past because Christ now lives in us and we are not seen as the old man anymore. We are seen as in Christ, without sin. But, as Christ walked this literal world full of sin yet without sin, so our new man is walking around in a world full of sin. Everything that was in the world when Christ walked around literally is in our world that we are walking around in inwardly, within us. We have to contend with everything He did but within our own world. We have disciples and followers who are being converted and we have a world full of antichrists, who hate us for being here. My Caiaphas, Annas, Pilate, Judas and so on all hate the new man who has exposed the lies of the old world. It was so much better for my world before my new man showed up preaching repentance to a world that did not know it needed to repent. It had problems but it was controlled by Pilate and Pilate was controlled by religion, my Jews. My gentile had its own laws and my Jew had its laws and they argued from time to time but in the end they got along for the whole of the world. All parable speech, a new language for the new man, who exists in eternity and is desiring to be clothed with eternity. He has the down payment but looks forward to the full reward, where he is loosed from this world into a world where there is only ONE RULER, Christ. He walks around in a world where he sees all the superficiality of it and all its inhabitants. He desires to be in the new world where he is not subject to the vanity of his own world where there is nothing good in it. All of it, from the sun to the moon to the stars, the sea, to the land and all its inhabitants, man and beast alike are all corrupted and there is NONE good in it. “There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one.”

    My creature knows this and knows it must all come to an end and I groan within myself because my new man sees all the lies. He yearns to dwell in a place where you can look someone in the eye and know they are real and not fake. I long to be in a place where all of creation is without sin. No more death, no more pain, no more worry, where true love exists, and is the foundation on which the world exists. But before we can get there we must go through the vengeance of our old world’s power. The removing of every Canaanite, Hitite, Amorite, Girgashite, Perizzite, Hivite and Jebusite from the land in which we are overtaking as Christ’s kingdom.

    “When the LORD thy God shall bring thee into the land whither thou goest to possess it, and hath cast out many nations before thee, the Hittites, and the Girgashites, and the Amorites, and the Canaanites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites, seven nations greater and mightier than thou; And when the LORD thy God shall deliver them before thee; thou shalt smite them, and utterly destroy them; thou shalt make no covenant with them, nor shew mercy unto them: Neither shalt thou make marriages with them; thy daughter thou shalt not give unto his son, nor his daughter shalt thou take unto thy son. For they will turn away thy son from following me, that they may serve other gods: so will the anger of the LORD be kindled against you, and destroy thee suddenly. But thus shall ye deal with them; ye shall destroy their altars, and break down their images, and cut down their groves, and burn their graven images with fire. For thou art an holy people unto the LORD thy God: the LORD thy God hath chosen thee to be a special people unto himself, above all people that are upon the face of the earth.”

    A new King has risen from the heart of this world and He will rule this world and expose all Amorites hiding in the bushes and rocks. He will not leave one stone unturned, “See ye not all these things? verily I say unto you, There shall not be left here one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.” Every thought exposed and shown from where it slithered from, “you shall be as God, knowing good and evil.” Vengeance belongs to God and God will avenge His people from a world within them that hates truth and loves a lie. As Pilate asked Christ, “what is truth?” The truth is God is the Creator of everything through Christ and we can claim nothing as ours separate and independent from Him. His power comes to us when we have the knowledge of our absolute weakness. When we acknowledge our utter helplessness that is the power of God. “According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:; “And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong“. Power comes in weakness. When my flesh is weak in its own power then the power of the cross rests upon me. When I know nothing then I know everything comes from Christ. When I am powerless He is all powerful. It is the opposite of everything I have ever been taught. It is the opposite of every hero movie or book ever read. Christ humbled Himself and walked in the strength of His Father. Christ claimed no power at all, all that was His came from His Father. Humility is strength and power. Thoughts of my own mental or physical power is thrown out when I receive the power of Christ because my thoughts of strength are against the truth of Christ being all power. Vengeance to my world is that I am made weak and feeble and give up all rights. Nothing is stronger than humility. Christ riding in on a white horse is “TRUTH” coming into my world proclaiming Christ as King of kings and Lord of lords. His eyes as a flame of fire because they are seeing all the pride that is still in me that is going to be burnt up. His name is The Word of God because all that He proclaims is what God has spoken. He is the living manifestation of God.

    And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war. His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself. And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God. And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS. 

    The flesh sees Christ riding in on a white horse like the Jews saw their Messiah appearing, coming to take vengeance on all the gentiles. My flesh sees Him the same way, coming in to wreak havoc on all those who are not “good” according to my standards. I see Him this way because I believe that I am better than others and have something they don’t have therefore they are going to receive the wrath of God in literal terms. Yet what “I John” am really beginning to see is the white horse as the power of God riding through my life and Christ is sitting on it. I am coming to see that when I claim no power as from me or by me I am weak and when I am weak He is strong. Strong to defeat all the pride and arrogance that is still hiding in my land. The power of Christ is a broken spirit and a contrite heart. “The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.” This is what brings God near to us riding on a white horse. “The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.” My Leviathan is the king of all my doctrine/ children of pride. “Canst thou draw out leviathan with an hook? or his tongue with a cord which thou lettest down?… He beholdeth all high things: he is a king over all the children of pride.” I thought in my Leviathan pride that I was all good in the eyes of God based on my knowledge of scripture. I saw everything outward as though the book of the revelation of Jesus Christ was a prophesy of a literal second coming where Christ would destroy all wicked people. I did not know that the revelation of Jesus Christ was inward, inside of me and it is what every Elect must go through. Like Paul, Christ Himself must reveal Himself to us. No man can know His name.

    But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man. For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ. For ye have heard of my conversation in time past in the Jews’ religion, how that beyond measure I persecuted the church of God, and wasted it: And profited in the Jews’ religion above many my equals in mine own nation, being more exceedingly zealous of the traditions of my fathers. But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace, To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood: Neither went I up to Jerusalem to them which were apostles before me; but I went into Arabia, and returned again unto Damascus. 

    He learned what he knew because of the revelation of Jesus Christ IN HIM. He was not taught it by man, or other Apostles, but by what was revealed IN HIM. He got knocked off his high horse and was blinded. Parable speech saying, He began to realize he knew NOTHING, he was blind and didn’t know it. It manifested in literal blindness for a time and then as Christ taught him truth he began to see the truth of his own utter impotence. He had no power and fell to the ground on his face and it is here in this humble state do we begin to resurrect from the earth and be transformed into the kingdom of God. This is the wrath of God on my world. I would have never thought God wanted what He wanted. I was ignorant to the truth for many years and am coming to see my utter impotence within myself for the purpose of laying hold of true power, a broken spirit and a contrite heart. Pride is of my devil and all pride is satanic. “You shall be as God” is the enemy of the cross of Jesus Christ because it denies the sacrifice of self for someone else. “For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.” The wrath of God is coming to my world to take vengeance on everything in me that thought it was a god and served itself and no one else. Every thought of knowledge, in any fashion or any subject, where I thought I knew something indepedent from God must be brought into obedience to Christ as The Author and Finisher of it. Nothing is mine. Nothing belongs to the flesh. The little the flesh has must be taken from him and given to the new man who has everything. To have everything is to know you have nothing of yourself. All comes from God and is given to you to give to someone else. “Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents. For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.” It is the same thing that is spoken in parable in the following verses:

    “And all that believed were together, and had all things common; And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need. And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart, Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved.”

    When we believe together and have all things common we sell our possessions and goods and part them to each other when the other has need. Our physical possessions are only a parable of our time, our joy, our happiness, our care, our patience, our kindness, our heart. We sell what belongs to us and we give to one another daily, hourly minute by minute. We “rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.  Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.” As the other has need, we give up our time for the other and give to them whatever they need. We continue daily in God and Christ Who are our temple. “And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it.” We break our bread daily by putting down the flesh for the other. From one house to the other we break our bread for the other. Deny the flesh and its own desires for the other person’s need. This is breaking bread and confessing our sins one to another, from house to house. Eating the meat of denying the flesh for the other in gladness and singleness of heart. We have one goal and one only, to serve God with all our heart, soul and mind and each other as ourselves. And as we do this The Lord adds to us daily the parts of us to be saved. The parable of a commune village couple. Everything is equally given to the other when the other has need. When one is sad the other is there to comfort. When one is happy the other is there to rejoice with it. Each breaking their own bread for the other. Christ said He was “the bread of life” and we too become the bread of life to each other. This is what was meant and IS MEANT by the Lord’s supper. Showing us to break ourselves for the other. Shed our own blood in figure to wash away the sin of the other. Die to self for the other. “And when he had given thanks, he brake it, and said, Take, eat: this is my body, which is broken for you: this do in remembrance of me. After the same manner also he took the cup, when he had supped, saying, This cup is the new testament in my blood: this do ye, as oft as ye drink it, in remembrance of me. For as often as ye eat this bread, and drink this cup, ye do shew the Lord’s death till he come.” As often we break our own bread and sell our own possessions for the other we do show the Lord’s death. This is what He did and is what we are to do. As often as we deny our own flesh’s possessions and sell what we have for the other we are remembering what Christ did for us. He died for our sin so we could live. He gave His life for me so I could give my life for you.

    “Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him. As the living Father hath sent me, and I live by the Father: so he that eateth me, even he shall live by me. This is that bread which came down from heaven: not as your fathers did eat manna, and are dead: he that eateth of this bread shall live for ever.”.

    Giving my life for someone else is eating Christ’s flesh and drinking His blood. This is proof of Christ living in us and us in Him. Eating manna is reading the word of God but not applying it with love. Love is the life in the blood. “And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.” To love is to die to self, to break your own bread for the other. To drink Christ’s blood is to forgive the other’s sin. If I know what I have been forgiven for then it becomes easy to forgive the other’s sin. This is a wrath to my old man and not the wrath the carnal mind has imagined. It is a wrath of God to me to die for you. It is the wrath of God on my flesh to die for someone else so that they can live. My flesh hates this doctrine because it is the second death to it. I can die to my own wrongs and accept that Christ dies for me but to do the same for others is a second death, if it hurts. If it does not hurt then I have been resurrected and the second death does not hurt me. To die for you becomes second nature and not a death. If I am living and reigning with Christ then I have partaken of the first resurrection in that area of my life. But, if I am not, then I must go through the lake of fire of God’s love being burnt into me in the areas of my life where I have not partaken of the first resurrection.

    “Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years….And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.”

    It is the wrath of God upon my old man in every area of my life until everything is resurrected and a new man stands before the throne without spot or blemish. An offering in the old testament had to be without blemish and without spot, “Speak unto the children of Israel, that they bring thee a red heifer without spot, wherein is no blemish, and upon which never came yoke.” This is when what is sacrificed does not hurt because it is without blemish. There is no yoke on it and it is blameless. Nothings weighing me down and nothing pulling at me from my old man. Then I can, in the first resurrection, die by breaking my own bread and spilling my own blood for your sin without it hurting me. All of this takes time and is wrath upon my world who hates Christ’s doctrine of selflessness. But if we are an Elect of God chosen in Christ before the foundation of the world then we will come to the first resurrection by the death of the old man. We rise from his dust/ground from which he was made. We have to die to resurrect. We must first descend before we ascend. “Now that he ascended, what is it but that he also descended first into the lower parts of the earth?” We must die, descend, before we can resurrect, ascend far above all the principalities and powers in our heavens “which he wrought in Christ (Who is in us), when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places, Far above all principality, and power, and might, and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this world, but also in that which is to come:And hath put all things under his feet, and gave him to be the head over all things to the church,” : “Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ:” We must go through the fire of God’s eternal love, which is a wrath/death to my old man and a life/resurrection to my new man. This is eating the flesh of the Son of man and drinking His blood. This is eating bread that gives eternal life. Eating manna means we are reading scripture but it doesn’t have love in it, it is based on doctrine or tradition or whatever makes the old man feel he has done enough. The wrath of God to my old man is the demise of his thoughts, his desires and everything that made him think he was something independent and separate from God. It is where he is put down and a new man rises from the earth who is then taught the fire of God’s consuming love. “Our God is a consuming fire” ; “God is love.” All the carnal imagery of Christ literally riding through a literal heaven followed by a myriad of literal angelic beings to take vengeance on the ungodly is a puffed up, self righteous fairy tale of our carnal minds, our self righteous old man. If it is not happening inwardly within our own world, why do we think the literal is real? If I can’t stop being a selfish sloppy unclean swine now in this earth inside me, why do I believe that Christ is going to come in a literal white cloud and wisk me away to bliss, even though I remained a selfish swine being driven to and fro in my mind and emotions? We must become like Him to see Him. True love must reign before I can dream about being wisked away in a chariot. All of this is a work of Christ in me and it is not a work that I can perform on my own strength. But it will happen to God’s Elect because we are the Elect of God in Christ Jesus, predestined to be conformed to Christ’s image.

      “Wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup. For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord’s body. For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep. For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged.”

    Eating this bread in a cold doctrine and not based on the love of God is eating unworthily, bringing judgment to my world. Having no forgiveness for sin and not being kind and gentle will bring judgment to my world . Not discerning the Lord’s body is not serving out of love but out of a cold doctrine or tradition where the tradition is put above the love of God. Even if the doctrine holds truth, if it is done out of an adherence to a doctrine and not the love of God it is unworthy of the kingdom. The Pharisees were the most adherent to doctrine, precepts and laws, YET Christ said that unless our righteousness surpasses theirs we would not enter the kingdom.

    “For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven.”

    And Christ also said to hear what they said.

    “The scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat: All therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, that observe and do; but do not ye after their works: for they say, and do not.”

    Do what they say but don’t do it like they do it. What were they not doing or doing wrong even though they had truth? They did it to be seen and glorified in their flesh as if they were “good.” They bound heavy loads on people that they themselves could not keep. They did not have love, which is the true fulfillment of all law and is the foundation of the truth of Who God is. “God is Love.” I have often kept doctrines of truth to my own demise because they were not held out of love. They exalted me and not Christ. David ate the show bread that no one but priests were allowed to eat. Why wasn’t he stoned? Christ and the disciples walked through the corn and picked corn on the sabbath. Hosea was told by God to marry a whore and have children of whoredom. Ezekiel was told to eat bread mixed with cow dung, which is unclean. Christ ate with pubilcans and sinners. According to the law He would have defiled Himself by doing that. Scripture goes on and on to seemingly contradict itself but it is only for the true meaning to come out. If you want to live by law then you will die by law. If you are given to live by the SPIRIT of the law that God is love then you have been given life. But it is a learning process to learn true love, through God’s wrath consuming what is in our world that does not live by the spirit. God’s love appears as wrath to a selfish, self-centered world. His wrath is administered by trials that test our love. Things that cause us to be patient and kind when the letter of the law says to do otherwise.

    “And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst, hey say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou? This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him.”

    The law said she should be stoned, period! What changed about that law? “You that are without sin cast the first stone at her.” That was the true law. The world in me as a whole is under the literal law that all may be guilty before God.

    “Now we know that what things soever the law saith, it saith to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin.”

    The Elect are under the law of the Spirit. This means that the law of the flesh is being fulfilled by the law of the Spirit of life (love) that Christ had. What the law could not do in the flesh, fulfill the law out of love for God and neighbor, God sent His own Son to fulfill, that we who are in Christ may stand without fault before God in the Spirit. Our flesh, our carnal mind still wars against the Spirit and must be put down again and again by the law of the Spirit. It is a wrath to the old man to be continually told that the law of the Spirit triumphs the law of the flesh. I cannot allow the flesh to get angry, bitter and resentful over its laws being broken because the law of the Spirit says to love and be kind when the opposite is what the law of the flesh says should happen. The law says she should be stoned. The spirit says she’s to be given forgiven. The rock that is thrown at her is Christ and Christ crucified. Forgiveness. Christ said He did not condemn the woman and that was a judgment of forgiveness. And forgiveness is a wrath to the carnal mind because the carnal mind wants vengeance. Forgiveness is by faith and the law is by works. In the law there is no forgiveness, only judgment according to precepts. Faith says that judgment was placed upon Christ and He alone has obtained eternal redemption for us. To love, as Christ loved, fulfills all law, for love is the fulfillment of the law. The carnal mind hates and cannot love because it holds to laws and not the Spirit. To hold on to the Spirit of the law is to know that we are all guilty before God in the flesh but Christ fulfilled the law and took our judgment upon Himself. If we are given to believe this then we become Christ to each other. The carnal mind hates this because the carnal mind wants to believe it has its own righteousness based on a law it is keeping (name it within yourself.) The Spirit of the law that says none are righteous, no not one, and that righteousness belongs to God and Christ alone and that I am in no wise righteous on my own, is HATED by my flesh. It denies it any power or glory whatsoever. To the fleshly mind, law is power! Love without laws of the flesh is to become lawless. What the carnal mind cannot understand is that love is more powerful than laws and if I have Christ’s love in me then what I do or don’t do is because of the power of the Spirit within me. The man of sin that Apostle Paul speaks of in II Thessalonians 2 is lawless of the spirit of love. He is us and we are him in the flesh, the carnal mind. Briers, thorns, thistles, and weeds grow where there is no love. They choke out love. They are the parable of anger, rage, bitterness, and depression because their laws are not being met. True love does not need law. This is why it is a Spirit of freedom because it cannot lie, cheat, and steal from others. It needs no other laws because true love has compassion, kindness, gentleness, and patience and allows itself to be defrauded. Love understands that people struggle against their flesh, just as you do. Love knows that people do not have it in them, of themselves, to be kind and gentle because they are flesh just as you are. Love knows that only God is love and only Christ can administer His Father’s love into my heart. This is wrath to my flesh because my flesh wants to live by the literal laws it has made up according to its world’s standards. This is the ten horns of the beast that Babylon sits upon. It is our fleshly laws that we live by according to the seven days a week, seven heads of the beast.

    “So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns.”

    Law makes me angry and bitter because no one lives by my laws according to my world. Love gives peace and a sound mind because love knows that only God is love and only God can create a loving heart within us and our new man finds rest in this knowledge. Love trusts in God not in man. Love is a thief to the flesh, to the carnal mind because it steals its honor, which we have stolen from Christ. Christ is a thief to our flesh but He is only taking back what rightfully belongs to Him. To truly love is to give yourself totally to others without the thought of getting something in return, not even the glory of being a “good” person. Law tries to impersonate love by checking a box and then expecting a gold star, while true love is the unfeigned, hidden man of the heart, which can only be Christ. Love is a wrath to the flesh, a hell that torments and kills the man of sin that has controlled all flesh based on the carnal law of “checking boxes.” The truth that this law-keeping is worthless in the sight of God is a torment to our old man. There is a great gulf between true love and law keeping and only Christ can bridge that gulf.

    “And thinkest thou this, O man, that judgest them which do such things, and doest the same, that thou shalt escape the judgment of God? Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentanceBut after thy hardness and impenitent heart treasurest up unto thyself wrath against the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God; Who will render to every man according to his deeds: To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life: But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath, Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile; But glory, honour, and peace, to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Gentile: For there is no respect of persons with God.”

    “And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence.”

    God’s wrath has come to the Elect and they are being taught the Spirit of love from a new heart that operates out of the truth that no man can be Christ to another unless they have Christ in them. Therefore we do not judge anyone according to the flesh. The following verses are to be seen as what is happening inside our own world and how we must go through these trials to come to be intimate with what true love is, was and will be.

    What if God, willing to shew his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction: And that he might make known the riches of his glory on the vessels of mercy, which he had afore prepared unto glory, Even us, whom he hath called…”

    “And I saw another sign in heaven, great and marvellous, seven angels having the seven last plagues; for in them is filled up the wrath of God.”

    And I heard a great voice out of the temple saying to the seven angels, Go your ways, and pour out the vials of the wrath of God upon the earth.”

    “And the great city was divided into three parts, and the cities of the nations fell: and great Babylon came in remembrance before God, to give unto her the cup of the wine of the fierceness of his wrath.”

    “And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.”

    True love is the wrath of God on my world.

  • God drives us (The Elect) from Eden to till our own ground. Toiling in our own efforts, under the prideful delusion that we can be apart from Him is the start of our creation process.

    “Therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.”

    God puts ministering spirits (thoughts/Cherubims) at the rising of our sun (East), from where knowledge comes from, hence God, to distract us from knowing truth, the tree of life.

    “So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.”

    Ministering spirits are thoughts, words that enter our mind to keep us distracted with anything and everything that keep us from the truth, which in parable is “a flaming sword which turned every way.”

    So he drove outH1644 (divorces)(H853) the man;(the hypocrite)H120 and he placedH7931 at the east (east is where light comes from, knowledge) H4480 H6924 of the garden (fenced in)H1588 of Eden (Eden means pleasure – to know God is ultimate pleasure, where we are fenced in from all evil)H5731 (H853) Cherubims (represent our imagination corrupted by tilling our own ground with the ministering spirits that are sent to us to keep us from enjoying God in truth)H3742 and a flamingH3858 sword (Covert light that is a perversion of truth to keep us, guard us, from knowing truth, the tree of life.)H2719 which turned every way, (perverting the truth)H2015 to keep (guard)H8104 (H853) the way (road traversed to know God in truth)H1870 of the treeH6086 of life.H2416

    Then when Christ is revealed in us, the Elect, God sends truthful thoughts, ministering spirits, to guide us to Christ. But, these are only thoughts that lead us to where we begin to know the voice of Christ from the voice of the stranger. The voice of the stranger represents evil, individualistic ministering thoughts. They minister to us what our flesh covets.

    “God, who at sundry times and in divers manners spake in time past unto the fathers by the prophets, (ministering spirits/thoughts) Hath in these last days spoken unto us by his Son, whom he hath appointed heir of all things, by whom also he made the worlds (every person is a world); Who being the brightness of his glory (truth from the east), and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high (Christ created it all, in my own world and in the world as a whole. There is no more knowledge than that. No thought of God, angel, can ascend higher than this truth. The thought that Christ is The Creator and I create nothing is to know Christ is The Tree of Life.); Being made so much better than the angels, as he hath by inheritance obtained a more excellent name than they. For unto which of the angels said he at any time, Thou art my Son, this day have I begotten thee? (No thought, that I have ever had, will be next to God, as an image of God. Only Christ is the express image of God.) And again, I will be to him a Father, and he shall be to me a Son? And again, when he bringeth in the firstbegotten into the world, he saith, And let all the angels of God worship him (When Christ is revealed in us every thought worships Christ as its Creator. There is nothing that exists but Christ and His Father). And of the angels he saith, Who maketh his angels spirits, and his ministers a flame of fire. But unto the Son he saith, Thy throne, O God, is for ever and ever (Christ’s throne, power, is from the ages of the ages and will never end as the one and only power.): a sceptre of righteousness is the sceptre of thy kingdom. Thou hast loved righteousness, and hated iniquity (iniquity is self righteousness, Ezk.33:13, eating from your own tree of thought that you can know good from evil. Christ has loved righteousness which means He knows all and everything He is, was and will be comes from The Father. He knows He does not exist separate from The Father and now He is teaching the elect this truth.); therefore God, even thy God, hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows (Christ is exalted above every thought that sees itself as a thought separate from God. These are the ministering thoughts that were sent to guard, keep us from the truth). And, Thou, Lord, in the beginning hast laid the foundation of the earth; and the heavens are the works of thine hands (our earth and minds are a creation of Christ): They shall perish; but thou remainest; and they all shall wax old as doth a garment; And as a vesture shalt thou fold them up, and they shall be changed (new heaven and new earth that has been changed from the terrestrial to the celestial): but thou art the same, and thy years shall not fail. But to which of the angels said he at any time, Sit on my right hand, until I make thine enemies thy footstool? (I cannot overcome by thoughts that claim independence from God.) Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation? (Heb.1)

    God sent lying spirits to Ahab through Ahab’s prophets for the purpose of killing him.

    “And he said, Hear thou therefore the word of the LORD: I saw the LORD sitting on his throne, and all the host of heaven standing by him on his right hand and on his left (ministering spirits). And the LORD said, Who shall persuade Ahab, that he may go up and fall at Ramothgilead? (keep Ahab from truth) And one said on this manner, and another said on that manner. And there came forth a spirit, and stood before the LORD, and said, I will persuade him. And the LORD said unto him, Wherewith? And he said, I will go forth, and I will be a lying spirit in the mouth of all his prophets. And he said, Thou shalt persuade him, and prevail also: go forth, and do so. Now therefore, behold, the LORD hath put a lying spirit in the mouth of all these thy prophets, and the LORD hath spoken evil concerning thee.”

    This is yet another parable of what goes on in our minds. These are the thoughts, spirits that are sent to keep us from the tree of life. The tree of life is the cross, the tree on which Christ hung to give life unto the world within the Elect. When we eat the fruit that hangs on the tree, when we confess that we are not Christ, nor are we God, we get eternal life. This is called repentance, this is the fruit that hangs from the tree of life, which is the cross. When we are given to see that Christ is, was and will be the only perfection of God The Father and that He alone bore our sin we are eating from the tree of life. To confess that Christ’s cross removes our sin is to have life. To have life is to know The Father. All selfish or sinful thoughts that pass through our mind/heavens are ministering spirits that we must confess and know that the tree of life/cross cleanses us from sin.

    “Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.”

    “And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.”

    “As thou hast given him power over all flesh, that he should give eternal life to as many as thou hast given him. And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.”

    The tree of the knowledge of good and evil is eating from our own tree as a tree that contains good or evil separate from God, as an individual, separate from God.

    “And he took the blind man by the hand, and led him out of the town; and when he had spit on his eyes, and put his hands upon him, he asked him if he saw ought. And he looked up, and said, I see men as trees, walking. After that he put his hands again upon his eyes, and made him look up: and he was restored, and saw every man clearly.”

    At first the man sees men “as trees, walking.” Men are described as trees all over scripture. God uses trees to represent men because in God’s perspective men are as inanimate as a tree. Just as in the natural a tree cannot pick itself up and move. God uses this natural reality to show us the absurdity of men’s thoughts that they are independent beings moving above of their own volition, charting their own paths with thoughts they claim as their own. Then Christ puts His hands upon the man’s eyes and MADE HIM LOOK UP, above himself, giving him a higher perspective into the truth of the kingdom of God, and then it says he was restored and “saw every man clearly.” To see clearly is to know that everything about myself is a creation of God. We do not blink or have a heartbeat without him. We are as inanimate as a tree without Him. We live, move and have our being in Him. It is not until we confess we are blind can we be “restored” to see everyone in Christ’s power. When we are given to see ourselves for what we are, created beings with no power of our own, then we are granted to see ourselves and God clearly. This truth is depicted in Daniel 4 in the story of Nebuchadnezzar, who is likened to a great tree who is cut down by God because of his pride. In the end Nebuchadnezzer is restored to understanding and utters these words “…and at the end of the days I Nebuchadnezzar lifted up my eyes unto heaven and my understanding returned unto me, and I blessed the most High, and I praised and honored Him that lives forever, whose dominion is an everlasting dominion, and His Kingdom is from generation to generation: and all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and He doeth according to His Will in the army of heaven and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay His hand, or say unto Him, what doest thou?”

    Now, speaking as a man, if Adam, after eating the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil had confessed his sin and repented instead of putting the blame on the woman (who represents his flesh) and then God for making her (his flesh), he would have been given life. He would have eaten fruit from the tree of life. But what came out of his mouth was blame towards the individual for making him do what he did and blame towards God for making the woman. “And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat.” What he saw after eating the fruit was a knowledge that God had made a mistake in making the woman. It wasn’t his fault, it was the woman’s and God’s. Thus begins the journey of the first creation, fitted for destruction, which will lead to the second creation, that leads to eternal life. God creates us to be prideful and hard-hearted and to see ourselves as independent from Him on purpose so that He can show us mercy and make us into eternal spiritual beings who will ultimately understand Him and the depths of His mercy, patience, and love. This can’t happen without first creating us rebellious. All of it, the first rebellious creation to the last man, a spiritual being with eternal life, is authored by Christ. We are made to be witnesses to our own creation. We witness the egregious ways we have been made to rebel against the Lord and we witness His mercy on us as He patiently endures this all the way through to our perfection. Seeing our first beastly sin nature that He created is essential to becoming a mature spiritual being in Christ without spot and blemish. The cross heals us from sin and gives us life. The cross opens our heavens to look up and see ourselves clearly, as creations of God in Whom we live and move and have our being. The cross represents the necessary death of the first creation, our own death to self and any identity separate from God. This is where the law comes in. The law is made to show us our sin and to make our sin abound even worse.

    “Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound: That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord.”

    Again, speaking as a man, if God had never given the law not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil there would have never been the sin of individualism from God. Man would have never known he was a creation. But to know God The Father we must know that we are not Him. We must know that what we are at any given minute is a creation of God and not a creation of myself. I do not create good or evil. I did not create myself evil and I do not create myself good. Before He begins to create me into a vessel of honor I must first see myself, separate from God, as a vessel of dishonor.

    “Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth. Thou wilt say then unto me, Why doth he yet find fault? For who hath resisted his will? Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus? Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour? What if God, willing to shew his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction: And that he might make known the riches of his glory on the vessels of mercy, which he had afore prepared unto glory, Even us, whom he hath called…”

    The law brings sin out and grace covers that sin even more. The law brings sin out because the law says you shall not covet. To covet is to want anything more than you have in any given minute. The law is not just contained in the ten commandments but is intertwined with any thought where we covet more. I bought a chicken sandwich the other day and thanked God for the meal. Then I began to eat it and it was, to my taste, dry and not the savory sandwich that I thought it should be. God made the chicken from an egg. Hatched it. Raised it until it was slaughtered by someone whom He had also raised and then brought the chicken to the establishment where I had bought it. He had a person cook it – a person He had created and then had them put it together in a sandwich to give to me. Now, in between all this there are thousands of details that are left out on the processing, packaging, distribution, etc. etc. that God did to get the sandwich to my hands and then I had the audacity to complain that it was not what I, as an individual, a created being without a whit of creative power, wanted. I had thanked God for the sandwich but my words and thoughts betrayed the prayer by complaint. I was not thankful but was unthankful and my prayer was not in truth. So, the law is brought in to point out to us what God endures throughout our creative process as He brings us to an awareness that we are not Him. But, as the scripture says, “where sin abounds, grace did much more abound.” God, in His mercy, does not smash us for every sin but sees us as He created us, as creations not CREATORS. And as our awareness grows more and more of our sin which abounds, we see and are a witness to His grace and His great mercy which does so much more abound. Again, the cross is where we are healed in our continual confession of what we are and what we are not.

    I am learnig what it means to be at liberty in Christ. What are we being liberated from? From the veil that is upon our heart, that is covering the fact that the glory of the law, that pointed out my sin, is being done away with. It was very glorious for sin to be pointed out.

    “But if the ministration of death, written and engraven in stones, was glorious, so that the children of Israel could not stedfastly behold the face of Moses for the glory of his countenance; which glory was to be done away:”

    This verse tells us that it was glorious for sin to be revealed in us. The law written on tables of stone was glorious because it brought LIGHT to what we are in the flesh, as it did to Adam eating the fruit. We do not know what we are in the flesh until it is pointed out by the law. But what was so glorious that we cannot look upon it, is faded away by the greater glory of Christ, Who promises to make us into a new creation, free from the sin of individualism and thus making us eternal beings in Him. The law is glorious in that it works as a mirror to show us what we are in the flesh, in the first creation. It’s glorious because it was needful to reveal our man of sin, who thinks he is an individual god knowing good and evil. But then Christ far exceeds the glory of the law, which revealed our sin, because He overcomes what we are in the flesh. Christ took the glory of the law which required death, upon Himself. He is the fulfillment of the second covenant in that He frees us from the condemnation of the glory of the law. We are given new hope because we are changed from seeing sin as a separation from God to seeing it was needful at that time to show us that we cannot be righteous in and of ourselves. It sucks all hope of attaining righteousness by laws out of us and puts all hope in Christ. The Spirit of Christ is the power that changes us, not the law of the flesh. Our change comes from the power of God through the spirit of Christ. He is now creating us into new beings with a spirit of holiness. He doesn’t leave us in sin as sinful beings. He came to erradicate sin, not leave us wallowing in darkness, just shrugging our shoulders at sin because we’re helpless to control it. But darkness cannot enter the kingdom of God. We are helpless in our darkness, this is true, and without Christ we would also be hopeless. But Christ has come to change us into beings of true holiness. We are the woman caught in the act of adultery who Christ tells to “go and sin no more.” If we are Elect, He will see to it that we go and sin no more, starting in this life here in the flesh. It is glorious to be brought to a place of utter repulsion at what you are in the flesh but so much more glorious to see the second covenant that promises to change us into the image of Christ.

    Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart. And such trust have we through Christ to God-ward: Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God;”

    The second covenant tells us that what you were made in the flesh from your first creation is being remade by Christ in your second creation. Our first creation was by God, therefore our second creation must be by God. It is not of man, by law, to remake man, the change comes from a heart that has been remade by Christ. The change comes from a heart that knows only God can be The Creator not man. The first covenant was given for us to see and acknowledge what we are in the flesh without the spirit of God.

    “What shall we say then? Is the law sin? God forbid. Nay, I had not known sin, but by the law: for I had not known lust, except the law had said, Thou shalt not covet. But sin, taking occasion by the commandment, wrought in me all manner of concupiscence. For without the law sin was dead.”

    We do not know we are dead until the law shows us we are dead – dead from knowing God. If we do not know God then we are spiritually dead. When the law is brought to our attention then sin is seen and comes alive. It spreads like leaven and covers our whole being, in every thought, word and deed. It, as the scripture above says, “wrought (fashions in me) in me all manner (all kinds) of concupiscence (longing for what the law says is sinful).” But until the glory of the law shows us this we are in a state of ignorance and blindness, thinking we are right with God based on our own good works, thinking we are a god. We don’t know we are in sin, made and fashioned in sin. At first, when we are shown what we are, we don’t want to look at it and cover it, like Moses did. By covering it we don’t deal with it through the Spirit of Christ. We should run to Him for deliverance from it. Instead we attempt to make ourselves righteous and make void the cross of Christ. The deceitfulness of sin tells me that I can fix the problem of sin by my own power. This is what the Pharisees did and all people do in the flesh. I remember when sin was first pointed out to me I said in my mind, “well if that’s all I have to do then I’ll do it and make myself right with God.” I put a veil over the glory of the law and said I could fix it myself. I did not see how glorious the law was and diminished it to a work of man and not the power of God. I essentially thought, “Adam messed up but I’ll fix it” not seeing that Adam could have no more stopped himself from sinning as I could stop myself. That’s the point. We cannot remake what God has made in either case – a sinner or a saint. I did not make myself a sinner and I cannot make myself a saint. I am going from the glory of seeing myself as a sinner by the first covenant to the glory of being made a saint by the second covenant.

    “But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.”

    And this second covenant, as the first covenant cannot be broken. God has sworn that He will complete what He has ordained. We are then given the faith of Christ to believe that what the law of the flesh has shown me cannot dissannul the promise of eternal life that is in Christ, promised before I was ever shown what I was in the flesh.

    “And this I say, that the covenant, that was confirmed before of God in Christ, the law, which was four hundred and thirty years after, cannot disannul, that it should make the promise of none effect.”

    “For when God made promise to Abraham, because he could swear by no greater, he sware by himself, Saying, Surely blessing I will bless thee, and multiplying I will multiply thee. And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise. For men verily swear by the greater: and an oath for confirmation is to them an end of all strife. Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.”

    We are saved. We are the children of God. Christ has secured us and God, Who doesn’t change and cannot lie, has given us His promise that nothing can change what He has made or has started.

    “What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things? Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifiethWho is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for usWho shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    The glory of the law of the flesh was not given to separate us from God but to act as a goad to drive us to Christ, our mediator, “it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.” Christ is our mediator and has secured us without fault. Nothing can stop God from making us what He has promised He will make us, “Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel: For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.” It is glorious to be shown you are a sinner and not the righteous person you think you are. It is glorious to be shown your man of sin.

    “Let no man deceive you by any means: for except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; Who opposes and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God shewing himself that he is God.”

    It is bitter water to drink to be shown what you are and what you are not. It is wormwood. This is the purpose of the law.

    “And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters; And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.”

    It is as a great lamp, a great light to see ourselves in the light of the truth. But, as Saul, we kick against this truth. It is a mercy from God to show us what we are in the flesh because it then shows us His unending mercy. He is very merciful to us and even though He should, He does not destroy us. The more you are shown of what you are inside your flesh the more mercy you are given.

    “He hath filled me with bitterness, he hath made me drunken with wormwood. He hath also broken my teeth with gravel stones, he hath covered me with ashes. And thou hast removed my soul far off from peace: I forgat prosperity. And I said, My strength and my hope is perished from the LORD: Remembering mine affliction and my misery, the wormwood and the gall. My soul hath them still in remembrance, and is humbled in meThis I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the LORD’S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD. It is good for a man that he bear the yoke in his youth. “

    Knowing what we are without Him drives us to know Him. Knowing, deep within, deeper than head knowledge, who and what I am and that there is nothing redeemable in me brings me to the cross where I am sacrificed with Christ and become one with my Creator. I cannot be one with Him when I am still one with myself. I cannot be made a new man unless I am shown my old man. I cannot be a beast around the throne giving glory to God as long as I don’t see myself as a beast, as the great red dragon. The more we are given to see what and who we are by our first creation the more we are given to see the power of the cross. The glory in the cross of Christ taking my sin upon Himself outweighs the glory of my sin and I am changed into a new man day by day.

    It is not possible for a person to honestly look upon himself and judge himself in truth. There is not a man on earth who has or can, in total truth, be honest about who and what he is. Only God can try the heart and reins of a man. It is an honor from God to give us to see ourselves in truth. It is glory, a dignity, to be able to see yourself for what you are at your core. When Christ brings me to remember the sins of my life I am repulsed and filled with such shame that I cannot think about it long or it will take all hope from me. It sinks me into a loathing of myself and total disgust at what I am as a natural beast. “And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.” If you are an Elect then you know exactly what I mean. You have been brought down to the pit and have seen, in truth, what you are as a beast. No man, NO MAN, will enter the kingdom of God without first tasting of the bitterness of what he is at his core. Because unless you see that there is NOTHING good in you, NOTHING, you cannot follow Christ to where He went, to the cross. “… follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be…”; “Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God” We must be shown who and what we are so that we can be divested, stripped of all hope in ourselves. If we hang on to one strand of hope in ourselves we will have to be shown we have no hope through another trial or remembrance of a past wrong. All strength must be seen as originating and coming from outside of self before we can take one step towards holiness. In the words of Christ, we must die.

    “And Jesus answered them, saying, The hour is come, that the Son of man should be glorified. Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.”

    To fall into our ground and die means we give up all hope of having anything based on our good works. To truly understand that we are nothing, less than nothing separate from The Creator. To love your life is to lose your life. To hate your life is to gain life in Christ. Look at the scripture quoted above and slowly read the words. How is Christ predicting He will be glorified? BY DEATH. His death will glorify God. Why? Why did Christ have to die to glorify His Father? Why death? And why such a horrible death? Christ’s death glorified the law and testified on our behalf that we, by the law, deserved to die. The law is glorifying. It glorified The Father in testifying that what the law said about us is true. Again, if you have been given to see what you are at your core then you will easily agree that you deserve to die. You would be the first to find yourself guilty and the first to throw a stone at yourself, if you have been given to see yourself in the light of Christ and the law. Christ’s death took what you have been shown about yourself and placed it upon Him. He took the punishment so that we don’t have to. To be totally forgotten for all of eternity in the place of the unknown, hell, is where we deserve to be but Christ has delivered us from the grave to live forever, to be known by God forever. It is the greatest evil to think and glory in your own works, good or evil. To take the credit for anything is to claim Godhood. So, God in His infinite wisdom made us natural beasts to do things that would make us blush with shame. He gives the law and with it exposes our sin. Sin is the thought that you can live one second independent from God. So, God gives us the law to expose us and show us that we are not what we think we are. The law has requirements and the requirement of the law is separation from God, death. Christ takes that separation upon Himself for us so that we can have communion with God in truth. What is communion with God in truth? To know that He and He alone is The All in all of me, I do nothing of myself. This is how we die and bring forth much fruit. And this is going where Christ went, to the cross.

    “He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour.” 

    To serve Christ is to follow Christ to the cross, bear your own cross and die to self. If we love our life then we will lose our life. If we hate our life in this world we will keep it unto eternal life. But what does that really mean to hate our life? It means we find nothing in this life independent from Christ as its Creator and we love The Creator above all things. We claim nothing as ours. To love family, friends, houses, property, your PRIDE: in your identity, your appearance, your opinions, your way of thinking, talking, dressing, living, eating, anything that we are not willing to lose, above Christ, is to love yourself more than Him Who created you. This is what Christ was getting across to Peter when He asked him three times if Peter loved Him more than these. He then goes on to explain to Peter:

    “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. This spake he, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when he had spoken this, he saith unto him, Follow me.”

    We don’t give ourselves up willingly. The flesh, our man of sin, our identity, our sense of godhood was created to be obsessed with survival. Christ has to enter us and get us to a mature place spiritually (hence we are “old”) and then He causes us to “stretch forth our hands and have another gird and carry us where we would not.” It is Christ Who is doing all the work. We simply witness what we were and what we’re being changed into all the while knowing the changes being made must be wrought by Christ because we know our flesh could never, would never submit. We have been shown what we are without Him and if left in that state, we are hopeless and helpless in our delusion of godhood, sin. To know Christ is to know true freedom from the lust of the flesh to be its own glory, to be free from thinking I am, that I am, to be free from the slavery of spending our entire lives living for what is dying and will go away forever. To serve Christ is to be honored by The Father. To live unto God is to be free from the attachment of this world, to be free from the attachment of MY world with all of its wants and desires. To be free from my world is to live unto God and Christ as everything. This is troubling for the flesh because it causes the flesh to be crucified. But, as Christ, if we are an Elect, a follower of Christ, then it is our hour. It is why we have been brought to this hour, to be crucified, die to self, and live unto God.

    “Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father, save me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour.”

    If we are given the privilege to know God, then we are given the privilege to be glorified by God as Christ was – glorified to know what we are in the flesh and be glorified by God to be recreated into what Christ is. We go from the glory of the law to the glory of grace.

    “Father, glorify thy name. Then came there a voice from heaven, saying, I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again.” 

    The Father is glorified when we are brought to know what we are in the flesh and then He is glorified in graciously recreating us. He does not leave us dead in sin but raises us above sin and we become overcomers of the flesh and its sinful desires to be its own god. The prince of our world is cast out and we are drawn to Christ on the cross. We are drawn to lay down what we have known as our life and live unto God. The prince of our world is cast out who drove us to and fro looking for his own life separate and independant from God. The prince of our world is cast out, thrown out by our death on the cross. His cares, his wants, his desires are all crucified in the hour of his death, whenever that hour may be. He dies and is thankfully forgotten, buried in the place of the unknown because we never want to know him again. He was a prince who ruled our world as an iron fisted dictator who got fat on living for self. He acted religious and kind, or he acted like a good person without religion, but in either case he spoke as a dragon with the horns of a lamb. Behind the veil, the flesh, was a serpent, a dragon who only cared for himself and no one else. But when he is crucified on the cross his cares are forgotten, his desires are thrown away and all that remains is the desire to serve God with all my heart, soul and mind and my neighbor as myself. This is a process that takes time and patience. Dismantling the temple of the man of sin, brick by brick, happens day by day. God will be glorified by the death of the old man and then glorified by the life of the new man. Christ is drawing us to God by our being lifted up on the cross and by our being lifted up from the grave, day by day. He is drawing ALL in me, in my world, to Him, to know The Father. The voice, this truth comes for us to know.

    “The people therefore, that stood by, and heard it, said that it thundered: others said, An angel spake to him. Jesus answered and said, This voice came not because of me, but for your sakes. Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out. And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me. This he said, signifying what death he should die.”

  • Joh 3:1  There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: (This man is me. There was “A MAN” of (Anthropos-G444, mankind), an individual of mankind who saw himself as “victorious among his people”, other anthropos (meaning of Nicodemus G3530). Not only did he see himself as better than the rest of mankind, he was a “Pharisee” of the people. He was a “separatist” from among the people. He was an individual from the rest of the human race. He was religious. Every human is a Pharisee because every human believes he has made himself what he is, separate from all other people and he rules his own life.)

    Joh 3:2  The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. (We come to Christ at first, in our own darkened thoughts of individualism, “by night.” We are given enough understanding to know Christ is Who He is but we still can’t shake our own darkness in the way we see life and the way we think. We think we live and move and have our being by our own works. We are still thinking the miracles are fleshly healings of the blind, deaf, dumb, lame, sick and even dead. We don’t see that these miracles are testimonies against who and what we are, and that we need to be healed spiritually. We see them as fleshly miracles for the flesh. We don’t see that we are in darkness, without form and void of any truth, whatsoever. We, as Nicodemas, can acknowledge the physical miracle but we cannot see beyond the physical. We cannot see into the kingdom of God. Christ tells us that we are still not seeing clearly because we are not yet born again and still seeing the miracles for the flesh and not for what they are in the spirit – healings of our spiritual infirmities. In the healing of their/our literal ailments, Christ is telling us that He came to heal us spiritually.)

    Joh 3:3  Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. (To see the kingdom of God is to understand the kingdom of God is spiritual and within. To understand the kingdom of God is to ascend up to heaven in our thoughts, go beyond the firmament that separates earth from heaven. The firmament is a parable of the chasm between the natural mind who sees everything from a beastly standpoint of being our own god, and the spiritual mind that has no boundaries and sees all things from our Creator. This means we see Christ is in control of all things and we do not have a will or a single thought independent from Him. This is spiritually understanding the kingdom of God: to not give the flesh, the carnal mind, any credit for what it is, was or will be and to know everything is a creation by Christ, for Christ and by Christ do all things consist. Heaven is in our mind, our perception of what is real and what is not, what we see naturally vs spiritually, between what is celestial and what is terrestrial. To be born again is to see the truth that Christ’s miracles are a testimony to where we all are in the first creation. To see spiritually is to see ALL THINGS are a parable of a truth in understanding God as God. No man can ascend into this knowledge but Christ Who has descended from this knowledge to give His Elect the healing of their blindness, to give them Light.)

    Joh 3:4  Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born? 

    Joh 3:5  Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. (To be “born again” is to be able to perceive between what is fleshly/water and what is spirit. We cannot ascend into the heavens unless we can perceive the difference between the two. Men are made of blood and blood is unclean. Men, in the flesh, are as water because they are unclean in their thoughts of God and because they are as unstable as water. “Only be sure that thou eat not the blood: for the blood is the life; and thou mayest not eat the life with the flesh. Thou shalt not eat it; thou shalt pour it upon the earth as water.” ; “For we must needs die, and are as water spilt on the ground, which cannot be gathered up again.”)

    Joh 3:6  That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. 

    Joh 3:7  Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. 

    Joh 3:8  The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. (We must be born again in our understanding of God to rise above fleshly understanding into spiritual understanding. The flesh cannot understand the meaning behind the Spirit’s words. It hears but cannot understand where it comes from and where it is going with its thoughts. The thoughts of the spirit are foolishness to the flesh, just like being “born again.” The spiritual can understand both where the flesh is coming from and where the spirit is coming from, where the flesh is going with its thoughts and where the spirit is going with its thoughts. But the carnal mind cannot understand the spiritual. It only understands naturally as a beast.)

    Joh 3:9  Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be? 

    Joh 3:10  Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things? 

    Joh 3:11  Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness. (Christ is telling the flesh that it cannot understand these things even if they are explained to the flesh in a fleshly parable.)

    Joh 3:12  If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? (Christ is saying “I’ve explained it to you in a fleshly parable and still you are not able to understand it unless you are spiritually born from above.”)

    Joh 3:13  And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven. (No carnal thought or “man” has ever ascended (had a thought) that can understand the spiritual realm/heaven. But Christ has come down in the form of thoughts from the spiritual/heaven into His elect. (Heb 1:1) “He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all. And what he hath seen and heard, that he testifieth; and no man (G3762-not even one- no carnal mind, not even one, can receive the truth, we must be born again to receive the truth.) receiveth his testimony.” The fleshly mind cannot ascend above its flesh. The flesh must die to its fleshly thinking before it can be born again to perceive heavenly thinking. The kingdom of God and heaven are synonymous. Christ tells us that nothing in us, no man, has ascended above their earth into the kingdom of God but He, Himself, Who has come down from the kingdom of God to explain these things to the Elect so that we can be born again. Born again means our thoughts become childlike and we realize and thus confess we know nothing of God – like a child who has no knowledge or experience of the world and relies solely on its parent, we must be taught everything from a spiritual standpoint. You must throw out everything you’ve ever learned or think you know and see everything new. This is being born again. A person cannot make themselves be born again. Christ must enter them and this is how the new man is born. When this happens, the spiritual language and thus the kingdom of God is opened up to our understanding. Spiritual language is parabolic. “But without a parable spake he not unto them” and so a tree is not a tree, it’s a man/doctrine. A rock is not a rock, it’s Christ. Dirt is not dirt, it’s flesh. Water is not water, it’s unclean thoughts. A beast is not a beast, it’s the unconverted flesh. The Great Whore sitting on a beast is not a great whore sitting on a beast, it’s the spiritual state of the Elect before we are converted. The Dragon is not a dragon, it’s the antichrist spirit that resides in us. So on and so forth. Anything and everything has a spiritual meaning and speaks a spiritual language. And just like in a natural language where the same word can have multiple meanings, in spiritual language symbols can have multiple meanings. When we are born again and begin to see through spiritual eyes, the Holy Spirit which is Christ within us, teaches us to understand the spiritual language. This is what “speaking in tongues” is actually describing.

    Joh 3:14  And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: 

    Joh 3:15  That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. (Moses was told to make a brass serpent to hang on a pole for the people to look at and be healed from the bites of the serpents. God sent the serpents as a chastisement for their complaining against Him about the journey they had to take leaving Egypt and the manna they had to eat. The serpents that were sent by God were a fleshly parable revealing how God sees these thoughts as poisonous. Their complaining came from the serpent within them that always is concerned about the flesh, “But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.” Before we are converted, all we are concerned about is our flesh. We must spiritually look at what has bitten us when we have a complaint about the life we are being told to live as we get farther from Egypt. Christ has become our unbelief and to look upon Christ on the cross is to look at what has made us and is remaking us. Christ is seen by the flesh as the serpent that has bitten our flesh because Christ is The Creator Who has called us out of Egypt and has made us to eat manna, to eat His flesh. To eat His flesh is to walk in the spirit and not be so concerned with the flesh. To eat the spiritual meat is to be content with whatever the day brings and not try to change it into an Egyptian meal that would feed the flesh. While walking in the world as fleshly beings we lived by the bread of our own minds, what was learned by experience or by our own carnal wisdom. This bread was sweet to us and filled our fleshly thoughts, our spiritual dead bellies. But we have been called out of our Egypt and told we are headed for the promised land. The journey is through the desert, filled with days of thirst for the flesh and hunger for my own ways based on my own experience. It is the time where we are taught the spiritual. We are taught to look unto Christ Who created us for this time and to be recreated into sons of God. Everyone who looks to Christ as The Creator of every minute of every day is healed from their serpent thoughts of individualism and healed from a carnal mind that lives and moves and has its being in itself, eating itself, like the serpent eating its own tail, we eat from our own wisdom. If we are given to look to Christ then we are healed and are entering the promise land, a new world where the lie of individualism is destroyed and oneness with God is shown.)

    Joh 3:16  For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

    Joh 3:17  For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. (God loves the world within His Elect that sees Him as the All in All, so much so that He has sent Christ to die to Himself so that we can live unto God. Christ has given up His life so that we can have life….by following His example and dying to ourselves. Christ has shown the life of a spiritual being in contrast to an earthly being. Christ came to this earth in a fleshly body, born in the lowest state, in a stall with animals (which is a parable of Him entering into flesh, which is a beast, which is the unconverted flesh.) He was laid in a manager which is the parable that He would be the “food” or “bread of life” to all Believers – we must eat His flesh and drink His blood to live – a parable of the Truth He would reveal to His Elect that in Him only is life.) He came in the flesh and lived a life He knew was totally dependent upon His Father. When a man said he wanted to follow Christ, Christ told him “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head.” He did not have a home here on earth, meaning He did not feel at home encased in a fleshly body, around carnal earth-bound thoughts. His thoughts had no home among the dead.

    Joh 3:18  He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 

    There is a world inside of the Elect who are walking out of Egypt/the world of the flesh into a heavenly world and are beginning to see God in ALL THINGS. He that does not see God in all things is condemned already because he has not seen His life as a creation of Christ but a creation of choices made by his own flesh.

    Joh 3:19  And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 

    Joh 3:20  For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. 

    Joh 3:21  But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. My new man, that has been created in the image of Christ, is being made free from the place of the unknown, he is known and is beginning to know ALL THINGS. He is freed from condemnation because he has been born from above. He is made to see that what he is, was and will be is, was and will be a creation of Christ for the glory of God. The opposite is to hate The Light and stay in the darkness of your world, void of form and be condemned into the abyss of the unknown. “And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep.” To stay in the darkness where we are void of truth and without form is to love the darkness of our own judgment. To love your thoughts as a free being unencumbered by anyone or anything is to hate Christ, Who is The Light. The carnal mind hates Christ because when we come to Christ He explains to us what is carnal and dark about our thoughts. We do not want to be reproved by seeing what Christ sees in us. We would rather stay hugging our lies of individualism and carnal wisdom than come to Christ where we can be shown that everything we have ever been, are or will be is, was and will be a work of God and not our own,”are wrought in God.” To the new man, this is “good news” indeed but to our old man, our old serpent, it’s death. In Christ’s words “But he that DOETH TRUTH cometh to the light, that HIS DEEDS may be MANIFEST, that they (HIS DEEDS) are WROUGHT IN GOD.” See Christ on the pole and our serpent bites (fleshly thoughts of godhood) won’t hurt us. See Christ as The Creator and not myself and I am healed from whatever takes place every day. “And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils (refute false doctrines, lying thoughts); they shall speak with new tongues (spiritual language, understanding parables as explained earlier); They shall take up serpents (overcome/be victorious over the lying doctrines of goodhood represented by the serpent); and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them (no longer hurt by the lies of our old man/serpent nature) ; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.” (our new man, Christ in us, touching our old man with the truth and healing the many parts of us still in bondage to the deadly doctrine of self worship.)

    With spiritual eyes, we can look at the story of Paul on the island of Melita and understand what Christ is teaching us about the battle being waged inside of a believer. Here is first layer of understanding:

    “And when Paul had gathered a bundle of sticks (representing the Barbarians because men are trees), and laid them on the fire (the fire of right judgment of God), there came a viper out of the heat, and fastened on his hand. (the heat of judgment drives out the false doctrines residing in our carnal mind represented by the serpent) And when the barbarians saw the venomous beast hang on his hand, they said among themselves, No doubt this man is a murderer, whom, though he hath escaped the sea, yet vengeance suffereth not to live. (This explains the Barbarians’ false belief in works – retribution and recompense based on good and evil works, “what goes around, comes around.”)  And he shook off the beast into the fire, and felt no harm. (Their false doctrine has no affect on Paul because he knows the truth that it is Christ Who created him to do and be everything he is, was and will be.) Howbeit they looked when he should have swollen, or fallen down dead suddenly: but after they had looked a great while, and saw no harm come to him, they changed their minds, and said that he was a god.” (When their false doctrinal expectations aren’t met that based on his works, on law, he should have been killed by the serpent, the serpent nature in them slithers to yet another false doctrine – creature worship, hence the “to and fro” thoughts of the serpent nature. The serpent’s curse of eating dust as long as it shall live is a parable of how our thoughts cannot go any higher than the earth, or enter the kingdom of God, before Christ enters us and we are converted. To the carnal/serpent mind ALL things are a result of some other element in creation, thus eating dust. It worships the creature rather than the Creator and it will slither to and fro until it lands on something that makes sense to the “wisdom of men.” And when one doctrine fails, it moves on to something else – “ever learning and never able to come unto the knowledge of the truth.”

    Now we can take this same story and use the spiritual language for even further inward interpretation and explain what goes on inside of a believer, inside the kingdom of God. Christ, represented by Paul, gathers bundles of false doctrines together that are within us and brings them to the light of judgment, Who is God, Who is a consuming fire. Fire represents the truth of God that He is working all things. The lies of the serpent that reside within us try very hard to get us to take credit for our own works, seen by the serpent attaching to Paul’s hand – our hand representing our works. But when Christ gives us to see that it’s not our hand but HIS hand, the result is more faith and we are able to shake off the lying thoughts of our own godhood into the consuming fire of God’s love and we’re unhurt by them. This is looking at the serpent on the pole and being healed. Yet the Barbarians within us, watching all of this, are the parts of us that are not yet converted meaning anything about ourselves that we’ve not yet stopped taking credit for creating or having created. We’ve not yet been given the faith to see Christ clearly in those areas. We still have the blind living among us. In these areas of our life, we are still worshipping the creature (ourselves!) because we see even our faith as ours and thus worship ourselves as a god. We give ourselves the “atta boy” for our knowledge that Christ is the Creator and all is of God….even the understanding itself, the serpent will try to steal for himself because as scripture says “…even the devils believe.” We have no ability to believe or not believe anything. All must be given to us from God through Christ.

  • I grew up in a family where God was not spoken of much. I went to an Easter service once, when I was very young, around 7 or 8 years old, with an uncle. I remember walking into the building and into what they call the “sanctuary” and feeling scared. Up on the wall behind the “altar,” was a picture of some men dressed in robes and hanging all over another man in the middle. They all looked effeminate and very white. I only went there for the food because I was told there would be lots of good things to eat. When I got home I told my Dad about it and asked him “Who is God?” He told me there was no such thing as God and that God was for weak people who couldn’t handle their own lives. My Mom believed in a god and had a picture for awhile of “Jesus” on the wall until my Dad broke it. The wisdom of men in our home was god was for weak people and we knew what Jesus looked like because we had a picture of him. Then in my teens, I went to another religous service of about 10 or 15 people at most. These people told me that God was angry at me because of my sin and that if I didn’t do a sinner’s prayer I would go to hell, a place where bad people go to be tormented in a flame of fire for all of eternity. So, hey I wasn’t stupid, I confessed I was a bad person and got saved. I can go on and on about different religous meetings I was driven to throughout the many proceeding years, and all the different slants on the truth of Who God was and Who Jesus was.

    From about 16 years old until I was in my early forties I was driven by the Spirit to read and study different Christian doctrines all claiming to be the truth. Everyone had the truth and everyone was right. There were countless different denominations. And there were splits and denominations within denominations. There were divisions between people in the same denomination all the way down to divisions in the people who gathered together under the same roof. There were endless doctrinal divisions from what bible to read, how to be baptized, the Lord’s supper, how to pray, how to be saved, who is saved, who is not, etc etc. No denomination had unity. There wasn’t unity even within the same gathering. It was a given that everyone had their own ideas based on their own thoughts because everyone believes that everyone has the “God given right” to believe what they believe based on their own free will. Here in the sleepy little community we live there are at least 50 churches. Two of them are directly across the street from each other. There are divisions on every corner and in every corner of every building that is titled a church. As of this writing, there are approximately 45,000 different denominations that say they believe in the same man called Jesus. This reality of division isn’t just in what’s called Christianity but it’s in all religions around the world. This is a result of man’s belief in a free will. Whether religous or secular, all believe they have free will and are their own gods. All believe in their hearts that they are the god of their life, making their free choices and directing their lives based on these choices they’ve made by sorting through a litany of competing ideas and information. To the beastly mind, nothing can bind it. It moves about where it wills and rules itself so it has been given over to believe. Until we are converted, and Christ begins to rule and reign within us, our world lies in darkness, and we live among the dead because we have been given over to the idea that we are directing our own life. Myriads of spirits (ideas/beliefs/thoughts/opinions) are running amok throughout our world. This is described in the parable of the man on the island of the Gadarenes:

    “And they came over unto the other side of the sea, into the country of the Gadarenes (which means “reward at the end”). And when he was come out of the ship, immediately there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit, Who had his dwelling among the tombs; and no man could bind him, no, not with chains:  Because that he had been often bound with fetters and chains, and the chains had been plucked asunder by him, and the fetters broken in pieces: neither could any man tame him.  And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones.  But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him, And cried with a loud voice, and said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the most high God? I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not. For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit. And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many. And he besought him much that he would not send them away out of the country. Now there was there nigh unto the mountains a great herd of swine feeding. And all the devils besought him, saying, Send us into the swine, that we may enter into them. And forthwith Jesus gave them leave. And the unclean spirits went out, and entered into the swine: and the herd ran violently down a steep place into the sea, (they were about two thousand;) and were choked in the sea. And they that fed the swine fled, and told it in the city, and in the country. And they went out to see what it was that was done. And they come to Jesus, and see him that was possessed with the devil, and had the legion, sitting, and clothed, and in his right mind: and they were afraid. And they that saw it told them how it befell to him that was possessed with the devil, and also concerning the swine. And they began to pray him to depart out of their coasts. And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him. Howbeit Jesus suffered him not, but saith unto him, Go home to thy friends, and tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee, and hath had compassion on thee. And he departed, and began to publish in Decapolis how great things Jesus had done for him: and all men did marvel.”

    All of what I have just explained outwardly about denominations of division is happening inside of a believer because inside of a believer is the old man, called a Dragon in scripture, who slithers through him from one place to another with thousands of different thoughts that claim to be the truth – not just thoughts about religion but ALL thoughts. We are the man on the island of the Gadarenes. There is a world inside of us created by God that is filled with unconverted heathen (thoughts) that worship countless false gods and this world within is ruled over by the Satanic doctrine that claims “I am the god of this place.” He sits in the temple of our mind claiming to be equal with God. As an Elect of God, once you are converted, you will spend the rest of your life fighting against these powers and principalities – the legion of false kings all vying for preeminence in your little fiefdom. This is the revealing and subsequent toppling of the man of sin that Paul talks about. It MUST happen before the end can come. Before we are converted, we are the man on the island of Gadarenes, but once Christ takes up His position on the throne, toppling the man of sin, then we witness the truth that “the Kingdoms of this world (our world within) have become the kingdoms of Our Lord and of His Christ and (we know) He shall reign forever.” This is the gospel of us being crucified daily. Like the man from Gadarene, we are told that we must go back to our “home” within and fight the daily battle to remind ourselves of the false doctrine Christ has freed us from – that we are the god of our world. All of the Elect must be brought into the submission of Christ being Lord of our world. Though nearly all of scripture reads like “one and done” events, the truth is nearly all scripture is written in a Qal or aorist tense which means all things are happening over time, and coming into being. God sees everything outside of time so for Him it is one and done as He knows the end from the beginning. But we are being recreated by Him and this is a process that is played out in our time on this earth.

    The Apostle Paul said he died “DAILY.” If he had been perfected then what was he dying to? If he was perfected already then why did he need a “thorn in the flesh” a “messanger of Satan” to buffet him? “…lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations.” He was given to wrestle with something so that he was not exalted in his flesh. We all have thorns in the flesh that God has created and uses for molding us into the image of Christ. The wisdom of men lures us into saying we have attained and we do not need to wrestle with anything. But scripture says we are not yet reigning:

    “Now ye are full, now ye are rich, ye have reigned as kings without us: and I would to God ye did reign, that we also might reign with you.”

    The Corinthians were believing they had attained already and failing to recognize the wrestling that was required to rule and reign. The fight within us against our everyday thoughts is strong and constantly leaves our flesh feeling foolish. Last week we gave personal examples of building our cow feeder and growing grass. We told these little stories to show the seeming silliness of the flesh’s struggles. Some may think they’re inconsequential but if you’re fighting the Dragon within you then you understand that every previously taken-for-granted seemingly nothing thought becomes a struggle between the Truth and a lie. And these two small examples really only scratch the surface of the struggle because as scripture says, we must bring EVERY thought into submission to Christ. Stop for just a moment and consider how many thoughts go through your mind in one day, one hour! When Christ takes over the throne of your mind, every thought will be judged in the light of Truth and separated like sheep from goats. And it’s this process that kills the old man a little more every day. The beast that rises from the sea of humanity in me is a beast that dedicates every minute of every day to himself so much so he creates an image of himself called the man of sin. And unless your man of sin has been revealed to you, you’ll find these struggles laughable because you believe you’ve attained already. Every thought must be brought into subjection to Christ’s authority so every thought is a struggle. Stop and think about what this verse is saying don’t gloss over it….”every thought” has to be brought into obedience to Christ. Every thought has to be scrutinized and examined as to where it is coming from.

    “For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.”

    This is the simplicity of the gospel and the wisdom of God. There’s no special prayer, no magic spell, no special ceremony that will make us overcome the flesh in a one and done. When we deny the flesh its “rights” then we are walking in the Spirit. It is Christ in us that makes this happen. Left to our own, the beast nature cannot ever deny itself. Every morning we pray that God’s will be done and that we see Him in all things. Yet throughout every day we forget Him and go about doing what the flesh desires at any given moment. But even in the seeming failures, the kingdom of Christ within us grows ever stronger. We have to remain in faith that Christ is the Author and Finisher of our faith, not us, and we know He does not fail. So we take our chastisements knowing that without chastisement we would be bastards and not sons. When we are walking in the spirit of Christ, knowing that He is one with the Father (which makes US one with the Father) then the fight gets easier with every battle. You will begin to see real changes in your life. Changes in your heart. Changes that you know with certainty you could not and did not achieve but it is the power of Christ within you. Your desires will change. And where we are not walking in the spirit, this too will be conquered because “he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ” and we “…Press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in any thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you. Nevertheless, whereto we have already attained, let us walk by the same rule, let us mind the same thing.” Notice scripture uses the word “mind” because this is where the battle is waged.  

    In my previously darkened, worldly Christian view, Christ was served on Sunday, (which is the first day of the week, not The Sun god day, from which the name is derived) and the rest of the week was mine. I went to the building every first day of the week, stamped my card, praised the speaker for such a powerful message, went to the “linger longer” and ate some homemade food and then off to wherever my flesh desired. Then, because I am an Elect, God began creating some big problems in the life I called mine. He began chipping away at my flesh. Recreating my world through trials, through earthquakes and floods that shook my world to its core. Then once He laid the foundation He began to work on the more subtle things that are deep within my earth’s core. And that is where we are today. The gross outward fleshly things of the flesh have been conquered. Now the hidden things in me must be driven out to expose them. The great temptations and wonders that I have seen, that the great stretched out arm of the Lord used to bring me out of my spiritual Egypt, will be used to uncover the hidden things in me.

    “The great temptations which thine eyes saw, and the signs, and the wonders, and the mighty hand, and the stretched out arm, whereby the LORD thy God brought thee out: so shall the LORD thy God do unto all the people of whom thou art afraid. Moreover the LORD thy God will send the hornet among them, until they that are left, and hide themselves from thee, be destroyed.”

    We are now to the simplicity of the gospel. Every thought, which is a Canaanite, Hivite, an Amorite that is secretly holding on to itself, will be driven out by a hornet, a stinging truth that will expose it and crucify it. This is bringing every thought into the obedience of Christ. It doesn’t matter where you live, how you were raised, how poor or rich you are in the flesh. If you are an Elect of God then you will be made into the image of Christ where every word, every thought, every action will be to the glory of God, consciously.

    “Then said Jesus unto them, When ye have lifted up the Son of man, then shall ye know that I am he, and that I do nothing of myself; but as my Father hath taught me, I speak these things. And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him. As he spake these words, many believed on him.”

    “When you”….have lifted up the Son of man…..”Then shall you know”…That Christ is The “I Am” of every minute of your life and that you do nothing of yourself! When I am given to see my man of sin as the one who has crucified Christ as being my Creator, THEN you shall know that your life was a creation of Christ and that you did not create anything, good or evil. Then and ONLY THEN, can you speak what has been taught to you by God. I crucified The Son of God by claiming my worth or worthlessness upon myself. To preach Christ crucified is to understand that out of anyone ever created, Christ had the rights to claim His own goodness, but would not, “why call me good? there is none good but God.” He actually had rights as the only begotten Son of God, as the True Creator of all this is seen and unseen. But even though He had all these rights He still laid all His life, thought, word and deed, at the feet of His Father’s power. “Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again. No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father.” He claimed nothing as His own. He had the power to do anything He wanted but denied that power of self to be one with His Creator, unto the death of His flesh. He had the power over death but did not claim that to save His own flesh. “He saved others; himself he cannot save. If he be the King of Israel, let him now come down from the cross, and we will believe him. He trusted in God; let him deliver him now, if he will have him: for he said, I am the Son of God.” That’s the message. Christ could have saved Himself but He didn’t. He gave up His rights and died for those who could not do what He did. This is the message of Christ crucified, unto the Jew a stumblingbock and the Greek foolishness. Flesh claims to be the creator of its good and evil in its life, not Christ. Flesh is all about coming off the cross, saving its own life, saving itself. Yet, this is the path to death! This is the stumblingblock and the foolishness of the message of the truth. Claim your life as a free will being over your good and evil and lose it all. Claim nothing as yours, good or evil, and gain Christ, which is everything. It’s an unthinkable and impossible message to the flesh.

    “For Jacob my servant’s sake, and Israel mine elect, I have even called thee by thy name: I have surnamed thee, though thou hast not known me. I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me: I girded thee, though thou hast not known meThat they may know from the rising of the sun, and from the west, that there is none beside me. I am the LORD, and there is none else. I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.

    To the religous Jew in me this is a stumbling block because I want to establish/claim my own good works based on a law. I am a whited sepulchre. I look good on the outside but inside am a ravening wolf and don’t even know it. This is the truth of all flesh. The Jew in me loves law because he still thinks he can attain his own righteousness through law. The Jew within me hates Christ and is jealous of Christ because Christ sets the bar too high for the flesh. He obliterates my righeousness by revealing my heart, the truth behind all my good works – self glorification. “There is none righteous, no not one.” Christ himself even asked “Why do you call me good? There is none good but God.” EVEN CHRIST would not claim His own righteousness. The Jew in me is appalled at such a doctrine because it says I cannot ever be a child of God through the good works I desperately wish to claim as my own. To the Greek in me this is foolishness because he believes in intellect. The Greek within me mocks the idea that God has actually used His own Wisdom to make me believe I’m wise and then blinded me with my intellect. He mocks the truth that his intellect is worthless rubbish next to the truth of Christ. The Greek in me is appalled because this doctrine says I must crucify my intellect, in other words, the myth that all the data in my head is contributing one iota to the preservation of my life, and leaves me at the mercy of what I see as chance and not my own wisdom. Faith in Christ destroys these two versions of false doctrine but not without a fight.

    “For the Jews require a sign, and the Greeks seek after wisdom: But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness; But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.”

    The wisdom of God was manifested in The Son of man because as a man in the flesh He lived His life as a sacrifice of self unto His Father, a sacrifice unto every thought. He never claimed a thought as His own. The Elect of God are known of God even when they do not know Him. He has clothed us even though, again, we didn’t know Him, as the above verse from Isaiah said. We walk through life every day struggling between the flesh and spirit. My flesh urges me to do something for my flesh and the spirit urges me to submit every thought to God. One is for the flesh and the desires of the flesh, good or evil and the other for the spirit where it is always for the good of another, not my flesh. I either take enjoyment out of giving to Christ or I take enjoyment in giving to my flesh. This is where the dying to self daily comes in and the crucifying of myself comes in.

    “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.”

    “I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily.”

    This is where I learn to do all things without murmuring and complaining, because I know that it is God within me creating a will in me to do His good pleasure.

    “For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. Do all things without murmurings and disputings: That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world;”

    The daily challenge is to fight the urge of the flesh to do its will and good pleasure. But as the sons of God, Christ is doing exactly that, creating a will in us to see Him as all things and to glorify God for all things. This is what God told Moses. “I AM, that I Am.” There is only ONE I AM and it’s not me. There is only God and He is everything. This is a stumbling block to my religous man because he does not submit to the truth that God made him a beast and that it was God Who made Him with a serpent in him. It is foolishness to the Greek in me because it says that it was my own wisdom that has made me or broken me. It is foolishness to my flesh to believe God is interested in even the minutest detail of life…what I wear, where I go, what I eat, who I associate with, when to talk, when not to talk, and each and every one of my thoughts. We cannot escape His Sovereignty. We must learn that everything has a season.

    “To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.”

    Each season is a season planned by God, not me. And all of it is inward, inside me, in the world God has created in me, the world God so loved that He gave His only begotten Son for it. A man must be born again to see that he is a world and not in a world. The spirit of God blows me where He desires I go. It is not my planning or my intellect or my works.

    “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man (a world) be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God (is within himself). Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit….For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.”

    The word world is “Kosmos” G2889 and means “orderly arrangement, that is, decoration; by implication the world (in a wide or narrow sense, including its inhabitants, literally or figuratively [morally]): – adorning, world“. Did I “decorate” my world or “arrange” my world or did God? Did I morally create what I am today or did God? Your answer within yourself is the revealing of who you are and will be. If Christ is The Creator of your world and you see Genesis one and two as your daily creation by God then you are a Son of God. If you confess that you thought you were your own world’s creator, then your man of sin has been exposed and you are on your way to crucfying him. If you believe it was your own freewill choices that created who and what you are then you are spiritually dead and in the place of the unknown. There is a great chasm between you and the truth and your rich man cannot be with the beggar Lazarus, (who did not own or possess anything), in Abraham’s bosom. I do not want to claim anything as mine, good or bad. Our world should be adorned and decorated by The Creator not ourselves. There is no condemnation to those who believe Christ is their image, the Son of man, their man.

    “He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.”

    Flesh loves flesh. Flesh loves darkness. Darkness hides the truth that we are beasts with hearts of stone. The Light exposes everything and my flesh hates that exposure as much as looking into a magnifying mirror where every wrinkle, freckle, scar, hair and blackhead is exposed. Flesh loves the darkness, which is the lie that it’s its own god. But the Spirit rejoices in the Truth. The Elect come to The Light, the Truth. Why? Because Christ is in them and He rejoices in the Truth that our deeds ARE WROUGHT IN GOD through Him. Everything was a working of Christ that has planned my life and I lay no claim to it. Our life is a “work, a wrought” of God by Christ, for Christ and all for the glory of God. Who IS The All in all of us. By Him we live and move and have our being. He IS THE I AM, THAT I AM. Come to The Light and see all your works were a work of God creating you into the Image of Christ. Look at the Serpent on the pole and be healed. See yourself as The Serpent that imagined himself as a god independent and separate from The God and be healed of its bite. The alternative is to stay in darkness and die in unbelief. See every day as an opportunity to be healed and you grow more into the image of Christ, healed from the serpent’s poison of free will. This is the simplicity of the gospel. Die to self, live unto God. Sacrifice your godhood and be made into the image of Christ Who gave Himself for the life of your world that He created. Sacrifice it all now and get abundantly more in the future.

    “Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, (your world) for my sake, and the gospel’s, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life.”

    This is the wisdom of God that seems so foolish to our flesh. It seems like suicide to my flesh. But that is exactly the point. What seems so foolish to my flesh is the wisdom of God. My flesh cannot comprehend denying its own life for something it cannot physically see or touch. It comes down to who do we want to be the wise masterbuilder of our world? Christ or myself? Is Christ The Wise Carpenter or am I? The wisdom of God is the foolishness of the cross, where we are crucified, and is wiser than anything we ever thought we had created.

    “For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God. For it is written, I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent. Where is the wise? where is the scribe? where is the disputer of this world? hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world? For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe. For the Jews require a sign, and the Greeks seek after wisdom: But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness; But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men.”

    This gospel of the kingdom of God must be preached in all your world for a witness, then the end will come in your world. In all areas where you have claimed freedom from a power outside yourself.

    “And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.”

    When all our world has been preached to, then the end of the flesh ruling us will come, it’s power will be broken and hung upon the cross as a thief. The end of our world and the reigning of a new world where Christ sits as King of kings and Lord of lords of it. But, until then, we need patience to endure the fight.

    For ye have need of patience, that, after ye have done the will of God, ye might receive the promise. For yet a little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry. Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him. But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.”

    It will take patience to continue in faith and not turn again to works of righteousness based on my own free will. I fight to the end because He that has begun a good work in me continues to work in me a will to fight. It is not me but Christ in me. The faith of Christ is moving mountains and parting waters within our earth. Healing the sick, the blind, casting out devils and raising the dead. Every thought is brought into obedience to Christ as the power and as its Creator. Christ is the force that is burning my world up and at the same time creating a new world. I am seeing a new world descending from my heavens arrayed in white, holy and pure because it is the truth that Christ is King.

    “And I saw (am seeing) a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away (passing away); and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. “

    To be an overcomer I must submit to Christ as my sole Creator and overcome the thoughts of self creation. I created nothing, nor am I creating anything. God is The All in all of me. God is The I AM that has made me what I am. When I am crucified with Christ then I will know I am what Christ created me to be and that I did nothing of myself. The Father has always been with me and has not left me alone. I have always done what has pleased Him.

    “Then said Jesus unto them, When ye have lifted up the Son of man, then shall ye know that I am he, and that I do nothing of myself; but as my Father hath taught me, I speak these things. And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him.”

  • “And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man’s wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.”

    A person with a carnal mind makes decisions on what they know naturally, through information gathering and experience, thinking it’s coming from himself. If you’ve read many of the other studies you know that the man of sin is within us and is the old serpent who from the beginning has asked “did God say?” It is the deceiving spirit/thoughts within us that claim they have knowledge separate from God and cause us to question God’s authority as the sole Creator in even the smallest matters. Scriptures plainly say that we do nothing of ourselves and all things are of Christ The Creator:

    “For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.”

    In Genesis Chapter 1, when God created the woman, he put Adam to sleep…Adam being asleep is a parable of us not knowing where our wisdom comes from. While Adam was asleep God created wisdom (wisdom is called a woman in proverbs) and presented it/her to him. When Adam awakes he takes credit for the woman as coming from him. “She shall be called woman because she was taken out of man.” Adam, though he awakes, is still a walking dead man. His statement that woman came out of him reveals he is mortal, without the knowledge of God or Christ. The truth is everything comes from God, but we take credit for all things as coming from ourselves or other men. Every thought comes from God. He uses some thoughts to reveal Himself to us and build us up into the kingdom of God and some thoughts He creates for man to worship himself as a beast, thus hiding Himself from man. Some thoughts build up the spiritual and others are for the flesh. “For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God.” Some are for the first Adam, flesh, others are for the benefit of the second Adam who is a life-giving Spirit, in other words Christ in us. Christ is represented by the woman in Genesis. God made Christ to be all wisdom. “But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption: That, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord. “

    The woman was taken from Adam’s rib. The word rib is H6763 from H6760 – a rib, literally of the body or figuratively a door. Christ is the door. “I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.” Our first man Adam, believes all thought/wisdom passes in and out of himself. The new man, the spiritual Adam being created in us is being brought to understand all comes through Christ alone. He alone is all wisdom. “All that ever came before me are thieves and robbers: but the sheep did not hear them. The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.  I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.” All thoughts that do not pass through Christ as the door, that come from our flesh, based in the lie that they originated from ourselves or any other man, become thieves and robbers. We attempt to steal glory from Christ who is the true owner of all things. As we grow in understanding of Christ, we realize all we need is Christ. He alone is wisdom. This Truth, that Christ is ALL, quells the “storms” of thoughts that attempt to capsize us into fear and unbelief. This Truth keeps us humble and wards off the roaring lion of pride who is constantly looking to seek whom he may destroy. “And will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent for it is written I will bring to nothing the wisdom of the wise and the understanding of the prudent.” This is picking up our cross and following Christ. It is daily, hourly, minute by minute, crucifying our own wisdom.

    So how does the “wisdom of men” playout in our everyday lives? Scripture teaches that the wisdom of men is at the core of unbelief in God and instead puts faith in ourselves, in our own “wisdom.” It is in every aspect of our lives and must be identified as a wolf in sheep’s clothing. It is the beast of Revelation with two horns like a lamb but speaks as a dragon. “And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon. And he exerciseth all the power of the first beast before him, and causeth the earth and them which dwell therein to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.”

    My carnal mind, my man of sin, my satanic nature believes that it “knows” things (most of the time EVERYTHING) and that with this knowledge that he obtained through life he can produce something. He believes the knowledge came from him, not Christ, and it is his knowledge, not Christ Himself, that creates. But the truth of scripture tells us, and though we’ve already quoted it, it bears much repeating: “For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.”

    When I was young I worked on a thousand acre cattle ranch and farm where I was taught how to handle cattle. Every year they would truck in six to eight hundred cattle and we would put each cow through the corral and then through the chutes to remove their horns, give them shots, tag them and then brand them. Then we would spend the next year getting them fat to send them off to be slaughtered. In my time working at this ranch, my carnal mind was taught various skills through experience. One of the things I learned was how to build cattle troughs. Some days ago my wife and I had the thought to build a trough for our two cows. I set out with complete confidence in my “experience” and no thought that without Christ, nothing is created. So according to MY wisdom I had attained in my past life I set out gathering lumber and things needed to build this feeder. Right out of the gate I did not ask God for the guidance. To teach me a lesson, God put it in me to rely on experience, and thus it never eneterd my mind to ask Him for guidance. So, off we went and my wife who had been persuaded to eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil with me, trusting that I knew what I was doing, separate and independent from Christ, helped me in the assembling of this feeder. Not too long after starting I got my first warning to stop and pray because I got a splinter in my right hand. Then my attitude began to change and the Lord set about revealing my old man who claims to know everything. Consequently, I began to get grouchy and stern. My wife would suggest something and I would disregard it. I didn’t need advice, I knew what I was doing! When the skeleton of the feeder was complete we chained it to the bucket of the tractor and took it to where I had decided was best. My man of sin was being set up for failure by God (praise God!) God had me flying high on pride in carnal wisdom. Well no sooner did the cows begin feeding from it I realized that I had put the two main support legs in the wrong spot causing the cows to have to step over them to get to the feeder. I realized that in winter with the ice and rain they would be slipping on those support legs and they needed to be moved. So I had to remove them one at a time and put them on the ends where they belonged, which was another blow to my pride. (Hadn’t I done this before? Shouldn’t my experience have prevented such a silly mistake? Hmmm.) Still locked in stubborness, the Lord continued the lesson. When it came time to put the metal on the roof, each roof joist was two inches too long. Now my man of sin was roaring. The bruised pride of my flesh was howling. To sum up, one thing after another had to be adjusted until we finished the trough. It was not the smooth operation my flesh had anticipated based on its years of experience. By then my back and legs were aching, my shoulders were hurting, and both of my hands were swollen and in pain. My wife, as the Lord prompted her to do, asked me “what were you thinking when you were building it?” In her simple question, I realized that I had leaned to my own understanding and not relied on Christ as The Builder and Maker. The pain was a chastisement from God because I thought I was the builder. I reaped what my individualism from Christ had gotten me. I asked for forgiveness, repented from taking an ounce of credit for building the feeder and from being dismissive to my wife. The pain began to ease up. By bedtime it was almost all gone and I slept well. “And ye have forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him: For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons.”

    My old man thinks he knows what’s best for me. He has been there and done it all. He is arrogant, rude, and bull headed. He believes he has all wisdom. He never trusts in God and was not made to trust in God. He was made like a beast to think for itself and made to be destroyed. Every detail of life is like every cut, every screw, every piece of the cattle trough. It is made by God, fashioned by God and placed by God. I do nothing. My old man does not believe this, he believes that God is there just for the big things and the details are left up to me to finish. Apostle Paul said “in God we live and move and have our being.” That is a bold statement of entirety. And the scriptures quoted above from Colossians that Christ created everything and by Him all things consist also proves that we don’t take a breath without Him giving us that breath. The power of The Spirit Apotle Paul spoke of was what was played out in my pain. I erred from the truth in unbelief not seeing Christ as The Builder and my unbelief was what Christ died for. But the beauty and power of resurrection played out in chastisement, which brought knowledge of why I was being chastised, then confession, then repentance, then physical relief and conversion. This builds our patience and faith in The Creator.

    The wisdom of men goes a lot deeper than we think. If you’ve read the Revelation study then you understand that the 144,000 represent every minute of every day given to Christ as Creator in loving God with all my heart, soul and mind and my neighbor/Brother as myself. I was not doing that in the building of the feeder. I had left my first love and started mixing with my old man’s ways. Because I am who I am in Christ, God was not mocked and I reaped what I had sown. I had planted to the flesh’s natural laws of wisdom and recieved the laws of the flesh in pain. If we walk in the Spirit then we shall reap from the Spirit: “…love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. And they that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.”

    This same principal of the wisdom of men plays out in our mourning for the loss of loved ones. The wisdom of the natural man tries to explain what happens to the dead. Common Babylonian thought (religious or secular) says everyone has a free will independent from God and everyone makes free will choices. These choices, which are independent from God, decide whether one will spend eternity in heaven or an eternity in hell. Most use the parable of Lazarus and the rich man as their foundation. Then you have those who believe in the wisdom of men that say in another life God will gather all of the human race and use selected people to reprogram/convert them thus teaching ultimately a free for all in which everyone ever created will be in a place called heaven. These are teachings for the “itching ears” of the flesh. They soothe the flesh in one way or another either with retribution and reward based on works, or the laissez faire attitude of eat drink and be merry because we all end up in heaven anyway. There are thousands of different ways according to man’s wisdom to get to either of these two outcomes. But the truth is simple, so simple that the carnal mind cannot conceive it. The truth is that what God has promised to Abraham will enter behind the veil, the kingdom of God, because of Christ being The Seed promised to secure them. Christ is The Seed promised to Abraham and Christ has secured ALL of Abraham’s spiritual seed. “And if ye be Christ’s, then are ye Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise. “

    Isaac representing the single seed of Christ, was the promised child, not Ishmael who represents our flesh. Christ is the promised seed to whom all the promises are made. Because we are in Christ, we also partake of the promise and the inheritance. Scripture says if you are in Christ, then you are heirs to the promise. The new man is the promised child, not my flesh. “Flesh and blood will not inherit the kingdom of God.” All of Isaac’s seed, Jacob, is loved, not Esau’s seed. Jacob represents the Elect (new man) and Esau (old man) represents our flesh. Then you have all the twelve tribes that come from Jacob that represent the One tribe. Again if you’ve read the Revelation study you understand that twelve equals one, as twelve hours equals ONE day and twelve months equal ONE year. The ONE tribe is Christ. All who are in Christ are ONE with Him and everything in them are ONE with them. We are in the spiritual, Abraham’s inheritance, as promised to him by God, secured by the One Seed who is Christ. “Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father’s house, unto a land that I will shew thee: And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing: And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed. “

    “I have manifested thy name unto the men which thou gavest me out of the world: thine they were, and thou gavest them me; and they have kept thy word. Now they have known that all things whatsoever thou hast given me are of thee.”

    All that God has promised to Christ are the same that were promised to Abraham. Christ is The Seed in which all come through. Like Abraham believed God and it was counted to him for righteousness, so we believe in Christ and it is accounted to us for righteousness. We are the offspring of Christ, we are His seeds, children. We are the children of the promise that are counted as heirs. “Neither, because they are the seed of Abraham, are they all children: but, In Isaac shall thy seed be called. That is, They which are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of God: but the children of the promise are counted for the seed.” The promised children are those whom God has chosen to be children of the promise and given to Christ. Just because someone was born in the literal lineage of Abraham that does not make him a child of promise. The promised children are those who have Christ in them, The Seed. It is not according to lineage or to a denomination, or to knowledge, or birthright in the flesh. If you are a child of God promised to Christ, then you have The Seed in you and that Seed grows in faith and in belief according to the promises of God. The inheritance is not based on works of the flesh or because of your lineage, but solely based on the Election of God. “Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace. And if by grace, then is it no more of works: otherwise grace is no more grace. But if it be of works, then is it no more grace: otherwise work is no more work. What then? Israel hath not obtained that which he seeketh for; but the election hath obtained it, and the rest were blinded unto this day.” “…the election hath obtained it…” nothing more needs to be said! The election of God obtains what has been elected. And if you are an elect then you are justified in Christ and are glorified in Christ and walk as Chris.

    “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom he did predestinate, THEM he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.”

    False doctrine places the belief before the election and basically says that my belief saves me. But the truth is that we believe because we were elected to believe. Our belief is a manifestation of our election before we were ever born. We were chosen to believe because Christ was predestined to be in us. We did not come out of the womb knowing who we were, it was manifested to us who we were by our belief. God chose us to believe. It is a work of God that we believe in Christ, it is not a work we can do. Election obtains the promise to believe and that belief from God is counted for righteousness. The belief is God’s work that is righteous. “But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace, To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:”

    We are no different from any other human on earth in the flesh. But we have been chosen by God before the foundation of the world to be in the kingdom of God through The Seed. We are an offspring of Christ, an heir to the throne of God with Christ. False doctrine teaches us that our freewill is what gets us eternal life. We either choose life or we choose death. False doctrine teaches that I believe in Christ because of my freewill, to turn from my sin and receive atonement. The truth says I believe because I was chosen by God to believe. It is a work of God that I believe. “Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent.”  It’s not a work of the flesh to believe it is “the work of God, that we believe” in Christ. It is a work of God for us to believe that Christ is in us creating us into sons of God. This is the simplicity of the gospel. So simple that the wisdom of men cannot attain it. “But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.”

    The serpent in me was made to slither through me to cause me to doubt God. The doubt either causes me to lean on Christ or it causes me to separate from God. It either causes me to trust Christ as my savior or trust in my works as savior. It separates the wheat from the tares. It either trusts God that Christ is recreating me or it chases its own fabled free will to believe. Stay in Christ we have life, chase our own servantry and we die. This simplistic parable is played out in the story of Shimei. Shimei cursed David as he fled Jerusalem from Absalom:

    “And when king David came to Bahurim, behold, thence came out a man of the family of the house of Saul, whose name was Shimei, the son of Gera: he came forth, and cursed still as he came.” After David is restored to the throne he pardons Shimei. “Therefore the king said unto Shimei, Thou shalt not die. And the king sware unto him.”  But, upon his death bed king David told Solomon to remember what Shimei had done:

    “Now the days of David drew nigh that he should die; and he charged Solomon his son, saying,….And, behold, thou hast with thee Shimei the son of Gera, a Benjamite of Bahurim, which cursed me with a grievous curse in the day when I went to Mahanaim: but he came down to meet me at Jordan, and I sware to him by the LORD, saying, I will not put thee to death with the sword. Now therefore hold him not guiltless: for thou art a wise man, and knowest what thou oughtest to do unto him; but his hoar head bring thou down to the grave with blood.” 

    So Solomon gives Shimei an order. Build a house in the city and you shall live. If you leave the city you shall die. And that is exactly what he did. He built a home and lived in it for three years until his servants ran away and he went chasing them. The word came to Solomon and he executed Shimei for disobeying his order. “And the king sent and called for Shimei, and said unto him, Build thee an house in Jerusalem, and dwell there, and go not forth thence any whither. For it shall be, that on the day thou goest out, and passest over the brook Kidron, thou shalt know for certain that thou shalt surely die: thy blood shall be upon thine own head. And Shimei said unto the king, The saying is good: as my lord the king hath said, so will thy servant do. And Shimei dwelt in Jerusalem many days. And it came to pass at the end of three years, that two of the servants of Shimei ran away unto Achish son of Maachah king of Gath. And they told Shimei, saying, Behold, thy servants be in Gath. And Shimei arose, and saddled his ass, and went to Gath to Achish to seek his servants: and Shimei went, and brought his servants from Gath. And it was told Solomon that Shimei had gone from Jerusalem to Gath, and was come again. And the king sent and called for Shimei, and said unto him, Did I not make thee to swear by the LORD, and protested unto thee, saying, Know for a certain, on the day thou goest out, and walkest abroad any whither, that thou shalt surely die? and thou saidst unto me, The word that I have heard is good. Why then hast thou not kept the oath of the LORD, and the commandment that I have charged thee with? The king said moreover to Shimei, Thou knowest all the wickedness which thine heart is privy to, that thou didst to David my father: therefore the LORD shall return thy wickedness upon thine own head; And king Solomon shall be blessed, and the throne of David shall be established before the LORD for ever. So the king commanded Benaiah the son of Jehoiada; which went out, and fell upon him, that he died. And the kingdom was established in the hand of Solomon.”

    If we remain in Christ as Savior (represented by staying put in Jerusalem, the “teaching of peace”) we live, if we chase after our own works we die. If we are in Christ we remain in Christ. The parts of us that are not in Christ chase after our own works and die in unbelief. As the kingdom of David was established in the hands of Solomon by the death of Shimei, so the kingdom of God is established in the death of our old man. Christ’s kingdom is established by the death of our own Shimei (our own wisdom) and we are blessed as Solomon. Stand in the simple truth that the election has obtained us and Christ is The Seed in us, and we live. Go running after your own servantry through works (works based on wisdom of the flesh) you die, yet the Kingdom of God is established. The world in me is chasing their servants, their works and wisdom all will die and the Kingdom of Christ will be established. Our citizenship in the kingdom of God is based on God’s election and He sent His Son to establish our citizenship by His own death for our cursing. The debt was paid in full, all we are told to do is stand in the New Jerusalem and never leave it. Staying in the church, staying in communication with Christ strengthens the new man and produces peace. Leaving New Jerusalem and mixing with the doctrines of the world produces death. Either way the kingdom is being established. If you believe you are a son of God, you believe because you were predestined to believe. The alternative is to turn to your own vomit and die in your fabled free will. Because both of these events must happen, they both are part of the process that establishes what and who you are becoming in the kingdom of God. All the Elect start off as Shimei, in the flesh, with a paid debt for our cursing, as David pardoned Shimei. But our fleshly wisdom chases after our works and those parts of us have to die. “Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ has made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.” When we stay in the wisdom of Christ, which is knowing our Election is based solely on God’s choice, not our works, represented by staying in Jerusalem in the story above, then we are standing in liberty and our debt remains paid. The story of Shimei helps us understand the following verse: “For if we sin willfully after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remains no more sacrifice for sins but a certain looking for of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries.” If we chase after our works, after anything that comes from ourselves or believe we have anything that comes from ourselves, after we have received this understanding, then we sin willfully, and that part of us will be judged and destroyed.

    “Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace. And if by grace, then is it no more of works: otherwise grace is no more grace. But if it be of works, then is it no more grace: otherwise work is no more work. What then? Israel hath not obtained that which he seeketh for; but the election hath obtained it, and the rest were blinded (According as it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that they should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day.”

    I was blinded by my own experience, my own works, in building the cow trough and it did not turn out as I had planned. Trust in Christ as The Creator of everything I am and all goes wel. Trust in Christ as The Great Carpenter and it is built correctly. The name “Shimei” means “renowned”. The people who came out of the mixing between the sons of God (Seth’s lineage-new man) and the daughters of men (Cain’s lineage-old man) were said also to be renown. The word “renown” is H8034 and means the following; “an appellation, as a mark or memorial of individuality; by implication honor, authority, character: –  + base, [in-] fame [-ous], name (-d), renown, report”

    Shimei in us is our thoughts of worth, our own “mark of individuality.” Solomon orders “Benaiah” to kill Shimei. “Benaiah” means H1141; “Jehovah has built.” What “Jehovah has built”, which is Christ in us, will destroy the “mark of our own individuality.” “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain.”

    If my thoughts of citizenship in the kingdom of God are based on the mark of my own individuality then that part of me is dead and in the place of the unknown. If I live and move and have my being because of Christ in me, then I am living in the New Jerusalem and not needing to chase servants. If I chase my own individuality then that part is a dead man, walking around with the mark of Cain, the mark of individuality. And if anyone tries to kill my individuality then I will take vengeance seven fold on them. I will fight for my rights as God has put in all flesh, which does not enter the kingdom of God. As beasts, by nature, we will fight for our rights to the death. It’s called pride. “And the LORD said unto him, Therefore whosoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the LORD set a mark upon Cain, lest any finding him should kill him.” If I fight for my rights as a free will being then that part of me is dead and in the place of the unknown. If I am a child of God because The Seed is in me, then I have no pride of being renown, and give ALL GLORY TO CHRIST FOR WHO AND WHAT I AM. Christ has translated me from the kingdom of the sons of men (Cain-old man) to the kingdom of the sons of God (Christ-new man) where we don’t mix with the cursed individuality of my old man. We long to just rest in New Jerusalem, city of peace, but there are still Shimei thoughts in us that chase after our own servants. Shimei never rests in New Jerusalem because the flesh loves its individuality more than its King Who Is Christ. The flesh would rather hold on to its illusion of free will individuality unto its last breath than to submit to Christ as its Creator and sole reason to be in the kingdom of God. Die to self/Shimei and live in the city of peace/Jerusalem.

    So, now we must ask “what classifies a thought as individualistic?” Any thought that pits its will against the will of God is individualistic. I’ll give a seemingly small example, yet very real in the individualistic thoughts of our flesh. We, my wife and I, went through great lengths to grow Fescue grass on our property. The ground all around our home was nothing but dirt and mud when it rained. There was no grass, of any kind, in the area around our home due to the ground being upended in the removing of trees and tractor work. It was muddy during the rains and dusty during the dry times. So we took our tractor and tilled the ground up and seeded it with fescue grass. It didn’t do much. We kept sowing seed, watering, sowing seed, watering, fertilizing, spreading straw to protect the seed and so on, yet not much praying or asking God to reveal His will. Well, three years later we had a beautiful lawn around most of the house. Then this year we noticed that the color of the grass had changed and at closer inspection we found that most of the fescue grass was gone. Where there was fescue grass there was now mostly stilt grass. Stilt grass is considered by man’s wisdom to be an invasive weed grass that is basically good for nothing and does not make for a “pretty” lawn. Much of our property has this stilt grass because it was filled with groves of trees and not much else will grow in woodlands or under dense canopies of trees. Another disturbing to our flesh bit of man’s wisdom is that grazing animals won’t eat it. It didn’t occur to us to care much about it when we first bought the property. We didn’t mind the stilt grass at all. At least it was green we had said. But in the acres closer to the house we wanted fescue grass. Anyway, when we first discovered the “invasion” of stilt grass into our highly prized areas that had been sown with fescue, it was sorely disappointing to us. We both knew that this aggravated disappointment was not how we were to receive this, and that we were leaving “Jerusalem” the city of peace, in which we know we are to remain. We remain in Jersalem by submitting ourselves to the authority of Christ in all things because He Authors all things. The new man in us knew it was Christ who first caused the fescue to grow and it was also Christ who was causing the stilt grass to take it over. HOWEVER, because Shimei, our old man, is still with us, we went running after our works which left us feeling cheated by all the work we claimed as our own to grow the fescue, along with anxiousness over the possibility that fescue may never be able to take root anywhere on this property and it will remain a haven for stilt grass – a grass that grazers won’t eat! The Lord has given us two cows so it was a little mystifying to us that He would deny the growth of a suitable grazing grass. And lastly, our pride was hit because we wanted the “look” of a fescue lawn. Like Shimei we were able to intellectually agree with Christ’s ruling and “stay in Jerusalem,” knowing that He is the Author of all things but ultimately the temptation was too great for Shimei, our old man, who simply cannot help but run after his servants, his fleshly works that he so desires to claim as his own. If we weren’t still claiming our own works, taking credit for all the hard work of sowing seed and then reaping the satisfaction of seeing it grow, like we were the creators of it, then when God thwarted our fleshly desires, we would have been able to take it in stride with perfect peace. Instead it disrupted our peace, caused frustration and disappointment and even a little anxiety that we wouldn’t have the “right” grass to feed our cows. All of this comes from taking in and mingling with man’s wisdom, claiming our own works, and taking our eyes off of Christ. This situation may sound silly to many people but it shows the level of detail God uses to reveal what is in us and to make His desired changes within us. God isn’t just in the “big” events of life. He IS life. When God thwarts our fleshly desires, big or small, the truth is always revealed about what is going on within us. We can speak great swelling words of righteousness but when tested, the truth of whether they are truly words of God’s righteousness or self righteousness will always be revealed. This is why God creates these scenarious, for our edification and for ultimately destroying a little more of Shimei with each situation, thus establishing more and more of the kingdom of God. These situations destroy our peace and bring frustration, disappointment, fears, even bitterness sometimes. The Lord has killed off a little more of our Shimei with this situation and restored our peace about whatever it is He desires to grow on His property. He is all wisdom and knows all things. We know nothing. He is a loving and benevolent Provider, Father and Husband. What more do we need to know? This is rest. This is remaining in Jerusalem.

    The truth is whatever Christ desires is what we should desire. We should not have an individualistic desire separate from Him. Christ said that His Father and He were one. He said that the words that came out of His mouth were not His words but His Fathers. And He said He always did what the Father desired. Christ has no desires of His own outside of His Father and so too with us. If we have been united to Christ and His Father as one, then what they desire, we desire, or should desire. What They want for our life, is what we want. This truth is shown in the parable of marriage. What God has brought together let not man (the individualistic thoughts of the man or the woman) put asunder. “And they twain shall be one flesh: so then they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.”

    My thoughts should never divide my wife and I. They do at times, but Christ is teaching us to be of the same mind. This marriage example is the parable of the union between Christ and the church, His Bride, New Jerusalem. So, when we read the parabolic language of scripture regarding marriage between a man and a woman, it is speaking of Christ and His union to the church. The man and woman are parables of Christ and the church. Look at the following scriptures:

    “Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body. 

    Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thingHusbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself. For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the Lord the church: For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh. This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church. Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.”

    Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as it is fit in the Lord. Husbands, love your wives, and be not bitter against them.”

    I quote these scriptures to show the truth of being united to Christ and for the purpose of expelling false doctrine. Christ is teaching us to submit to His desires in EVERYTHING. As He told the wife to do to the husband. And He tells us that He loves us as His own body and will not become bitter against us, as He told the husband not to do against his wife. It is easy to become bitter when we are walking in the flesh. When we are in the flesh the husband is not loving the wife as himself but is becoming bitter. He is not seeing her as the church. The wife is not honoring her husband as her head, as Christ, and is being disrespectful to her husband. These parables unlock the door for us to see our relationship with Christ. What and how I treat my wife is how I am treating my relationship to Christ. If I am talking down to her then I am talking down to Christ’s church. If she is being disrepectful to me then she is being disrespectful to Christ. How I treat her is revealing how I am treating Christ. This is the way we are to see individualism. Ever bit of scripture is to be seen inwardly and not outwardly. The parable of the man and the woman is also a parable of my relationship to Christ, inwardly. Another good example of individualistic thinking inwardly is the story of King Ahasuerus and Esther. The King is first married to Queen Vashti. He has a big banquet and requests that Vashti present herself to the people to show her beauty. But, she thinking of herself as an individual with rights, refuses:

    “On the seventh day, when the heart of the king was merry with wine, he commanded Mehuman, Biztha, Harbona, Bigtha, and Abagtha, Zethar, and Carcas, the seven chamberlains that served in the presence of Ahasuerus the king, To bring Vashti the queen before the king with the crown royal, to shew the people and the princes her beauty: for she was fair to look on. But the queen Vashti refused to come at the king’s commandment by his chamberlains: therefore was the king very wroth, and his anger burned in him.”

    Vashti’s beauty is outward. Without inward beauty we cannot please Christ, our husband. He creates us to have the inward beauty of a chaste heart.

    “Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price. For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being in subjection unto their own husbands:”

    Inward beauty is what we are called to present to Christ when we are called upon to be humble, peaceful, kind and merciful to others. My old man does not want to be one with Christ but desires his own individualism before Christ. This is Vashti and she is replaced by Esther. Our old church called Babylon is prideful and arrogant, like Vashti. It thinks it sits on its own beast and all seven days, seven heads, are dedicated to her. Esther represents the New Jerusalem, the new Queen. She is humble, quiet, respectful, and submits to her husband in everything. Again, this parable of a husband and wife is speaking of Christ and the church. “This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church.”

    There is no individualism in the kingdom of God. Everyone and everything is created by Christ and for Christ. This is our lives as Elect. Everything in them are created by Christ and for Christ for our good. He doesn’t let us run amuck, but purges us and prunes us to bear fruit. He slowly subdues the Canaanites living in our land that are individualistic. The name “Canaan” means “humiliated” H3667 and comes from H3665 which means “properly to bend the knee; hence to humiliate, vanquish: – bring down (low), into subjection, under, humble (self), subdue.” Christ is teaching us to subdue the individualistic thoughts in us as natural brute beasts and rule them. Submit to Christ in EVERYTHING as scripture says to do and we obtain it all. Fight for your rights as a man or woman as an individual and you get nothing. Become one with Christ you get it all.

    “Thine, O LORD, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom, O LORD, and thou art exalted as head above all. Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all. Now therefore, our God, we thank thee, and praise thy glorious name. But who am I, and what is my people, that we should be able to offer so willingly after this sort? for all things come of thee, and of thine own have we given thee. For we are strangers before thee, and sojourners, as were all our fathers: our days on the earth are as a shadow, and there is none abiding. O LORD our God, all this store that we have prepared to build thee an house for thine holy name cometh of thine hand, and is all thine own. I know also, my God, that thou triest the heart, and hast pleasure in uprightness. As for me, in the uprightness of mine heart I have willingly offered all these things: and now have I seen with joy thy people, which are present here, to offer willingly unto thee. O LORD God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, our fathers, keep this for ever in the imagination of the thoughts of the heart of thy people, and prepare their heart unto thee

  • Christ is The Resurrection. The resurrection is not an act in the future, but it is Christ. He is the resurrection, which means as we learn of Christ we are being resurrected. The resurrection is not a one time future event but a daily, hourly, minute by minute rising from the carnal mind under the firmament, to a descending from the firmament above, which means in less parabolic terms, our thoughts are descending from the spiritual realm into the natural realm and then ascending back up above the natural from what the spiritual teaches us. This is the process of resurrection.

    “And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it. “

    “But unto every one of us is given grace according to the measure of the gift of Christ. Wherefore he saith, When he ascended up on high, he led captivity captive, and gave gifts unto men. (Now that he ascended, what is it but that he also descended first into the lower parts of the earth? He that descended is the same also that ascended up far above all heavens, that he might fill all things.) And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers; For the perfecting of the saints, for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the body of ChristTILL we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ: That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him (RESURRECT) in all things, which is the head, even Christ: From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love.”

    The carnal mind thinks in carnal thoughts that do not rise above their own heads. The Spiritual mind rises into the heavens, above what the natural mind can comprehend. Terrestrial vs Celestial.

    There are also celestial bodies, and bodies terrestrial: but the glory of the celestial is one, and the glory of the terrestrial is another. There is one glory of the sun, and another glory of the moon, and another glory of the stars: for one star differeth from another star in glory. So also is the resurrection of the dead. It is sown in corruption; it is raised in incorruption: It is sown in dishonour; it is raised in glory: it is sown in weakness; it is raised in power: It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body. And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit. Howbeit that was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual. The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from heaven. As is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also that are heavenly. And as we have borne the image of the earthy, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly.”

    Our resurrection is not a one time act in the future but a daily recreation ascending above the terrestrial into the celestial. This is why Christ said to Martha when she thought it was a future, literal resurrection:

    “Jesus saith unto her, Thy brother shall rise again. Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day. Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this? She saith unto him, Yea, Lord: I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.”

    Our natural creation was created subject to vanity for the purpose of resurrecting above the corruption of vanity into the realm of the celestial where everything has purpose. Everything is subject to vanity yet even the vanity has a purpose. Last night my flesh wanted to sleep because the vain thought I had was I wanted to be rested naturally so I could get some things done that my vain thoughts had been subject to. But I did not get very much sleep yet woke up not feeling as tired as my carnal mind says I should have been. Christ is my rest not my sleep. I just resurrected above my terrestrial carnal mind into the celestial mind, spiritual. Natural flesh is subject to natural law but the spiritual mind of Christ rises above natural law. When we resurrect above natural law, and see Christ as the source of everything, even the natural benefits from it.

    “For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope, Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God.” 

    As an Elect, we are being resurrected every day, every minute by the spirit of God. Our carnal mind is being delivered from the vanity of the terrestrial into the celestial, which means we are learning not to be carried away by every thought (wind of doctrine) that passes through our heavens. We are learning to judge every thought based on its usefulness for the body of Christ. (Bring every thought into the subjection of Christ.) How will it be useful for the growth of the church? It begins to think for the body and not for its own individualistic nature. It is based on the love of the body of Christ and for the body of Christ. It stops thinking individualistic, terrestrial, and thinks universal, celestial. I am not speaking about what’s best for mankind in the natural literal world, but specifically for the church of God. It first starts inside myself, my own world, and then goes outward to the church as a whole. Again, I am not speaking of a denomination, or a sect or for all of mankind, but for the Elect of God who are hidden throughout the literal, natural world.

    “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life. Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live. For as the Father hath life in himself; so hath he given to the Son to have life in himself; And hath given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the Son of man. Marvel not at this: for the hour is coming, in the which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice,And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.

    If you are an Elect then your deadness is hearing and rising from the grave of your vanity. A vain life is one based solely on your fleshly wants and desires. A terrestrial earth that is BOUND by things that your flesh desires. When you begin to hear the voice of Christ then at the same time you are being judged. Judged in the sense that you are given to judge the reason you do the things you do. Some things have life and some things are judged unto condemnation. Love is always resurrected into life and hatred is always condemned. To love Christ and the church above your own wants, needs, and your own time is to be given life and partake of the celestial, the eternal, which means we are given to resurrect above the grave of the flesh and its natural laws. What oncw meant so much to us becomes vain and corrupt.

    “Thy dead men shall live, together with my dead body shall they arise. Awake and sing, ye that dwell in dust: for thy dew is as the dew of herbs, and the earth shall cast out the dead.”

    The natural laws of the flesh that we have been bound to are vanity. They do not rise or resurrect above into the celestial heavens above the firmament.

    “And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so. And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day. And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear: and it was so.” 

    When we are still bound by carnal thinking then our thoughts are based on the terrestrial, the flesh, the waters, the doctrines, under the firmament, which are subject to vanity. All waters under the firmament are used on the flesh and from those waters more terrestrial appears, more of you, dry land appears. But if you are being resurrected then you are seeing great lights in your heavens and now they are controlling your earth, your earth is no longer controlling your heavens.

    “And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years: And let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth: and it was so. And God made two great lights; the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night: he made the stars also. And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth, And to rule over the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness: and God saw that it was good.”

    The great Light is Christ and the other is The Church. The stars are the prophets and Apostles and anyone who carries the truth to others to give them light in darkness. These great lights expose the vanity of our earth and our earth is controlled by them. The natural laws of the earth are then controlled by the greater lights, greater truths and we die to self and rise from the dead vanity of our fleshly lives. We then are driven to seek out those who are of the same heavenly mind as us. We desire to dwell in the heavens together as ONE body and not as separate stars existing in our own universe.

    “For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it? Now ye are full, now ye are rich, ye have reigned as kings without us: and I would to God ye did reign, that we also might reign with you.”

    “Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up. Again, if two lie together, then they have heat: but how can one be warm alone? And if one prevail against him, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken. ” 

    The earth is reseeding itself over and over again as God designed it to do. Year after year the earth has continued to reseed itself in the vanity of the flesh and for the flesh.

    “And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth: and it was so.”

    It is unnatural to not be self centered and always put self above others, to self seed. The vanity of the world has seemingly gotten wiser in itself. It has sown tremendous amounts of seed in itself. The internet is a good example of this. Ask it any question and it queues up a response gathered from itself – all the worldly ideas of man compiled together, aptly called A.I., or Artificial Intelligence. It is artificial because it is not based on God as its Author and the source of ALL. This little truth is the greatest enemy of Christ and His body. This little truth is played out in the Israelites getting defeated by the little place called Ai in Joshua 7. They thought this little place was too small to pray to God about and in the end they were defeated by such a small thought. Even the smallest thought, if it doesn’t begin and end with Christ as The Creator is artificial intelligence and will defeat you every time. Little thoughts are tested/judged a thousand times a day in every detail of life. We have been flooded with artificial intelligence since birth but like Noah and the ark, Christ has brought our ark to rest on a mountaintop and the process must begin of reseeding the earth, but with the ONE seed from above, Who is Christ, Who is all things. The earth reseeding itself is a parable of how we naturally, as an “earthy” being, have been about self and only self. But the Elect are being taught to seed each other, not their own earth.

    The Church is one body made up of hands, feet, arms and legs, etc. and we all, if Elect, should be desiring to seek the needs of the other parts of this body. When one part of the body suffers or is weak, the whole body suffers. Natural law of the flesh says I have my own seed to plant and you have yours. But the truth says, if we are Elect, then we all have the same ONE seed, Christ, and are to be spreading that seed for the benefit of the NEW EARTH, called the church, which is made up of other believers. What grows from that one seed feeds us all. We need you and you need us because as the body we are to grow together into the Bride of Christ. We are all in the process of resurrecting from a dead body of unbelievers. The new heaven and earth is first within us and then it translates to other believers. As more Elect are gathered together the new heaven and new earth grow. The celestial overtakes the terrestrial.

    “Another parable spake he unto them; The kingdom of heaven is like unto leaven, which a woman took, and hid in three measures of meal, till the whole was leavened.”

    The Celestial taking over the terrestrial is the Elect becoming one mind. This is why we are told to come out of the world because the world is terrestrial and any seed passed on by them is only for the flesh, its temporal and terrestrial. This is why the Elect come together and spend time together because as a united body they know they are not an individual earth anymore. God has used animals, the natural, to explain the spiritual. Most animals pack together with their own kind. Most humans have the same natural tendency to pack together with those of their same mind. This parable in the natural is to be seen and taken seriously in the spiritual realm. We are the last of the Elect that are being gathered in the eleventh hour. We are being resurrected from this world for the glory of Christ. But to be resurrected we must die to the literal world. We must be separate from the world to be resurrected from it. To separate from the world is to resurrect from it. This must first happen from your world within and it will translate to the world out there. This is what Christ said.

    “If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple.”

    It is a high calling to be called and chosen to be in the kingdom of God. We should never take it lightly or with a flippant attitude. If we do then we shall suffer the consequences if we are an Elect. We should take great thought into what we are setting out to do.

    “For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it? Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him, Saying, This man began to build, and was not able to finish. Or what king, going to make war against another king, sitteth not down first, and consulteth whether he be able with ten thousand to meet him that cometh against him with twenty thousand? Or else, while the other is yet a great way off, he sendeth an ambassage, and desireth conditions of peace. So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. “

    To begin our resurrecting process we must deny ourselves. This is hating our own life. We must deny what we think we know, who we think we are, what power we think we possess and give everything to Christ as The Author and Finisher of all that we are. All we have is because of Him and solely because of Him. We do not possess a free will independent from Him and we are not little gods separate from Him. If you have read the “about” page you know that these writings are not meant for proselytizing anyone but for the purpose of gathering other Elect from the four corners of the world together into one mind. If we are being resurrected then we are leaving our world behind and looking for the new heaven and new earth. Just like in the world when you desire to speak to your natural family and desire to be with them so in the body of Christ we should have an even stronger desire to be with our spiritual family. The natural is merely a shadow of the truth of the spiritual. If we have the desire to be one with Christ then any oneness we have with the world is dying and we are resurrecting from it.

    “Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour.”

    These words of Christ are seen by the Elect as the last trumpet calling them out of their Babylonian lives and resurrecting into a new heaven and new earth where Christ reigns supreme over all. Give it all up now and you get more in the life to come and now in this life. But the death of the old man must come first. From death comes life. The man of sin must be seen first before he is destroyed and we rise from the earth he was made from. It is a troubling thought to my flesh to let its desires fall to the ground and die for someone else but that is exactly what must happen. To serve Christ, our old man must die and that troubles him. The following words are just as much to us as they were to Christ literally.

    “Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father, save me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour. Father, glorify thy name. Then came there a voice from heaven, saying, I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again. The people therefore, that stood by, and heard it, said that it thundered: others said, An angel spake to him. Jesus answered and said, This voice came not because of me, but for your sakes. Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out. And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me. This he said, signifying what death he should die.”

    It is glorifing to God for us to die to the flesh and live unto Him and when we do He will glorify us even more.

    “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. This spake he, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when he had spoken this, he saith unto him, Follow me.” 

    This is not speaking of Peter’s literal physical death but “signified” his death to self, to no longer be “self-willed.” As an Elect, the seed of Christ is in you, which means He will pick you up and carry you where your flesh would not. He will cause you to give up more than could even imagine. But all that is lost is also replaced with greater riches than you could imagine. God is faithful and the more He causes us to sacrifice now the more He promises we’ll get later as we resurrect.

    “Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed

    thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel’s, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. “

    It’s easy to sit on the couch and read these words. It’s easy to agree with something and then walk away thinking you’re already doing all you need to do. But what isn’t easy is to deny your flesh and become one with others. It’s hard for the flesh to not forsake the assembling of ourselves together and fight the inward battle of persecutions that come with resurrecting daily. The word “assembling” in Hebrews 10:25 is translated “gathering” in 2 Thessalonians 2:1, where it says,

    “Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him”

    “Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.”

    We are being gathered in the resurrection now if we are Elect. We are ascending if we have first descended into the lower parts of our earth. As Jacob saw Angels descending and ascending in his vision so we too should be seeing what we are in the terrestrial and then ascend above it in the celestial.

    “And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it. “

    This is mortal taking on immortality. This IS-RAEL, the Israel of God. When we begin to resurrect we leave the artificial intelligence and what we become IS REAL. What we are IS REAL and what we are taught by artificial intelligence is not real. As the graves were opened after Christ’s literal resurrection and people walked into the city so we too are being resurrected and walking into the new Jerusalem, appearing before many (all the many within us who do not yet believe), denying the artificial intelligence we have learned from the man of sin within us, taking up our cross and following Christ.

    “And, behold, the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent; And the graves were opened; and many bodies of the saints which slept arose, And came out of the graves after his resurrection, and went into the holy city, and appeared unto many.”

    Abram left Ur of the Chaldees. Chaldees (H3778) means “astrologer, clod breaker and wise”. Leave what U R (you-are) breaking up hard ground where you’ve been planting your seeds of artificial intelligence and enter The I AM and what you will become IS REAL (Israel). Become immortal by leaving the mortal thoughts of your wisdom separate and independent from God. Everyday should be a teaching of what is real and what is artificial. An ox is not an ox. A dog is not a dog. A tree is not a tree. A mountain is not a mountain. Leaven is not leaven. Everything we see in the natural is a parable of the spiritual.

    “And when his disciples were come to the other side, they had forgotten to take bread. Then Jesus said unto them, Take heed and beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees. And they reasoned among themselves, saying, It is because we have taken no bread. Which when Jesus perceived, he said unto them, O ye of little faith, why reason ye among yourselves, because ye have brought no bread? Do ye not yet understand, neither remember the five loaves of the five thousand, and how many baskets ye took up? Neither the seven loaves of the four thousand, and how many baskets ye took up? How is it that ye do not understand that I spake it not to you concerning bread, that ye should beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees? Then understood they how that he bade them not beware of the leaven of bread, but of the doctrine of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees.”

    “And he looked up, and said, I see men as trees, walking. After that he put his hands again upon his eyes, and made him look up: and he was restored, and saw every man clearly.”

    What we see with our natural eyes tells us about the spiritual. What we feel in the natural tells us about the spiritual. The other day I had a headache. When I told my wife she asked me what I had been thinking. I told her my thoughts and we prayed and the headache left me. The headache was a symptom of a spiritual head ache, thoughts that were centered on flesh. Yesterday I had heartburn, again we prayed and the heartburn left me. I had been thinking about the things that I was putting in this study. These are examples of the celestial ruling the terrestrial.

    “And they said one to another, Did not our heart burn within us, while he talked with us by the way, and while he opened to us the scriptures?”

    Everything has God as The Author and the Finisher, not what I eat or because of some other natural occurrence. Mixing with the world (within and the world out there) causes us literal sickness and when confessed the natural is overcome by the spiritual. This is resurrecting from the grave of our dead lives in which we have existed. Christ said “I Am The Resurrection.” To be in Christ is to begin our resurrection from this world within that causes separation from truth. Focus on the natural reap the natural consequences. Focus on the spiritual reap eternal life. Fit into the world and we shall reap from the world. Fashion yourself after the world and you shall die with it. If you stop and examine your thoughts, you will be surprised by what has caused you to be sick or in pain. If you are an Elect then God will open your understanding and the natural mortal will be swallowed up by the spiritual. The sting of the dead thoughts based on natural laws will fade away into the spiritual. God is All things. Not some things but All things. Everything exists because of Christ and Christ alone. I was naturally a drunk for years until The Lord showed me I was drunk on the false doctrine of Babylon. He then removed the false doctrines and the natural fell away also. Once He moved me to stop craving Babylonian drink, He removed the literal desire for alcohol. Babylonian drink is self love. Self love in any thought brings a consequence. Put Christ and His body of believers first, love them above yourself and the sting of death based on the law of self love will fall away. You will be healthier and happier. When we stop mixing with the world within us of self love, self preservation, and self glorification and we will begin to resurrect. Our prayer for ourselves and each other should be to ask God to free us from our world within and to put Him above all things and love Him above ourselves and all things. As God frees us from listening to vain words from the world, family, friends, co-workers, etc., and from our very own thoughts we will begin to experience eternal life. Don’t take pride in what the world takes pride in. Forsake the Babylonian holidays. Forsake worshipping the day your flesh was created called birthdays. Forsake keeping days, months, times and years and see how fast your so-called loved ones and friends will turn on you. When we walk away from the world we can experience what Enoch experienced, “for he was not.” See God as All and we won’t be.

    “And Enoch walked with God: and he was not; for God took him.”

    “By faith Enoch was translated that he should not see death; and was not found, because God had translated him: for before his translation he had this testimony, that he pleased God.”

    We fight daily against the worldly doctrines in us concerning health, tomorrow, money, planning, and whatever worldly doctine that puts its artificial intelligence before The One and Only. It is a daily, hourly, minute by minute struggle against years of believing a lie. We are not floating around on clouds with nice comfortable concepts about life but are daily battling our flesh. Minute by minute we are confessing ignorance of truth and fighting against the flesh who just wants to relax with the world and turn off the constant war. It is the parable of the constant wars Israel fought against the Canaanites. But we should not be alarmed by these wars because Christ said they would come.

    “Take heed that no man deceive you. For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many. And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places. All these are the beginning of sorrows. Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake. “

    The nation of the carnal mind against the nation of Truth are the wars, rumours of wars, and nation against nation Christ spoke about. All of it is inside of us, not outward in a literal world war III as I used to believe, where a literal man of sin would set up camp in literal Israel and Christ would ride in on a literal white horse battling against some evil man. My natural understanding read like a comic book. God’s wisdom is foolishness to the natural man. However, the SPIRITUAL war inside of the Elect is real, more real than even any natural event because it has eternal consequences.

    If you’re reading this and you think it’s just a nice study and it makes you feel good but doesn’t give you the desire to separate from the world and interact with the Body then you may as well turn on the t.v., surf the internet and slide back into the grave. You may as well put on fancy clothes, go to the nicest resturants and mix with the “in crowd” and enjoy what you have now, because it is all you’ll have. All who have faith without works, as James says, have their place with the rest of the world in the place of the dead, the place of the unknown to God, called Hades. You cannot be lukewarm, God will spew you out of His mouth. Live like the world or live like a king destined for eternity with Christ. As David, the Psalmist said, the dead know nothing. There will be no tomorrow for the dead. God is the God of the living, living because we are living in Him. We all have fleshly families in the world and I am not saying we should hate them. However, the Truth that is in us should hate the lies that reside in them. What concord has the truth with lies? None. The lies are what we are turning from. Christ won’t honor a self-righteous stand against family. What I am saying is that if we live our lives unto God then what we know as friends and family will separate from us. But what we lose in the flesh God will give us in spiritual family. The body of Christ will override the flesh and we can as the family of God resurrect more and more until we have walked away from this world and entered eternity with our Creator. Put The Body of Christ first, love the brotherhood above all and know what true love is, was and will be. Interact with the body and you will grow with the body.

    No one goes to war by themselves to fight against an enemy that has existed for thousands of years. If you are warring as we are warring then you should know that we need each other to fight our enemy. You have something we need to help us fight and we have something you need to fight. If you are in the battle as we are then feel free to reach out to us at “being1inchrist@gmail.com” and we as a growing body can fight this war together and enter eternity. Every part of the body needs the other body parts and no body part is an individual. The hand is not the head, the eye is not the hand and no part is the whole. We all need each other to fight as a whole united body. Christ is The Head and He will use us as He needs us and as He created us to be in His body.

    “For the body is not one member, but many. If the foot shall say, Because I am not the hand, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body? And if the ear shall say, Because I am not the eye, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body? If the whole body were an eye, where were the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where were the smelling? But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him. And if they were all one member, where were the body? But now are they many members, yet but one body. And the eye cannot say unto the hand, I have no need of thee: nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.”

  • A few weeks ago we went looking for a Jersey calf to buy so we could raise it up to be part of our little farm. We have been in the process over the past few years of clearing land, cutting down trees, grinding stumps, bush hogging, tilling and then planting good seed. It has been hard, back breaking work. The land was basically a wilderness with a mix of forest, overgrown groves and swamp when we bought it a few years ago. It was full of trees, good trees like hickory, white oak, red oak, poplar and wild dog woods. But it also had a lot of wild stuff growing that had to be removed. The property used to be a farm where people raised cattle and somewhere along the line it was forsaken and then another owner took possession and planted row after row of trees on what used to be pasture land, as part of some government program where they paid him a little money to do it. The groves were never tended and the whole property grew up into a wilderness. Because the trees were never thinned out, many died and the ones that didn’t grew very tall and thin. We bought this property knowing it would be a challenge but believing God was moving us to do it. So, that’s what we’ve done and in just three years it has developed into the most beautiful place I’ve ever seen. There are spring fed ponds with fish, creeks running through it and along its boundary and within that boundary is an oasis. What has taken place is a change that we never imagined. We knew it was going to be good but we never knew it was going to be amazing. We look back and wonder how the Lord accomplished all He has through us? Hundreds of trees we’ve cut down, acre after acre of trees, just the two of us with chainsaws. Then we sawed and bucked them into piles and burned them – pile after pile. Then every stump had to be ground down. Where there was once nothing but thorns, briers, weeds, suckers, and closely packed in rows of trees is now acres of beautiful grass. This change happened as a parable of what is taking place in us. What we were when we bought this place is not what we are today. A new man has been born and is growing stronger and overtaking the old man who was filled with a wasteland of overgrown groves.

    Deu 12:3  And ye shall overthrow their altars, and break their pillars, and burn their groves with fire; and ye shall hew down the graven images of their gods, and destroy the names of them out of that place. 

    All through this process, the Lord had been putting on our hearts to get grazing animals. We would talk it over and feel optimistic but then our “laws” about the work involved, which was really just our unbelief in God, would overtake us and the excitement would ebb away and we’d chock up the conversations to mere nighttime entertainment. Then one day we stopped at a farm to buy some peaches. The woman selling the peaches was sitting on her porch. It was a picture of peace and tranquility. We noticed that in a field next to the house was a horse quietly grazing. The Lord prompted me to ask the woman about her horse and what all it took to care for him. Her answer surprised us in its simplicity. She said all she did was put a bale of hay out for him and he just grazes and feeds on the hay. He really didn’t even require shelter she said. With that short conversation, the Lord obliterated our fears and made us realize our level of bondage. This woman was quite unfettered with laws about the do’s and don’ts of “proper” horse ownership. This small interaction was what the Lord used to get us off our proverbial fence of fear and unbelief resulting from our laws, and the Lord renewed our excitement and enthusiasm, in other words our faith, and thus we started our hunt for an animal who could enjoy the acres of property that He had had us clear.

    Our first thoughts were a little unclear about what to get…sheep perhaps, or maybe a small donkey or perhaps a small pony? We started the search on the internet, looking at different possibilities based on what people had for sale in our area. Then we came across a picture of a 2 month old Jersey calf and she was the cutest thing we’d ever seen. All uncertainty was gone. This was definitely what we wanted. The owner of the calf said they couldn’t speak on the phone so we had to text back and forth. They wouldn’t answer the texts right back and it took hours just to get them to answer each time. Finally after a few days, they texted that they wanted a deposit for her before we came to get her. That set off alarm bells of a scam but after talking it out back and forth we remembered the scriptures that said, “…resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also” And “Why do you not rather take wrong? do you not rather suffer yourselves to be defrauded?” So, though we suspected a scam, we wanted to trust God and sacrifice our carnal reasoning and belief in our own wisdom that we might be taken advantage of, and went ahead and attempted to send the deposit through the internet. It failed. We tried again, but it wouldn’t go through. So, we concluded The Lord had said no. God had tried us, moving us to sacrifice our own wisdom and carnal reasoning.

    The next day we decided to go for a drive and see if the Lord would put us in contact with someone who might have a smaller size animal for sale. We live in a rural community so you can’t throw a rock without hitting a farm. After talking to a few people here and there, we were told about a particular dairy farm in the area who might have calves for sale. We found the dairy and drove around it until we found the owner. We explained to him what we were looking for and he said he had a premature heifer calf for sale that no one wanted. It was only 5 days old and IF IT WAS STILL ALIVE we were welcome to buy it. So we drove to a building on the property and there laying in the straw was a VERY small little black animal. It looked as though it was a newborn it was so small. We went into the pen and it looked small and weak but it was walking around, slowly. We paid the man and loaded up the little heifer in the back seat of our vehicle, where we had laid some blankets. We then drove a short distance to a farm store where they sold replacement milk for calves. The people at the store asked if the calf had had any of its mother’s milk and I said I didn’t know. They said we had to feed it colostrum or it wouldn’t survive, which we bought along with the replacement milk.

    Once we got it home and started cleaning it up it began peeing from the wrong end. It was then we realized we had bought a little bull. We didn’t really want a bull but that’s what God had given us. His tail was matted with dried manure and he was horribly skinny. We immediately tried to make him drink this colostrum. But he would have none of it. We concluded that because he didn’t want it he didn’t need it so we moved to the milk but he he didn’t want that either. We couldn’t get him to use the bottle so I got our turkey baster and began putting it in his mouth and he began sucking it down. For a few minutes I was unbelieving that he was going to eat but he did. After getting some milk down him, we gently cleaned him up and then let him rest. That evening we went back outside to check on him and he seemed to be resting well. The next morning I went out and got him up and made him stand on his feet. He was really wobbly but I kept him standing. My carnal belief was that this would make him stronger. Again I tried to feed him but he didn’t seem interested so I went back to the turkey baster and he seemed to drink the milk down pretty good. I kept this up until he had drank about a pint of milk. Then we cleaned him up again and he started pooping and urinated which I thought in my carnal reasoning were good signs. Because I am still learning to just trust God in His love and goodness I need signs to bolster my belief because my old man is faithless and unbelieving. About four hours later we repeated the process and he seemed to eat pretty good and acted a little lively. My hope that he was going to survive perked up. Again, because my old man is faithless in the goodness of God I need signs. This process continued on until the next day when that morning I tried to give him the bottle and to my amazement he began sucking the bottle. I was thrilled and so happy because the sign of him sucking the bottle meant that he was getting stronger. That day he drank almost a half gallon of milk. Then later in the day, in one of our checks on him, he was covered in flies. And at closer inspection we saw that under his tail, on his rear end, he was covered in maggot eggs, which were hatching into maggots. My faith took another blow and I began to doubt his recovery. We took warm rags and cleaned him up again. It was not a pretty sight. We then went and bought a spray for this problem and got rid of the flies. That evening he seemed to be pretty comfortable but still very weak. We would walk him around a little and he would sniff the ground and wag his tail as though he was interested in his surroundings. But he was so weak that each step was a trial. All the time we were doubting his success at living, as though he could be successful at living on his own. We are so riddled with false doctrine and unbelief that we don’t even know it. The Lord puts us through situations and trials to show us we are a people who draw near to him with our lips, but whose heart is far from him. We have been living out one false doctrine after another not even realizing it, all based on signs, experience, and by what we see. We have almost no experience living by faith in a Creator Who loves us and cares for us, though we profess doing so with our mouth. Christ said that “all things are possible to him that believes.” But truthfully we don’t believe. To our core we look for signs and wonders or we rely on our experience not Christ as our Creator.

    Back to the calf, this process went on until the next day when I went out to get him up and he was even weaker. I couldn’t understand it because he seemed to do so good the day before. I got him up and he was like a limp spaggetti noodle. Yet I got him to stand and he started eating off the bottle so my faith started getting stronger because of the sign of him eating. I walked him around a little and then laid him back down.

    A couple of hours later we went back to check on him and he seemed to be resting good and we cleaned him up again. My wife kept wiping him down and keeping him clean. That afternoon we went back out to check on him and he was so weak he could hardly pick his head up. We were both very faithless. I tried to talk as though I believed he was going to be ok but in my heart I was unbelieving. I did not trust God to be the God of the living but that this little animal was going to die because he didn’t get on his mother at birth, or because he was premature, or because I didn’t get the colostrum into him, or because, or because or because. The sin of my unbelief gave these laws their strength. I doubted the power of God. I could speak great swelling words but my heart was far from truth. ” This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me. But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men. ” We cleaned him up again and went to the house praying God would be merciful and let this little calf live. We didn’t really believe God would allow the calf to live because of what we saw with our eyes. We needed proof like Thomas needed proof. “Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

    We have lived a lifetime trusting in what we see and hear in the world. Trusting solely in God is shunned as being childish, stupid, and naive. To trust God fully with my whole heart and not doubt is almost laughable to the world in which we exist. Like Peter walking on the water, we start out with great faith but as soon as the waves mount up, down we go, sinking into the sea of doubts and fears. Everybody is this way, no one is exempt from their Devil who has the power of death, which is to be unbelieving. Unbelief produces fear and then death. Fear and death are the results of unbelief.

    “Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil;  And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.”

    Unbelief in Christ as The Creator and as The sustainer of all life produces a fruit called fear and when that fruit is eaten it will result in death. “In the day you eat thereof you shall surely die.” There is no hope in unbelief. Unbelief produces a life of fear, which leads to trusting in self, in our experience and it will eventually lead to death. There is no hope for the wicked. To be unbelieving is to be wicked. I was unbelieving about little Bubba, the name I had given the calf. That evening, just before dark I went out to check on him. As I walked to the pen, I had to walk through the shop where we kept his milk. The thought passed through my mind, “if you believe God has given him life then make him a bottle of milk to feed him.” But then the next thought of unbelief came right on its heals “let me FIRST see if he’s alive.” I walked to the pen unbelieving and it brought death. Bubba was dead. As I stood over him I felt such sorrow because I knew that I did not believe in Christ fully the way I said I did. I doubted and I feared according to my own carnal experience. The wisdom of my world was foolishness and it brought forth death. I rubbed his shiny black coat and I wished God had given me the faith to believe but I had not yet grown to believe totally in the power of God. The power of my Satanic thought overcame the witnesses in me of God’s love. I unplugged the fan I had hanging over him, walked to the house and delivered the news to my wife. I then started walking to the back field to get the tractor so I could bury him. The tractor was still hooked up to a roll of fencing wire because I was still in the process of fencing off some acres for Bubba to graze in when he got weaned. As I rounded a corner post of the fence, there on the ground, at the corner post lay a snake about 3 feet long. I knew what he was. He was my unbelief. He represented the serpent in me who loved self more than God. He was the serpent in me who taught me to eat from the tree of my knowledge of good and evil. So I picked up a large limb laying on the ground and smashed his head. I said, “I’ll bury you with Bubba you *** ** *****”. I was so angry that I had listened to the unbelieving serpent who exalted its own knowledge over the truth and killed the witness in me of the love of Christ.

    “And when they shall have finished their testimony, the beast that ascendeth out of the bottomless pit shall make war against them, and shall overcome them, and kill them.”

    I picked up the snake and threw him in the tractor bucket and drove to the pen. I picked up Bubba’s limp body and layed him in the bucket also. I then drove to what we call the bottom field and buried Bubba on top of my unbelief. It was a sad evening for us and we both knew the reason why it all took place. This was a tangible lesson of what is still in us. But even though we are faithless the Lord remains faithful and He doesn’t allow trials to bring us down but instead they are for the purpose of making us stronger.

    “I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan. Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life. He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.”

    Christ is the power behind all things. He alone has all power. It is not as though my unbelief was stronger than Him but the two do not meld together. What comes from Christ is faith in His Father and what comes from a carnal mind is faith in its own wisdom, carnal wisdom. Christ does not reward us according to carnal wisdom. But when we are faithless He remains faithful because He cannot deny Himself. The next day after Bubba died Christ refreshed me through His word. He showed me that the covenant that He has made with me is according to the covenant He made with Abraham. Abraham believed God and it, his belief, was counted to him as righteousness. Believing in God as the Author and Finisher of everything in me and in the world is righteousness. Believing that what God has promised me will come to pass is righteousness. The sign of circumcision was given as a witness to the righteousness of faith. What was the covenant given to Abraham? That he would be heir of the world.

    “For the promise, that he should be the heir of the world”

    We have that same promise. We shall be heirs of our world. Whatever has brought us love and joy in God we will possess it, if we are believing. The sign is our being circumcised from the old world that brought us pleasure. Our hearts are circumcised from the love of our old world. When circumcision in the natural takes place it is a painful experience.

    “And unto Hamor and unto Shechem his son hearkened all that went out of the gate of his city; and every male was circumcised, all that went out of the gate of his city. And it came to pass on the third day, when they were sore…”

    And so likewise when the heart is circumcised it is a painful experience. To give it all up now in the flesh, all I love, so I can obtain it all in eternity is a painful experience. Abraham left it all. Paul left it all. And so everyone called out of their world are being called to leave it all. Christ has called us to separate from the the world in us and that will cause a separation from the world out there. Leave it all behind to gain it all in eternity based on the covenant that our seed will possess the promised land. Family that is left behind in this life will be brought into the next life by our faith.

    “Seeing it is one God, which shall justify the circumcision by faith, and uncircumcision through faith. “

    God is justifying the Elect by faith now and those who are uncircumcised in us, our family, will be justified through our faith. They will possess the promised land because of us. We are Christ’s inheritance and they will be ours. They will inherit eternal life because of our circumcision as we have inherited eternal life because of Christ’s circumcision from the world. His death has brought us life and our death to this world will bring them life.

    “For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy.”

    The Seed is Christ in us. The Elect have Christ in them, The Seed to Whom the promise was made. Everyone who believes (not says but BELIEVES) Christ is the sole reason for eternal life have Christ in them. Belief is a gift of God, it cannot be acquired any other way. His life brings life to us. We are the unbelieving wife that is sanctified by The Husband, Christ. The covenant with Abraham was that his seed would possess the promised land and that Abraham would be heir of the world.

    “For the promise, that he should be the heir of the world, was not to Abraham, or to his seed, through the law, but through the righteousness of faith.”

    Then it says that Abraham never got to see the promise come to pass but he still believed it would come to pass.

    “These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth.”

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    If you are in Christ, if The Seed of Christ is in you, then are you Abraham’s seed, and if Abraham’s seed you possess it all. Everything that has been promised to Abraham belongs to you. This world is not what we should want but the world to come. Leaving this world and embracing what the eyes cannot see is what we should be desiring. We are nomads in this world and what we are striving for is to see the new Jerusalem where we are totally free from the sin of unbelief. Not everyone has The Seed in them, only the Elect of God.

    “But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.”

    As I focus on the day I get to meet my Savior and Lord face to face and thank Him for all He has given me, the things of this world are fading. I feel the pull for the world to come is overtaking the pull of this world in me. What was so important to me is fading and looking ahead at the promise is much stronger than it used to be. To walk up and hug my Dad again and to see his smile is worth more than this world can offer. To see Bubba running in the field and kicking up his hooves is to see life with a Savior Who gave it all up for me. The story of Joseph is a good parable of what the covenant is all about. Joseph represents the Elect of God who are beloved of The Father.

    “Now Israel loved Joseph more than all his children, because he was the son of his old age: and he made him a coat of many colours.”

    Joseph dreamed two dreams that showed his reign over all his kin. These dreams are prophesies of what will happen to us. The whole of our world will be belessed because of Christ separating us from this world to preserve life in the world to come.

    “For, behold, we were binding sheaves in the field, and, lo, my sheaf arose, and also stood upright; and, behold, your sheaves stood round about, and made obeisance to my sheaf. And his brethren said to him, Shalt thou indeed reign over us? or shalt thou indeed have dominion over us? And they hated him yet the more for his dreams, and for his words. And he dreamed yet another dream, and told it his brethren, and said, Behold, I have dreamed a dream more; and, behold, the sun and the moon and the eleven stars made obeisance to me. “

    The whole of our world will be blessed because of Christ separating us from this world to preserve life in the world to come.

    “Then Joseph could not refrain himself before all them that stood by him; and he cried, Cause every man to go out from me. And there stood no man with him, while Joseph made himself known unto his brethren. And he wept aloud: and the Egyptians and the house of Pharaoh heard. And Joseph said unto his brethren, I am Joseph; doth my father yet live? And his brethren could not answer him; for they were troubled at his presence. And Joseph said unto his brethren, Come near to me, I pray you. And they came near. And he said, I am Joseph your brother, whom ye sold into Egypt. Now therefore be not grieved, nor angry with yourselves, that ye sold me hither: for God did send me before you to preserve life. For these two years hath the famine been in the land: and yet there are five years, in the which there shall neither be earing nor harvest. And God sent me before you to preserve you a posterity in the earth, and to save your lives by a great deliverance. So now it was not you that sent me hither, but God: and he hath made me a father to Pharaoh, and lord of all his house, and a ruler throughout all the land of Egypt. Haste ye, and go up to my father, and say unto him, Thus saith thy son Joseph, God hath made me lord of all Egypt: come down unto me, tarry not: And thou shalt dwell in the land of Goshen, and thou shalt be near unto me, thou, and thy children, and thy children’s children, and thy flocks, and thy herds, and all that thou hast:”

    The name “Goshen” means “drawing near.” The covenant that God gave Abraham is that his seed would be blessed above all the seed of the earth. If The Seed, Jesus Christ, is in you then you are a son of Abraham. If you are a son of Abraham you partake of the covenant that God gave to Abraham. Your seed will be as the stars of heaven. We know that Christ is The Seed and that it is solely because of Him are we allowed to partake of this covenant. He alone took our sin of unbelief upon Himself to make it possible for us to have life. He has done so to secure the covenant that God made to Abraham. Abraham separated from the world and was a nomad in the world and so was Christ. So it is the same for us. If we are the seed of Abraham then Christ will guide us to forsake this world and love God first above all people, places and things. It is an inward separating at first that will then move us to separate from the outward world. We are in the world but not of the world. Christ is inside you if you are a seed of Abraham and Christ will lead us away from what we were and away from the desires of the flesh. The promise will get stronger and stronger and so will the belief of knowing that one day You will have it all, just like Joseph. He was circumcised away from his world for the purpose of “drawing near” (Goshen) his uncircumcised family. It will require us to forsake what is dearest to us now in this life as Abraham did by his willingness to sacrifice Isaac.

    “And it came to pass after these things, that God did tempt Abraham, and said unto him, Abraham: and he said, Behold, here I am. And he said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and get thee into the land of Moriah; and offer him there for a burnt offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell thee of. And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and saddled his ass, and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac his son, and clave the wood for the burnt offering, and rose up, and went unto the place of which God had told him. Then on the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes, and saw the place afar off. And Abraham said unto his young men, Abide ye here with the ass; and I and the lad will go yonder and worship, and come again to you. And Abraham took the wood of the burnt offering, and laid it upon Isaac his son; and he took the fire in his hand, and a knife; and they went both of them together. And Isaac spake unto Abraham his father, and said, My father: and he said, Here am I, my son. And he said, Behold the fire and the wood: but where is the lamb for a burnt offering? And Abraham said, My son, God will provide himself a lamb for a burnt offering: so they went both of them together. And they came to the place which God had told him of; and Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and laid him on the altar upon the wood. And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son. And the angel of the LORD called unto him out of heaven, and said, Abraham, Abraham: and he said, Here am I. And he said, Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest God, seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from me. And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket by his horns: and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in the stead of his son. And Abraham called the name of that place Jehovahjireh: as it is said to this day, In the mount of the LORD it shall be seen. And the angel of the LORD called unto Abraham out of heaven the second time, And said, By myself have I sworn, saith the LORD, for because thou hast done this thing, and hast not withheld thy son, thine only son: That in blessing I will bless thee, and in multiplying I will multiply thy seed as the stars of the heaven, and as the sand which is upon the sea shore; and thy seed shall possess the gate of his enemies; And in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed my voice. “

    It is not an easy road for the Elect but it is worth every denial of your flesh to know The One and Only God and His Son Jesus Christ. To deny my flesh in every detail of self gratification, self worth and self reliance will gain us everything we ever loved. To deny my “only son” my flesh is to love God above all. Holding on to one ounce of flesh for the attention of the world outwardly or my world within is a blemish that will cost us part of our inheritance. In the parable of the talents, the one who gave it all got double, the one who gave nothing got nothing. What is the worth for getting an ounce of attention or satisfaction from my world? Is it worth denying The Lord? These are the questions I ask myself today and hopefully God will grant us to answer and say that the world’s attention is worthless. We will gladly sacrifice it all for Him to gain everything. Unbelief in the covenant of grace is the sin that holds us back from knowing peace and brings forth death. It is the sin that casts constant doubt and is the serpent in the garden of our mind that asks “did God say…?” questioning God’s covenant that life is based on Christ alone, The Seed, not on my works of my carnal mind. It was the sin of unbelief that caused Bubba’s death. The strength of sin (unbelief) is the law of the carnal mind.

    “The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law.”

    It was my belief in laws of the world, rather than belief in God, that fell from grace. Because Bubba was a premature calf, because he did not get his mother’s milk, because of something I did or didn’t do, etc. all were reasons I was believing over the power of the covenant of grace that said God is life and in Him is no death. Abraham was willing to sacrifice Isaac because he believed that God would raise him from the dead.

    “By faith Abraham, when he was tried, offered up Isaac: and he that had received the promises offered up his only begotten son, Of whom it was said, That in Isaac shall thy seed be called: Accounting that God was able to raise him up, even from the dead; from whence also he received him in a figure.”

    Denying the carnal mind, which is the world, is what we are being told to do. Love not the world in me but love God. All things are possible to those who believe. Deny the tantilizing pull to side with my world within, my carnal thoughts, laws, that say they know best. Abraham believed that leaving everything for God was better for him than to stay in Ur with his brother. He was called to leave it all behind for a greater world to come.

    “These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth. For they that say such things declare plainly that they seek a country. And truly, if they had been mindful of that country from whence they came out, they might have had opportunity to have returned. But now they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly: wherefore God is not ashamed to be called their God: for he hath prepared for them a city. “

    For us denying the world is denying what the world teaches us. The carnal mind, which is “enmity against God” believes what it sees with its eyes and knows what it knows from experience. We operate from what we have learned from living in this physical world (which is basically just one big school) and from our life experiences. Scripture calls this worshipping the Queen of heaven. Heaven is our mind and the Queen is Babylon. Babylon in thought because it babbles on about what it knows from its own learning and experience. It is about outward show with no inward beauty. All it thinks about is self.

    “Behold, ye trust in lying words, that cannot profit. Will ye steal, murder, and commit adultery, and swear falsely, and burn incense unto Baal, and walk after other gods whom ye know not; And come and stand before me in this house, which is called by my name, and say, We are delivered to do all these abominations? Therefore pray not thou for this people, neither lift up cry nor prayer for them, neither make intercession to me: for I will not hear thee…. Seest thou not what they do in the cities of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem? The children gather wood, and the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead their dough, to make cakes to the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink offerings unto other gods, that they may provoke me to anger. “

    This is unbelief in The God of Abraham, the One and Only God Who is our sole source of life. We would rather trust in vanity and lying words of the world then trust in the living God Who gives us our every breath. I know these things and yet am still having to be chastised because I lean to my own understanding. I still have to fight against the thoughts of my experience. I still have to ward off the thoughts that say just get on the internet and find out what you need to know or do – all a sea of self reliance, self thought without an ounce of truth or faith because it’s all based on the idea that we live and move and have our being by what we KNOW. Not God. We can all say we trust in God but when the iron is put into the fire it always burns off dross. Abraham was called to leave it all behind and trust in God as his sole support. His belief in God as his life was rewarded in animals, land, wives and children now in this life and in the life to come more children than can be numbered. Belief in Christ gives us the hope that we will get it all. All that God promised Abraham will be given to us, the children of Abraham. We are children of Abraham because The Seed, Jesus Christ is in us.

    “Know ye therefore that they which are of faith, the same are the children of Abraham.”

    Unbelief separates us from these promises and brings about death. Unbelief is the sin that doubts God’s goodness and is the sin that brings sorrow. I have asked myself, “What and where was God not faithful to you in your life?” He has always been faithful to me and has never left me without what I needed. He has always given me more than I asked for and when He didn’t it was because it was for my good. I am constantly fighting my fleshly, carnal, satanic thoughts of self preservation. They are always there trying to get me to lean to my own understanding and forsake God as my sole reason for life. In God we live and move and have our being as Paul said to the people on mars hill. We don’t live unto ourselves, we live unto God. Unto the parts of us that are believing, all things are pure because they are from God. But unto the unbelieving parts of me, nothing is pure, because it sees itself as separate from God and questions God…about everything. My faithlessness questions God’s goodness as a trap and as being naive. The serpent in me is always asking “did God say?” It was a fight for Abraham when he feared Pharaoh and Abimelech would kill him and take Sarah. Though he was faithless and gave in to his unbelief and lied about Sarah to save his life, God STILL rewarded him because God is faithful when we are faithless. Unbelief separates us from God and has us relying on our flesh.

    “Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God. But exhort one another daily, while it is called To day; lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin.”

    The decitfulness of unbelief is exactly that – deceiving. As the serpent in the woman deceived her, so the serpent in us deceives us into trusting in ourselves as God. The sin of unbelief is the besetting sin that always has us doubting the goodness of God. It hardens us from God and has us trusting in our own wisdom. The wisdom of my world is foolishness to God and it always leaves me sorrowful.

    “Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

    “For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness. And again, The Lord knoweth the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.”

    To believe that Christ is The Author and Finisher of everything, that by Him were all things created, and that by Him do all things consist is the faith of Abraham. God remains faithful because He cannot deny Himself. And because this is true, the story of little Bubba doesn’t end in his death. The very next day after Bubba died the Lord sent us on another drive in the country. We stopped by a farm and asked them if they had a Jersey calf they would want to sell or knew someone who did and the man said yes, he did have a calf. He said she was a very small 8 month old calf who was born in the winter during the hard cold and the tops of her ears had gotten frost bitten along with the tip of her tail. He said she also had a bad foot because of the cold. We told him we’d like to see her so he told his boy to round her up. The boy jumped on his horse and took off. About 30 minutes later there he came with a calf limping slowly in front of his horse. She was a small red Jersey heifer. As we looked at her we saw that her back right hoof was nearly missing. He said because of her bad foot, he would probably fatten her up and use her for meat instead of a milk cow because she couldn’t be bred. She was perfect! My wife and I both immediately wanted her so that evening we made a pen in the back of the truck and went back the next morning and picked her up. She is sweet, gentle and the most mild mannered cow I’ve ever seen. My wife gives her a bucket of milk every day. She has never bawled or acted in any way homesick. She fit right into the space she shares with our two dogs, chickens and turkeys. We thoroughly enjoy spoiling her with treats. She limps around the property contentedly grazing, and we thank God for His faithfulness in giving her to us the very next day after Bubba died. She has been such a blessing to us because we know that God was faithful to us when we were faithless and gave us “Lily,” the name we gave her. We were unbelieving about God’s power when it came to the first calf and that unbelief produced death. But because we had been given a “mustard seed” of faith God blessed us with Lily. God has lovingly used these trials to grow our faith because we are the children of promise. We have the inheritance, we are the inheritors, but as all children of promise we must go through the trials until we are mature enough to be given the inheritance.

    “The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field: Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in the branches thereof.”

    Faith is the least of all seeds but for the Elect it is The Only Seed that will produce the results that are pleasing to God. To trust Him SOLELY as our provider is what He wants from us. His desire is that we never lean to our own understanding but trust Him and Him only, Who gave His only begotten Son for us and will now freely give us all things.

    “Now I say, That the heir, as long as he is a child, differeth nothing from a servant, though he be lord of all; But is under tutors and governors until the time appointed of the father. Even so we, when we were children, were in bondage under the elements of the world: But when the fulness of the time was come, God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law, To redeem them that were under the law, that we might receive the adoption of sons. And because ye are sons, God hath sent forth the Spirit of his Son into your hearts, crying, Abba, Father. Wherefore thou art no more a servant, but a son; and if a son, then an heir of God through Christ. “

    “What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?”

    Belief is the key that unlocks the doors of heaven and allows us to see the glory of God. We deny the flesh’s thoughts and laws and receive the blessings of God. The flesh hates faith because faith requires patience and hope. The flesh has its own worldly ideas on what is good and evil for it based on laws it has learned through experience. Faith needs no experience but just trusts in the Creator as a benevolent, loving God Who takes pleasure in blessing His children. All was made for us and He will give us all things. Abraham believed God and it was accounted to him for righteousness. And all those who believe in God do so because they have The Seed in them, Christ. And if Christ is in you, you will deny the world in you with all its fleshly knowledge and experience and trust solely in God as The Author of everything. Everyone says they believe in Jesus but not everyone denies their flesh by denying their fleshly knowledge. Through trials, God separates the sheep from goats within us. The sheep (thoughts based on faith) know and trust their Shepherd implicitly, while the goats run after their own wordly understanding. Through this process, He increases the mustard SEED of faith within us. If you continue in faith you are a Child. If you return to your vomit and eat what comes from your head knowledge you are a slave and not a son. If God had given us up to the flesh, then when Bubba died I would have concluded it was because I didn’t follow the directions given to me by the colostrum gods, or because he was premature, or some other natural law. But God was faithful and showed me that it was none of these things but rather my unbelief in Him that brought about death. We did not fall back into our flesh but attributed everything to The Creator and Author and Finisher of everything. God Who will not deny Himself and Who could swear by no greater than Himself remained faithful to us when we were faithless.

    “For when God made promise to Abraham, because he could swear by no greater, he sware by himself, Saying, Surely blessing I will bless thee, and multiplying I will multiply thee. And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise.”

    To not trust God is to dishonor Him. When God says He will bless you and you don’t trust Him it is a dishonor. God has created everything through Christ. Everything is consisting because of Him and Him only. Every life of every human, animal, bug, worm, disease or even death is what it is and consists because of Him. Nothing lives by itself or is sustained by itself. Mankind as a whole are under the delusion by God to believe that there are certain natural laws that we are in subjection to but the truth is that God is not bound by anything. He made Moses live without food or water for forty days, twice. He had Elijah go without food or water for forty days. He made a donkey speak. He put money in a fish’s mouth. He rose Christ from the dead. God is not bound by the laws He has put man under and to the Elect, neither are we when we are blessed to believe in Him. Faith can move mountains because it means we are trusting in The King as king over everything, all things are subject to Him. But before He allows us to rein in life He first puts us through school by laws.

    Is the law then against the promises of God? God forbid: for if there had been a law given which could have given life, verily righteousness should have been by the law. But the scripture hath concluded all under sin, that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that believe. But before faith came, we were kept under the law, shut up unto the faith which should afterwards be revealed. Wherefore the law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith. But after that faith is come, we are no longer under a schoolmaster. For ye are all the children of God by faith in Christ Jesus. For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ’s, then are ye Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.”

    I have believed in laws that I thought would give me life – i.e. eating right, exercising, and good hygiene. But these laws cannot bring or sustain life. All are under sin and because of the sin of unbelief no law can give me life or cause me to live forever. The law to me was a schoolmaster that showed me that no matter what I did I could not sustain myself from sickness or injury. I tried to live by these laws and still I got sick and got injured. It should have been obvious to me that no matter what I did or didn’t do I still got what I was trying to avoid. I remember walking into stores wiping my hands and the cart with cleaner and still I got sick. Then when a couple of people I knew got what the world called Covid I went into their house, helped one out of bed and another out of the tub with no protection and did not get sick. My laws said I should have but God is greater than laws. These laws constantly fail us or get broken, which acts to bring us ever closer to Christ who is unchanging and faithful, teaching us to trust in Him, not in laws of “you shall be as God.” Justification comes from believing in Christ not in laws. As we are brought to Christ and as He begins to reign more and more over all authorities, powers and principalities in our mind, we are no longer under the schoolmaster of the law, we live by faith in God, not in laws. Christ has proven His Kingship by conquering death, the greatest and most feared law of all. We are being taught to walk by faith not by sight. We want to unclothe ourselves from this body that operates under laws. We want to be free from having to live by laws and that is what Christ is doing for the Elect. As the author and finisher of our faith, He is creating a belief in us that we are the promised children and we will walk away from this mortal body by entering immortality through faith.

    “For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from heaven: If so be that being clothed we shall not be found naked. For we that are in this tabernacle do groan, being burdened: not for that we would be unclothed, but clothed upon, that mortality might be swallowed up of life. Now he that hath wrought us for the selfsame thing is God, who also hath given unto us the earnest of the Spirit. Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord: (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord. Wherefore we labour, that, whether present or absent, we may be accepted of him.”

    Our earthly house can be dissolved by faith in The Creator Who created this house. As Paul said we are groaning in this temporal house because we are bound by laws. We desire to be clothed in faith in God and not faith in laws. We are burdened in this house by constant laws of the flesh, which produce fear and death. But once we are given to walk by faith and not by sight we will put off this house of laws and put on the new house of faith. We can become clothed in eternity with no bounds. We have the earnest of the Spirit, the down payment now and as we grow in faith we will ascend above the laws that have kept us bound to mortality. If we are at home in this body, in other words, comfortable in our laws of delusion that we have control, then we are absent from The Lord. But we obtain immortality by trusting in God, Who is above the laws of the flesh. The schoolmaster of law should show us truth by the opposite of what it is. The law of the flesh is unfaithful and inconsistant. People get cancer and die right away, others linger on, while some seem to survive it altogether. People exercise, “eat right”, and obey many other so-called health preserving laws, yet die at an early age. Others disregard the laws of the health god and smoke, drink and eat whatever they want yet live into their 90’s and I’ve known them all. Yet no law can stave off death or even delay it. It is all delusion and comes to the same end. Laws of the flesh are inconsistant but God is and always will be faithful as He changes not. So, we labor not to trust in laws but in the Law Giver. We labor to enter into rest in Christ. We trusted in laws and it brought the death of the calf. Yet God gave us faith to trust in Him and He brought us life in the second calf.

  • Rev 20:1  And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand. 

    Rev 20:2  And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, 

    Rev 20:3  And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations no more, till the thousand years should be fulfilled: and after that he must be loosed a little season. 

    Rev 20:4  And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years. 

    Rev 20:5  But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection. 

    Rev 20:6  Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.

    If you have read the writings on the “Revelation of Jesus Christ” then you will know to some degree that the phrase “thousand years” means “Teaching” and that it is a parable of something else.

    H505

    אֶלֶף

    ‘eleph

    eh’-lef

    Properly the same as H504; hence (an ox’s head being the first letter of the alphabet, and this eventually used as a numeral) a thousand: – thousand.

    Total KJV occurrences: 504

    H504

    אֶלֶף

    ‘eleph

    eh’-lef

    From H502; a family; also (from the sense of yoking or taming) an ox or cow: – family, kine, oxen.

    Total KJV occurrences: 8

    H502

    אָלַף

    ‘âlaph

    aw-lof’

    A primitive root, to associate with; hence to learn (and causatively to teach): – learn, teach, utter.

    Total KJV occurrences: 4

    “But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.”

    Each day is as a thousand years to an Elect because each day we are being taught by Christ. We are being taught how to die to self, which is the first resurrection. If you are given to learn to die to self, then the second death of dying for someone else’s sin against you, doesn’t hurt you. You are reigning in life because you do not live unto yourself. God is teaching you every minute of every day that it is a creation from Him. It is the covenant we have been given by God through Christ.

    Jer 31:33  But this shall be the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel; After those days, saith the LORD, I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be my people. 

    Jer 31:34  And they shall teach no more every man his neighbour, and every man his brother, saying, Know the LORD: for they shall all know me, from the least of them unto the greatest of them, saith the LORD: for I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more. 

    It is a daily teaching. It is not a one and done, but a daily, hourly, minute by minute instruction into the knowledge of God. If you are being taught of God then He is showing you who and what you are as a Serpent beast. This Serpent beast is the most subtil, self righteous beast of all His creation.

    Gen 3:1  Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made.

    The Serpent slithers through life as an angel of light, portraying to all other beasts that it is good and contains knowledge in and of itself. It rules the world within us. He influences everything about us from the way we talk, walk, dress, where we live, who we associate with, what we believe about ourselves and others, so on and so on. His premise is simple: You are the god of your own world and as such you are justified (righteous) in all you do. All have a serpent in their garden from the church elder (Jew) to the gang member (Gentile), it’s there, posing as an angel of light but only the Elect are blessed to be shown their serpent nature, their man of sin. As an Elect, you will be brought to see this within yourself. It MUST take place for the purpose of teaching. The first resurrection is where we die to this serpent nature and are being taught to live for others at the cost of the serpent’s desires. Christ told the Pharisees that they were children (images) of their father the Devil.

    Joh 8:44  Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it. 

    This was a lead up from the beginning of John 8 where the Pharisees brought the woman taken in the act of adultery and brought her to Christ. They quoted scripture to Him from Moses and how the outward law said she should be stoned. There was no forgiveness. It also says they did it to tempt Him. But Christ simply says “He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.”

    To die to your own desires to be God (to be the judge) is the first death and while we learn this daily, the second death becomes less and less painful until it doesn’t hurt to die for others’ sins against us. All Christ has to do is remind us of what we have been forgiven for and that makes the fire of love burn up my serpent desire to judge anyone. As we are tried in this truth, our Satanic nature is thrown into the lake of fire, which is the love of God. In the parable of the lake of fire we are taught the enormity of God’s love for us. It is a consuming love and it consumes the Serpent’s desire to be as God. It consumes the unforgiveness we all have and teaches us love for one another. The Serpent teaches me that I am my own god and that I can judge who and how I want. Revelation 20 describes it in a parable as a Dragon. It is the same great red Dragon of Revelation 12 that is attempting to devour the man child (our new Christ like nature that is developing) as soon as He is born. He attempts to devour this new creation with raging selfishness. Reigning with Christ for a thousand years is learning to rule this beast within us on a daily basis.

    Gen 1:28  And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth. 

    We are being taught how to rule the thoughts that we are independent from God and have the right to hold unforgiveness towards a Brother/Sister, or towards anyone. Reigning with Christ will bring peace to a world within where there is nothing but chaos and darkness. The world within us, before our conversion, is a world with no Light and no forgiveness, full of darkness in its lack of understanding.

    Gen 1:2  And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. 

    When in the darkness of being ruled by our man of sin, we live in a dead state where everything is about ourselves. If I do concern myself with others, it’s for my own good. Life is all about my happiness, what brings me joy, what will make me FEEL good about myself, how I can get attention and FEEL good. It is a world where every thought, every second is somehow for my own personal happiness and no thought for anyone else. This is the man of sin who is hidden to us. He is too subtil to be recognized. Our world within may be full of “good” works but we have no idea that they are motivated by a serpentine nature looking to survive. Remember the serpent’s famous mantra “Thou shall not surely die.” His purpose is to drive us to the pursuit of self above all others. NOBODY knows that this is what truly motivates them. We will deny this to our dying breath (because we will surely die!) if left in our original beastly state. This is what we, the Elect, are being delivered from. It is our Egypt (a world of slavery to self) and The Dragon is our Pharoah. We are being delivered from an inner world of constant selfish drive, where dying to myself, the first death, is unthinkable and impossible. And, dying for someone else’s sin is even more so. It’s simply not in the nature of the beast to forgive. True forgiveness brings about death of self. This is the antithesis of the beast mind/nature. True forgiveness forgets that a wrong ever took place. The beast nature is all about learning from and remembering its experiences so that it can stay on top of all threats.

    Rom 5:7  For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some

    would even dare to die. 

    Rom 5:8  But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. 

    When I was young and would make a mistake I was told “You’d better get your mind right” which meant if someone hit me, I was to hit them back even harder, to teach them not to hit me! Then I went into the army and they reinforced that same ideology. Then as I began working it was the same. To get to the top you have to step on some people. Forgiveness was never taught, it was seen as weak. Oh, sure I could forgive AFTER there was REPENTANCE! This was my serpent/Pharisee version of forgiveness which was based on law, my own law that protected me from humiliation. But forgiveness based on my own death to pride, and my own desires for retribution, was impossible. The core of “turning the other cheek” is this…ALL belongs to God in Christ. I have no “rights.” My preservation comes from the Father and His Will is the only Will in the universe. Knowing what you are being forgiven for is the foundation of being an Elect. Knowing you were created The Great Red Dragon is the height from where you must fall. You must know, really know at the core of what you are is Lucifer, Satan, The Great Red Dragon, The Beast, and Leviathan.

    Isa 14:11  Thy pomp is brought down to the grave, and the noise of thy viols: the worm is spread under thee, and the worms cover thee. 

    Isa 14:12  How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! 

    Isa 14:13  For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: 

    Isa 14:14  I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High. 

    Luk 10:18  And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.

    Rev 12:9  And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him. 

    Rev 13:4  And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him? (who can tame their Leviathan?)

    Job 41:1  Canst thou draw out leviathan with an hook? or his tongue with a cord which thou lettest down? 

    Job 41:2  Canst thou put an hook into his nose? or bore his jaw through with a thorn? 

    Job 41:3  Will he make many supplications unto thee? will he speak soft words unto thee? 

    Job 41:4  Will he make a covenant with thee? wilt thou take him for a servant for ever? 

    Job 41:5  Wilt thou play with him as with a bird? or wilt thou bind him for thy maidens? 

    Job 41:6  Shall the companions make a banquet of him? shall they part him among the merchants? 

    Job 41:7  Canst thou fill his skin with barbed irons? or his head with fish spears? 

    Job 41:8  Lay thine hand upon him, remember the battle, do no more. 

    Job 41:9  Behold, the hope of him is in vain: shall not one be cast down even at the sight of him? 

    These verses plainly show that we cannot war or overcome our own beast. No one can tame his beast, no one. And if you think you can, then you’ve been tamed by it. Simply ask yourself, is there anything that you wish you didn’t do or behave in a certain way? And if there is, then you’ve been shown you do not have a free will independent from sin or from God. We do not have the power to do or not do something. We are either a servant to sin or a servant of Christ. We are not and never have been free despite what The Dragon says. This is the parable of our bruised heel and the serpent’s bruised head spoken of in Genesis: Our new man must continually kick the serpent in the head to get him off his supposed power on the throne.

    Gen 3:14  And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life: 

    Gen 3:15  And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

    Rev 13:3  And I saw one of his heads as it were wounded to death; and his deadly wound was healed: and all the world wondered after the beast. 

    Rev 13:4  And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him? 

    He has a head wound unto death because He cannot rest in the truth that Christ IS THE CREATOR, not himself. It takes a humbling experience to know truth. But the truth still does not stop Him from trying to crawl back up on the throne every day. And this is where the thousand year reign comes in. As an Elect we get up every morning knowing that today the enemy will come. He will come as a roaring lion or a lamb speaking as a dragon (angel of light), seeking what part of me he can attempt to destroy by unforgiveness, by selfishness, or by self righteousness. Each day, one day is as a thousand years, we are taught something about dying to self through the second death. If it hurts, then in that area we have not FULLY partaken of the first resurrection. It gets easier for the Elect to die for their Brother/Sister’s sin, when you know what you are at your core. This is reigning with Christ and this is having dominion over the beast of my field. It is a fight. It’s not for the weak of heart and is why there are so few who ever will be chosen. Many will be called to the fight but not many are chosen to go all the way to the cross.

    Mat 20:16  So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

    It takes a humbling experience to know truth. Everyone experiences humbling situations but only the Elect are given the gift of the revealing of the man of sin and the resulting humiliation by what they see in themselves. This is the head wound where the Serpent’s pride is humiliated. At the same time it is a bruised heel to the Elect because the Serpent trips them up in their daily walk, by tempting them in their flesh. It is the Serpent eating its tail until he is dead. Christ uses this circular method to kill the Serpent in us and recreate a new man where the Serpent does not exist.

    Rev 21:1  And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. 

    Rev 21:2  And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 

    Rev 21:3  And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. 

    Rev 21:4  And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. 

    Rev 21:5  And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. 

    Rev 21:6  And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. 

    Rev 21:7  He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. 

    Rev 21:8  But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. 

    This last verse is explaining our pain in the second death. Where there is still pain from pride involved in forgiving someone then we still have a part of us that must remain in the lake of fire (God’s consuming love) until it is completely burnt up and no longer exists. To truly forgive, we must see and fear God as being All in All. This releases us from the sin of pride. But the parts of us that are still trying to hang on to their “godhood” are fearful, unbelieving, abominable in the sight of God, murderous to the truth, whoremongers, sorcerors and idolaters in that they are constantly chasing and worshipping false doctrines/false gods to satisfy their beast. There are areas of our life that are still believing in our own righteousness which makes us a liar. Only God is righteous.

    Mat 19:17  And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments. 

    This is the process of the subtil Serpent whispering lies to us, as he slithers through us as an angel of light telling us we can be as God to know what’s best for our life or what’s evil for our life.

    Gen 3:4  And the serpent said unto the woman (put your name there, instead of woman), Ye shall not surely die: 

    Gen 3:5  For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.

    And then it is the process of us overcoming the Serpent by denying it what it so desires, godhood.

    Mat 4:1  Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil

    Mat 4:2  And when he had fasted forty days and forty nights, he was afterward an hungred. 

    Mat 4:3  And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread. 

    Mat 4:4  But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God. 

    Mat 4:5  Then the devil taketh him up into the holy city, and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple, 

    Mat 4:6  And saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone. 

    Mat 4:7  Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God. 

    Mat 4:8  Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them; 

    Mat 4:9  And saith unto him, All these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me

    Mat 4:10  Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve

    Mat 4:11  Then the devil leaveth him, and, behold, angels (comforting messages of Truth from God) came and ministered unto him. 

    Luke 4:13 says that after the temptations the Devil left Christ “for a season.” As at the end of each teaching in school comes a test, so at the end of a teaching in an area of our life comes a test/temptation. Our old man is restrained for short periods, long enough for us to hear the Spirit of God and take in more of His Truth, and then once again our Satanic nature returns to us and we go to war against it. In this way, our new man is created and gets stronger, while the old man becomes weaker.

    Rev 20:7  And when the thousand years are expired, Satan shall be loosed out of his prison,

    Our Satanic nature never gives in because it is created to be the iron it takes to sharpen us. It is our brother, the old man, who God uses to sharpen us.

    Pro 27:17  Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.

    Why friend? Because the Serpent comes to us as our friend! As he did The Woman in the garden.

    Mat 26:47  And while he yet spake, lo, Judas, one of the twelve, came, and with him a great multitude with swords and staves, from the chief priests and elders of the people. 

    Mat 26:48  Now he that betrayed him gave them a sign, saying, Whomsoever I shall kiss, that same is he: hold him fast. 

    Mat 26:49  And forthwith he came to Jesus, and said, Hail, master; and kissed him

    Mat 26:50  And Jesus said unto him, Friend, wherefore art thou come? Then came they, and laid hands on Jesus, and took him. 

    He comes, as I keep repeating, as my friend, my old friend, the old red Dragon, who has horns like a lamb but speaks as a devil. He has been with me my entire life, tripping me, causing me to fall, and then saying “let me clean you up.” He has been betraying me my entire life from one pit fall to another and always trying to come in as a messanger of light. He says to me “this is what you should do” or “that isn’t fair” always acting as if it is for my own welfare. He has been my closest confidante my entire life and I called him God! This is why it is so hard to crucify him.

    Psa 55:12  For it was not an enemy that reproached me; then I could have borne it: neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me; then I would have hid myself from him: 

    Psa 55:13  But it was thou, a man mine equal, my guide, and mine acquaintance. 

    Psa 55:14  We took sweet counsel together, and walked unto the house of God in company. 

    AND THIS IS THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN: Coming to know who is my brother and reigning over the serpent in me, my brother. It is as waking up from a hard night’s drunk, hungover from a lifetime of drinking the serpent’s potion and then coming to see what he has done to me.

    Gen 9:20  And Noah began to be an husbandman, and he planted a vineyard: 

    Gen 9:21  And he drank of the wine, and was drunken; and he was uncovered within his tent. 

    Gen 9:22  And Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brethren without

    Gen 9:23  And Shem and Japheth took a garment, and laid it upon both their shoulders, and went backward, and covered the nakedness of their father; and their faces were backward, and they saw not their father’s nakedness. 

    Gen 9:24  And Noah awoke from his wine, and knew what his younger sonhad done unto him

    Gen 9:25  And he said, Cursed be Canaan; a servant of servants shall he be unto his brethren

    Gen 9:26  And he said, Blessed be the LORD God of Shem; and Canaan shall be his servant

    Gen 9:27  God shall enlarge Japheth, and he shall dwell in the tents of Shem; and Canaan shall be his servant

    As the Elect, we have lived a lifetime of exalting self over everyone and everything, never actually knowing that we were being led by Christ as a lamb to the slaughter of our old man. We go through a lifetime of self exaltation so that this old man can ultimately be crucified to the cross. Yet it is by looking upon him, the serpent on the cross, that I can be healed from his bite. I am healed by confessing this is what I am, look at it hanging on the cross. Christ took on that form and my sin so that when I looked upon my old man hanging there I could also see Christ there saying, “forgive him for he knows not what he does.” It’s from this humbled place that I can do unto my Brother/Sister as Christ has done for me. The pain of pride is burned up and we can forgive them, for they know not what they do, just as we didn’t know for so long. This is how we are not hurt by the second death and reigning with Christ every day, a thousand years. This is being a priest to my Brother/Sister by forgiving them as Christ has forgiven me. We forgive to our own hurt, yet we aren’t hurt. Our new man is preserved through the fire.

    Nothing in scripture is to be seen in a linear, one and done, event. The thousand year reign is describing our daily teaching experiences we are going through in which we are learning to hear and heed the Spirit of Christ who is reigning in our life and teaching us to submit to His loving authority by dying to self in a daily battle. We know that anything we do to the least of these our brethren we are doing unto Christ, offending Christ. So when we do not forgive each other, we’re tresspassing against Christ. My brother/sister has no more control over anything than I do. We must remember that these exercises the Lord puts us through are for our good, for developing the new man, and for ultimately creating us to be like Him and live with Him in eternity. For the joy that was set before Him he despised the shame. Likewise, we have a joy set before us – the promise of being free from the slavery to sin (the delusion of being my own god) and an eternity of peace, love and joy which results from having Christ as my head.

    As we keep repeating, the thousand year reign is a daily, hourly, minute by minute teaching, showing us how to reign, how to bring every thought captive under the supremacy of Christ as The Alpha and Omega of every minute of our lives.

    2Co 10:5  Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; 

    2Co 10:6  And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.

    The first resurrection is NOT a one time event, one and done but a minute by minute ressurrecting from something in me that was spiritually dead and now comes forth as a living creation. This process plays out in every Elect’s life. In Matthew 18 this process is played out in parables. From the first six verses where we are taught that being resurrected is becoming a child. A child is a new beginning, something resurrected from the dead. Then in the next three verses we are taught that offences will come to this child in us and woe to that man to whom those offences come through. This child is our new man/Christ in us, giving us new thoughts grounded in Truth, and the man who is causing the offence is our old man, or our old way of thinking, which has been ruled by lies or the GREAT LIE, from which all lies stem, that “you shall be as god.” Then in the next five verses we are taught that the child in us is special to God and He is always watching out for us, watching over those precious new thoughts of Truth that are being developed whithin us. And He tells us that we are like a lost sheep, lost in our world of dead doctrine. He then goes on to teach us about how the old man trespasses against our new man and that he is then corrected. If he receives the correction then he is converted from an old man to a child, in other words, we’ve gained our brother. If he is not converted then more trials are sent until he is converted or he is not converted and is never resurrected. Not everything in me is resurrected, only that which is suitable for The Master’s use.

    2Ti 2:20  But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. 

    2Ti 2:21  If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master’s use, and prepared unto every good work. 

    Back to Matthew 18, Christ then moves on to the parable of the unforgiving servant who is forgiven a great debt but cannot forgive his fellowservant’s small debt. He is then cast into prison until the great debt owed is paid for in full (describing the pain of the second death.) This parable explains the inward struggle of the first resurrection and how the second death will eventually not hurt us. We must always remember that the first resurrection is in aorist tense, which means it is ongoing and present all the time. My old Satanic nature is always offending Christ in me. Christ then comes to me in scripture, and in new ways of thinking where it is explained to my old man where he has offended – generally it’s always the same way – trying to control or be the god of a situation. If he receives the teaching humbly, he is converted in that area from an old man to a child. If he does not receive the message then another trial is sent our way with many more witnesses against our error. Again, if I am given to receive it, I am converted in that area of my life and have partaken of the first resurrection in that area of my life. If not, then a huge trial with many witnesses are sent to me. If I receive it, I’m converted, if not then that part of my old man is lost and not converted. If you are an Elect, then you are an Israelite. If you are an Israelite then this is what you should know about yourself.

    Deu 9:4  Speak not thou in thine heart, after that the LORD thy God hath cast them out from before thee, saying, For my righteousness the LORD hath brought me in to possess this land: but for the wickedness of these nations the LORD doth drive them out from before thee. 

    Deu 9:5  Not for thy righteousness, or for the uprightness of thine heart, dost thou go to possess their land: but for the wickedness of these nations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee, and that he may perform the word which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. 

    Deu 9:6  Understand therefore, that the LORD thy God giveth thee not this good land to possess it for thy righteousness; for thou art a stiffnecked people.

    The first resurrection is understanding that Christ made me what I am and He alone has begun to resurrect me from my spiritually dead state. Whatever the day holds has been created by Christ for my good. To receive this message is to be as a child, a new beginning where I know nothing. As a child I know that my old man was forgiven a great debt that cannot be repaid and that the old man was created to do exactly what he has done and still continues to do. It is not my place to hold unforgiveness towards myself because what I did in a spiritually dead state was only what I was originally created to do. But, as a child I know that when my old man tries to whisper to me about right and wrong or how it used to be, he is offending Christ. Christ in me is then sent to my old man and he is taught his offence and converted. Or, he stubbornly refuses, as he was created to do in that area of his life, and he stays dead. My previously drunkard and rebellious old man is not resurrected as a drunkard and rebellious old man. That part is dead and will never be resurrected. What is resurrected is a child who does not desire these things, who does not have the desires to do what he saw the old man do, it repulses him, because he is a new creation.

    Mat 18:1  At the same time came the disciples unto Jesus, saying, Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven? 

    Mat 18:2  And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, 

    Mat 18:3  And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. (the first resurrection)

    Mat 18:4  Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. 

    Mat 18:5  And whoso shall receive (accept) one such little child in my name receiveth me. (the second death doesn’t hurt)

    Mat 18:6  But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.  

    My old man does not want to receive a gullable, naive child who just goes through every day without a care believing that God has it all outlined for him, with no planning, no thought of the day, no responsibilities! This is a repulsive stench in the nose of a man who has led a life he thought he planned. In the first resurrection, we are being taught to see Christ as Lord of every minute of every day. I am to submit to what Christ has laid out for me and see it all, whatever the day presents to me, as coming from the hand of my Creator. My old Serpent offends me regularly by trying to cast doubts on what or how the day is playing out. This saddens the child in me and Christ then reminds the old man in me what his supposed planning had gotten him – a life of bondage and problems. A millstone, that which grinds wheat to flour, is placed on the old man’s thoughts and they are milled into nothingness. He would have been better off to have drowned in the sea of the world’s doctrines then to offend the Christ in me.

    Mat 18:6  But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.

    In other words it would have been better for me not to know the truth then to deny it. But, even though my old man knows the truth he still tries to speak great swelling words of vanity to my child in me. He promises me liberty but in truth he is still a slave of his own lusts. Liberty to him means being out from underneath the thumb of God’s will, which is impossible of course, but it doesn’t stop the thoughts from coming, constantly rising up out of yet another head wound to try to regain his position on the throne. It’s futile but he was created to be relentless. Parts of him will never be converted and will go to the place of the unknown, never to be remembered….THANK GOD! But, as after every teaching comes a test. The Serpent tries to amass an offensive of false doctrine like a dog returning to it’s vomit. It is then destroyed by the fire of the truth and incinerated into the unknown.

    2Pe 2:18  For when they (the old man) speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. 

    2Pe 2:19  While they (the old man) promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. 

    2Pe 2:20  For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning. 

    2Pe 2:21  For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them

    2Pe 2:22  But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire. 

    Rev 20:9  And they went up on the breadth of the earth, and compassed the camp of the saints about, and the beloved city: and fire came down from God out of heaven, and devoured them. 

    But, as was said, “it must needs be that offences come.”

    Mat 18:7  Woe unto the world (the world of the old man) because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh! 

    Mat 18:8  Wherefore if thy hand or thy foot offend thee, cut them off, and cast them from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life halt or maimed, rather than having two hands or two feet to be cast into everlasting fire. 

    Mat 18:9  And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire.

    It is better for us to give up our whole life, as we saw it, give our right hand, right eye, and walk through life maimed, then to go along with the teachings of our stiffnecked old man who thinks he’s his own god. I am lost before I know the truth, lost in my old man’s world of godhood. But Christ comes to us and begins to resurrect us from the grave of the rotting old man. He leaves all for me. My old man had better take heed that he does not despise the little naive child in me because Christ stands guard over him. “Take heed what you hear.” And the same applies outwardly to each other.

    Mat 18:10  Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels (thoughts) do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven. 

    Mat 18:11  For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost. 

    Mat 18:12  How think ye? if a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and goeth into the mountains, and seeketh that which is gone astray? 

    Mat 18:13  And if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth more of that sheep, than of the ninety and nine which went not astray. 

    Mat 18:14  Even so it is not the will of your Father which is in heaven, that one of these little ones should perish.

    Christ is in us and whatever is being done to the child in me is done to Christ.

    Mat 25:40  And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

    So when my old man slithers through me, as the serpent he is, he is offending Christ in me. This offence must be dealt with by correcting the old doctrine in me, played out by what the old man has learned and is trying to bring me back into bondage to, godhood. Christ then brings the old man into judgment and he is either recreated into a child or he stands stubbornly on his doctrine. The process is repeated by more trials until the old man is converted or he is incinerated. Not all of me is saved. I am separated inside as sheep and goats, and some enter the kingdom and some are destroyed. In either case a new creation arises from the grave of my spiritually dead, and resurrected into life. The second death is repeating this process for another, when their old man comes against us. The second death doesn’t hurt us if we have been sufficiently resurrected (mature enough spiritually) to know that our brother/sister is fighting the same battle. His/her old man can no longer “hurt” my new man who knows the great debt he has been forgiven and so it should be no trial to forgive their much smaller debt against us. This parable is describing the thousand year reign where we are taught the truth and converted from a spiritually dead beastly life to a life giving spiritual being, who possesses life within them. Our first beastly Adam was made a beastly soul, our last Adam is BEING made a life giving spirit.

    1Co 15:45  And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit. 

    Mat 18:21  Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? 

    Mat 18:22  Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven. 

    Mat 18:23  Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. 

    Mat 18:24  And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. 

    Mat 18:25  But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. 

    Mat 18:26  The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. 

    Mat 18:27  Then the lord of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt. 

    Mat 18:28  But the same servant went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred pence: and he laid hands on him, and took him by the throat, saying, Pay me that thou owest. 

    Mat 18:29  And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. 

    Mat 18:30  And he would not: but went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt. 

    Mat 18:31  So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their lord all that was done. 

    Mat 18:32  Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: 

    Mat 18:33  Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? 

    Mat 18:34  And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. 

    Mat 18:35  So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses. 

    It should be obvious to us by now that our old man will offend against Christ within us. But, we must remember that he is BEING recreated, BEING resurrected. We often lose sight of all we have been forgiven and this plays out in unforgiveness towards others. We must be forgiving towards others and FORGIVING TOWARDS OURSELVES. We cannot let the old man bring us down by his constant badgering and complaining. He will never be happy until he’s dead. Herein lies the patience of the saints:

    Rev 14:9  And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If any man worship the beast

    and his image, and receive his mark in his forehead, or in his hand, 

    Rev 14:10  The same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without

    mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the

    presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb: 

    Rev 14:11  And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest

    day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his

    name. 

    Rev 14:12  Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus. 

  • I used to think that suffering for Christ was being ridiculed for being a Christian. I was taught by mainstream religion that if I lived as a Christian I would be persecuted. I thought that not siding with my old drinking crowd was what Peter was speaking of in the following verses:

    1Pe 4:3  For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries: 

    1Pe 4:4  Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you: 

    I had a few times, very few, that I actually spoke up against someone’s religious opinion but that didn’t bring life threatening persecution or physical danger. I am sure in other parts of the world where Christians are persecuted that would happen but not here in the United States. So, when I read Peter, James and Paul’s writings they left me scratching my head because I was always reading them outwardly. When I was given to see the battle inwardly, I absolutely began having persecution from the beastly gentile within me.

    Remember, scripture tells us that words are spirits. Right out of the womb, we begin taking in spirits (words) that teach us “doctrines” of how to see the world and our place in that world. We learn about ourselves, our environment, and how to best survive and thrive in our environment from our family, friends, community, schools, jobs and the endless information we’re bombarded with from media and anywhere and everywhere there are words. This is the building of our earthly “temple” and the man of sin (our identity in flesh and blood) who sits in our temple acting as God. Our temple built of lies, and our life as the god of that temple otherwise known as the man of sin must be brought down brick by brick. This process will be what we struggle against and ultimately be the cause of our “end times” persecution that scripture describes.

    Everything and anything we hear and read can become a doctrine. I’ll give just a small example from my life. For me, country western music and watching westerns was one of the ways I was drawn into forming an image of my beast. Music put a melody to words that the more I listened the more I began SEEING and believing what they were saying. Watching westerns instilled me with ideas and beliefs about how men were to treat women and that “country folk” were tougher than “city folk.” Drinking and bar fighting were glamorized, along with adulterous affairs and one nights stands.

    This is only a small example of how “legions” of doctrines enter our “temple.” We form relationships with people who have “familiar spirits”, meaning they have been filled with the same spirits of information and, therefore, see the world as we do. Our beast is comfortable with others of its kind. This example I gave of country western-style music and movies is only an obvious example of a much more pervasive and insidious reality. The man of sin within us is surrounded by a fortress of lies posing as altruistic and moral but is at his core self justifying and self preserving. He is antiChrist because he comes from a darkened perspective that sees himself as god. Only Christ can reveal this ‘leviathan’ within us aka the man of sin, who will also ultimately be our persecutor. Once the scales fall off our eyes and Christ begins to reveal this man of sin within us, we will begin to see things differently and a war is started between the new man (Christ being formed within us) and our old man. It’s the fight between Jacob and Esau, the spirit of Christ and the spirit of satan.

    Back to my example of country western indoctrination…as the scales have begun to fall off my eyes and Christ within me begins dismantling my temple of lies with a rod of iron, an example of the struggle manifests when someone crosses me and I don’t/can’t act in a way I would have in the past, the way I was taught in westerns about “being a man.” The old man inside me calls me a coward. When someone does something against a doctrine of mine and I don’t “set them in their place,” then I’m persecuted with thoughts from my old beast who ruled my old world. Thoughts that fire up fears that I’m letting someone take advantage of me. It’s frustrating and sometimes agonizing to keep my mouth shut in the face of what my beast perceives as a full assault on his “manhood.” Every streetcorner church preaches “turning the other cheek” but this goes from a saying to reality for the Elect. Our new man is being taught to SUBMIT to Christ as the true and only Authority. We have no “rights.” We are slaves of Christ and whatever situation He places us in is to be submitted to in humility…as unto Christ. Saying all this to say that the persecution is inward and very real for those whose world is being destroyed. If you’re a chosen vessel of Christ then your world is going through an earthquake like never before. I’ve experienced hard times, seen death, held hands of dying people who were dear to me but the death of myself has been the hardest death I’ve ever experienced. So, when Peter says “think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you,” he was speaking about the inward battle we will go through in the destruction of our earth and the recreation of a new earth, founded on the doctrines of Christ.

    1Pe 4:12  Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: 

    1Pe 4:13  But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. 

    1Pe 4:14  If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.

    Heb 12:3  For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.

    Joh 1:10  He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. 

    Joh 1:11  He came unto his own, and his own received him not. 

    Look at the preceding scriptures closely. Let’s look at them inwardly. Christ not only died to His literal flesh on the cross but lived 33 years walking around the dead. Those He created hated Him and didn’t even realize He had created them. This happened in the natural but is also happening NOW within us. As an Elect, Christ will enter us and endure the “contradiction of sinners against himself” that live in us – the world of doctrines within us of self preservation and self worship that know and receive Him not. Our old beast hates the truth and fights tooth and nail against it. My old fearful Satanic beast nature hates the new man in me being formed by the doctrines of Christ, so much so he would rather be dead than see his world taken from him. Everyday there is an inward fight to lay down and submit to the doctrines of Christ. My old world does not understand why I’m not living like I used to. I would liken it to the parable of the outward world’s doctrine of “schizophrenia.” Two people, two nations dwell within me, Jacob and Esau. What the outward world would call diving into your “psyche,” scripture would call exposing the man of sin. It’s the man on the island of the Gadarenes, who was filled with legions of devils.

    Luk 8:27  And when he went forth to land, there met him out of the city a certain man, which had devils long time, and ware no clothes, neither abode in any house, but in the tombs. 

    Luk 8:28  When he saw Jesus, he cried out, and fell down before him, and with a loud voice said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of God most high? I beseech thee, torment me not. 

    Luk 8:29  (For he had commanded the unclean spirit to come out of the man. For oftentimes it had caught him: and he was kept bound with chains and in fetters; and he brake the bands, and was driven of the devil into the wilderness.

    Luk 8:30  And Jesus asked him, saying, What is thy name? And he said, Legion: because many devils were entered into him. 

    The Elect of God begin to recognize that these doctrines we have taken on are legions, spirits that are spoken words. Words are spirit, Christ said in John 6:63, and words make us what we are. Of course we know, or should know, that God is the Author of all things. As part of our creative process that is Authored completely by Christ, we are given over to these doctrines for a time. Once we have been given to see the truth inwardly, we are then taken on a journey where we begin walking through the nations within us, converting doctrines, casting out devils, healing the sick and raising the dead. We see that the time of our old world is coming to an end and we no longer have to live according to the will of the doctrines/people in it. Our world is falling apart. Our heavens are being opened and our Satanic nature is falling out of our heavens. Christ is descending into our world to rule it with a rod of iron.

    Luk 10:18  And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.

    Rev 19:11  And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war. 

    Rev 19:12  His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself. 

    Rev 19:13  And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. 

    Rev 19:14  And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. 

    Rev 19:15  And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God. 

    Rev 19:16  And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.

    The outward manifestations of our beast such as lying, cheating, stealing, drunkenness, adultery, etc. have outwardly been brought into subjection to our Satanic nature for it’s own good, preserving itself through religion. This was not a change of the heart. The Subtil Satanic nature within me said, “You’d better get it together boy or you’re gonna destroy yourself.” It was merely my serpentine nature desiring to be seen as a good man or as Christ called it, “the goodman of the house,” it was the voice of the serpent telling me I had driven myself to such low standards and now I must lift myself back up. Christ, Who is the Creator of all things used the “wickedness” in me to correct me.

    Jer 2:19  Thine own wickedness shall correct thee, and thy backslidings shall reprove thee: know therefore and see that it is an evil thing and bitter, that thou hast forsaken the LORD thy God, and that my fear is not in thee, saith the Lord GOD of hosts. 

    Job 12:16  With him is strength and wisdom: the deceived and the deceiver are his.

    When Christ is revealed IN us He then begins to expose the inward beast that has led us by the nose. The outward goodman is not the issue as much as the inward goodman. Christ said that unless your righteousness EXCEEDS the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees you shall in no wise enter the kingdom of God. And then He said that He did not come to destroy the law and not one jot or tittle shall fall from the law until ALL has been fulfilled. Then He said that if you look upon a woman to lust after her you have committed adultery in your heart. All of this is inward.

    Mat 5:17  Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets: I am not come to destroy, but to fulfil. 

    Mat 5:18  For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. 

    Mat 5:19  Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 

    Mat 5:20  For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceedthe righteousnessof the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven. 

    Mat 5:27  Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery

    Mat 5:28  But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart

    Mat 24:43  But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up. 

    Mat 24:44  Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh

    The goodman of my house cleaned up his act alright, outwardly, but the heart was never changed. He still believed that his thoughts were not the problem. Now that Christ is marching through my life He is exposing the thoughts, the doctrines, the teachings and beliefs that molded a man after his OWN image, a man who thought that he sat in his own temple and that he was the goodman of the house. Scripture calls him the man of sin. He was molded by the “angel of light” – my satanic drive to be my own god. What has ruled my world has been kept secret until Christ took the scales off my eyes. Before we go into the next set of verses it must be pointed out that the entire religous world is looking for Christ’s outward return in the future. Everyone is looking for a second coming in which an evil man must appear first and sit in the literal temple in literal Israel, or some version of this message. But, because our Satanic world is not divided against itself we are always putting off Christ’s return in the future, outwardly, for some other person or generation. We don’t want to be exposed NOW. No one wants to deal with what Christ’s return will be like, NOW! No one knows they are the man of sin. Without Christ’s intervention, it cannot be known. This truth is why Paul was telling them not to be shaken IN MIND “BECAUSE” the day of Christ IS AT HAND. Christ is here, in you, if you are an Elect.

    Let’s look at the following verse. The words “as that” are most often translated “because” 183 times out of 204. Instead of using the word “because” as it was most often used, the KJV translators used the words “as that” because it made more sense with a doctrine that believed Christ is returning outwardly, in the future, rather than returning inwardly in the life of every believer. Here’s the verse in the KJV so you can see the Strongs numbers.

    2Th 2:2  That yeG5209 be notG3361 soonG5030 shakenG4531 inG575 mind,G3563 orG3383 be troubled,G2360 neitherG3383 byG1223 spirit,G4151 norG3383 byG1223 word,G3056 norG3383 byG1223 letterG1992 asG5613 fromG1223 us,G2257 as thatG3754 theG3588 dayG2250 of ChristG5547 is at hand (the word is present).G1764 

    In other words, Paul is saying don’t be so shaken by what you’re going through because the day of Christ is “present” in your life. I told you that this would happen when I was with you. What you’re going through is the revealing of your man of sin.

    Now in verse three the KJV translators continued the narrative about a future outward coming of Christ by ADDING these words, “for that day shall not come.” Look after the words are written, there are no Strongs numbers to back up those words. They are a continuation of the false doctrine of a future man of sin and a future return of Christ. Look at the verse.

    2Th 2:3  Let noG3361 manG5100 deceiveG1818 youG5209 byG2596 anyG3367 means:G5158 forG3754 that day shall not come, exceptG3362 there comeG2064 a falling awayG646 first,G4412 andG2532 that manG444 of sinG266 be revealed,G601 theG3588 sonG5207 of perdition;G684 

    Now, when you replace the words “as that” with the more commonly used word “because” and take out those added words from verse three, here is what you get:

    2Th 2:1  Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him, 

    2Th 2:2  That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, “because” the day of Christ is at hand. 

    2Th 2:3  Let no man deceive you by any means: for except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; (the falling away of the scales from our eyes, exactly what happened to Paul himself. This is why he can tell them not to be alarmed because he had been through it, verse 5.)

    2Th 2:4  Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God. 

    2Th 2:5  Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things

    We are being gathered now. Christ’s return started 2000 years ago on the day of pentecost when He entered the believers and they began to speak in new ways never heard. A new tongue is a new way of understanding (hearing) something never before understood (heard). It’s the same as saying “I never heard that before.” The truth crosses all language barriers and cuts to the heart. Christ told them to go wait for Him to return and that is what He did.

    Act 1:4  And, being assembled together with them, commanded them that they should not depart from Jerusalem, butwait for the promise of the Father, which,saith he,ye have heard of me

    Act 1:5  For John truly baptized with water; but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Ghost not many days hence

    Wait for the promise, ye have heard of me, and you shall be baptized with the holy ghost NOT MANY DAYS HENCE. I’m going to return soon and you’ll be baptized IN FIRE.

    Mat 3:11  I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire

    Mat 3:12  Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the garner; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire. 

    These verses are saying the same thing that Paul is saying in II Thessalonians 2. Don’t be alarmed by what’s happening to you. It’s what I told you would happen. It’s the revealing of your man of sin and he will have great wrath once he sees he has lost his power. No one wants to go through this fire of everything you ever thought or think being brought into subjection to Christ and going through the fire of judgment – peeling back each layer of the onion that covered the man of sin. Every thought, every word, everything is brought under the fire of the spirit of God and everything is shown what it was and where it came from whether from Christ as Creator or from the man of sin as creator. Christ will not share His creation with anyone and this is a consuming fire that will burn up the chaff with unquenchable heat. Christ is holding us back from seeing His return until He first reveals the man of sin in us and then at the same time He begins returning in our life, lighting up who and what we were from creation as beasts with a subtil serpentine nature and who we are as the man of sin who opposes and exalts himself ABOVE ALL, EVEN GOD HIMSELF. We are Lucifer claiming he is God and that he made himself evil and now has made himself good. He claims he is the creator of everything and God is not in control of his life…HE IS! AND NOW YOU KNOW….

    2Th 2:6  And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time. 

    2Th 2:7  For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way. 

    2Th 2:8  And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming: 

    2Th 2:9  Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders, 

    2Th 2:10  And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. 

    2Th 2:11  And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie: 

    2Th 2:12  That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness. 

    The man of sin in us is revealed and at the same time Christ’s brightness as THE ONE AND ONLY CREATOR consumes our man of sin whose coming together was after or by our Satanic nature. We had signs and lying wonders that deceived everything in us. God Himself sent us the strong delusion. But we praise God because all of what we thought we built will be destroyed by the brightness of the truth. Everything that I thought I built will be judged by the light of truth and because it denied God’s love in Christ and thought it built itself, it will be destroyed forever. A new heaven/mind and earth/body are being formed and Christ is being seen as The Creator of my old world and the new world that I exist in and am learning to exist in. I described one simple, small aspect of the making of my man of sin and what Christ used to build him up and then tear him down. You have your own man of sin that has been erected and will come down if you are an Elect. The return of Christ is now in the life of the Elect. Our satanic nature wants to put it off down the road on a literal second coming in the literal skies. But, that is a sign and lying wonder for those who are still blinded by their man of sin. So, as Paul said “don’t be shaken in mind” when Christ begins showing you what you are. It will indeed shake you to your core. Every thought, every act, good or evil, will be examined, no stone left unturned and then you will see the truth of the Godhead and how you have not built anything. I did not make my first creation, Christ did. And I am not recreating myself, Christ is. My past life has been sufficent to bring me to where I am today. The fulness of my Gentile has been fulfilled, “For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in.”

    1Pe 4:3  For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries: 

    1Pe 4:4  Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you: 

    I am left scratching my head in unbelief, amazed at the depths I had fallen and the heights I had risen, and all for the worship of my own godhood. I AM the man of sin! A Satan influenced nature (S.I.N.) that was deceived into thinking it was God. But, the good news is I am giving account now by seeing Christ as The Creator. He is judging what I saw as dead and what I saw as living. I am being judged as dead and yet I am now living unto God in the spirit. The end of me is at hand. I am not drunk anymore on false doctrine. I’ve been sobered up by Christ’s return. I am being taught what it means to love and worship God in truth. I can love out of a pure heart of knowing that what I and you are, were and will be is by the hand of God. We didn’t create ourselves, God did. I can now have fervent love in truth.

    1Pe 4:5  Who shall give account to him that is ready to judge the quick and the dead. 

    1Pe 4:6  For for this cause was the gospel preached also to them that are dead, that they might be judged according to men in the flesh, but live according to God in the spirit. 

    1Pe 4:7  But the end of all things is at hand: be ye therefore sober, and watch unto prayer. 

    1Pe 4:8  And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins

    1Pe 4:9  Use hospitality one to another without grudging. 

    1Pe 4:10  As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God. 

    1Pe 4:11  If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any man minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth: that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever. Amen. 

    Now the following verses should have a deeper meaning to you if you are seeing the return of Christ in you.

    1Pe 4:12  Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: 

    1Pe 4:13  But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. 

    1Pe 4:14  If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified. 

    1Pe 4:15  But let none of you suffer as a murderer, or as a thief, or as an evildoer, or as a busybody in other men’s matters. 

    1Pe 4:16  Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf. 

    1Pe 4:17  For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God? 

    1Pe 4:18  And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear? 

    1Pe 4:19  Wherefore let them that suffer according to the will of God commit the keeping of their souls to him in well doing, as unto a faithful Creator

    Judgment starts the process by the revealing of our man of sin. We shouldn’t be alarmed at what we see about what it took to get us where we are today. We will be taught to rejoice in what we are seeing because what we are seeing is something that no one in the world, who is not Elect, is privileged to see. No one sees what they are, everyone denies they are Satan, everyone has been sent the strong delusion. We were deceived by the man of sin that Christ created.

    If Christ’s return is an outward future descending from the clouds, then why did Paul say that God revealed Christ in Him and that Christ is in us?

    Gal 1:15  But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace, 

    Gal 1:16  To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood: 

    2Co 13:5  Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?

    So, if you are an Elect then Christ has returned and is walking through you exposing the man of sin in you. That man of sin is repeatedly exposed in parable form in scripture from Genesis to Revelation. He can be seen in characters like Pharoah, Nebuchadnezzar, Lucifer, Leviathan, Pilate, Pharisees, Sadducees, Judas, Herod, scribes, elders, Romans, the Dragon etc. Now you can think it not strange the wrath our man of sin will have against the new man being created within us.

    Rev 12:12  Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time. 

  • Babylon has personal pronouns like she, hers and thee. Jerusalem has personal pronouns she, hers and thee. Cities have personal pronouns of she, her and thee. The Dragon, the beast, the false prophet all have personal pronouns. Wisdom is called a she Pr.1:20. A tree is called he and him. Pastures and valleys are called they, Ps.65:13. Heavens and skies are called they, Ps.19:1-2. The flood is called they, Ps.93:3. Love is called a her, 1 Cor.13:5. The mouth is spoken of as it is an entity from the person, Pr.18:6; Ps.73:9. The tongue also is spoken of as an entity in James 3:5-9. And Satan is called a he, his, him, whom, thee, thy, thine, thou all through scripture. Satan is called by many names. The Dragon, the devil, the serpent, throughout scripture and so are we. Christ called Peter Satan in Matthew 16:23. People were said to have devils Mt.9:32. People are called adders, cockatres, and serpents, Ps.140:3; Is.14:29; 59:5. Doctrines, or things taught by people are called cockatrices eggs and adders. Lucifer is called “son of the morning” in Isaiah 14:12, where it is said to be talking to the king of Babylon. In 2Co 11:14 it says,

    “And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.”

    An angel is a message and angels are messages, G32. In Hebrews it says that angels are ministering spirits sent forth to those who will be heirs of salvation as a flame of fire.

    Heb 1:7  And of the angels he saith, Who maketh his angels spirits, and his ministers a flame of fire. 

    Heb 1:14  Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation?

    So do literal angels appear to us as literal flames of fire? No. Fire is the word of God in truth that burns up lies within me. Words are spirits, messages of truth or lies.

    Joh 6:63  “It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, andtheyare life.”  

    The heart of man is not literally his heart but a parable of the core of his desire. It is in the mind, the intellect, where we devise things. It is in the core of the mind, our heavens, is where our earth is controlled. Our heart is just an organ, it cannot think or devise anything. Thoughts are ideas, plans, lights that enlighten us about any subject. Thoughts are our stars, our moon that we think give us light about life.

    Gen 6:5  And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. 

    Mat 15:18  But those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart; and they defile the man. 

    Mat 15:19  For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies: 

    Mat 15:20  These are the things which defile a man: but to eat with unwashen hands defileth not a man. 

    This is the meaning of the word “heart”;

    “G2588- Prolonged from a primary κάρ kar (Latin cor, “heart”); the heart, that is, (figuratively) the thoughts or feelings (mind); also (by analogy) the middle: – (+ broken-) heart (-ed).”

    Human reasoning calls the core of what we are our “unconscious mind” meaning we don’t even realize it’s there. Scripture teaches us that because we were created beasts, the core of what we are is always concerned with our own preservation and lusts. Our thoughts are not about God as our provider but ourselves as our own providers and the source of our pleasure. We think that what we have is because we worked for it or some other reason, but not that it is, was and always will be God Who provides for us in whatever state we are in. If I work as a mechanic or a doctor it doesn’t matter because God has made me to be where I am, doing what I am doing, giving me the ability to do whatever job I’m doing. I have no ability of my own separate from The Creator. All that I am, was or will be is by the hand of my Creator and I am not Him. This is where Satan steps into the picture. The serpent was said to be more subtil than any of the other beasts in the field of God’s creation.

    Gen 3:1  “Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made…”

    According to Christ, the field is the world, ” The field is the world” and in Jeremiah it says that we are the earth, “O earth, earth, earth, hear the word of the LORD.” The word “earth” in Jeremiah 22:29 is also translated “world”. So, we have a world within us that we are living in. Each Elect is operating within his own world. Within that world are many doctrines we have learned throughout our world’s creation. These are the wheat and tares. When wheat seeds, truths are dropped into us they germinate through a process of stages of death. Wayside stage, stony ground stage, thorny stage and then good ground stage, Matthew 13. The first stage is where our own satanic nature quickly steals it away because we can’t understand it, at that period of time. “When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side.” We, the Elect, are born into this world with Christ’s seed in us. Before the foundation of our world we were chosen to be the Elect because we were promised to Christ.

    Eph 1:4  According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: 

    Eph 1:5  Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, 

    Joh 17:12  While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled. 

    The serpent nature that is created in our mind, was created there as an opponent of truth. The reason for this opposition is for us to learn between good and evil – between Christ in us and the beast in us. Between the Shepherd’s voice and the voice of a stranger. How wise good is and how simple evil is. God is in total control of every detail of life. This is wisdom. I need not worry about anything. This is Good. Then you have the doctrine “God gave me a brain” to make freewill choices with and with that brain I must devise and slither through life, from side to side, ekeing out my own self preservation. This is evil. This is Satan. This is simple human/beastly intellect.

    Rom 16:17  Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them (Satanic doctrines, thoughts) which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them. 

    Rom 16:18  For they that are such serve not our Lord Jesus Christ, but their own belly (beastly nature); and by good words and fair speeches (“you shall be as gods”) deceive the hearts (our mind)of the simple. 

    Rom 16:19  For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil. 

    Rom 16:20  And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen. 

    There are satanic doctrines that come as a message of light, that say, God indeed has created it all so I am free to do anything I want. This is the height of the beastly nature created in man so man can expend all his energy on fulfilling whatever beastly lust he desires. If it came into my mind, whatever it may be, it must be good because it’s all from God. If I want to lie, cheat and steal, take advantage of people, it must be good and condoned by God because all thoughts come from God. This is calling good, evil and evil, good.

    “Isa 5:20  Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! 

    Isa 5:21  Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent(H995-intellect) in their own sight! “

    But, it doesn’t have to be so sinister. Any thought that does not give The Creator honor for it, is satanic. I live and move SOLELY because of my Creator. I do nothing that is not a creation of my Creator.

    Act 17:22  Then Paul stood in the midst of Mars’ hill, and said, Ye men of Athens, I perceive that in all things ye are too superstitious. 

    Act 17:23  For as I passed by, and beheld your devotions, I found an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. Whom therefore ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you

    Act 17:24  God that made the world and all things therein, seeing that he is Lord of heaven and earth, dwelleth not in temples made with hands; 

    Act 17:25  Neither is worshipped with men’s hands, as though he needed any thing, seeing he giveth to all life, and breath, and all things; 

    Act 17:26  And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation; 

    Act 17:27  That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us: 

    Act 17:28  For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring. 

    Act 17:29  Forasmuch then as we are the offspring of God, we ought not to think that the Godhead is like unto gold, or silver, or stone, graven by art and man’s device. 

    Act 17:30  And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent: 

    Act 17:31  Because he hath appointed a day, in the which he will judge the world in righteousness by that man whom he hath ordained; whereof he hath given assurance unto all men, in that he hath raised him from the dead. 

    Act 17:32  And when they heard of the resurrection of the dead, some mocked: and others said, We will hear thee again of this matter. 

    If someone is doing evil deeds it is either that they are dead and do not know the truth or they are an Elect and God is crushing them to powder. Satan is not divided against himself. Most try to be good so that they can be seen as good and live. We eat right, exercise, we try to keep good company and so on and so on. Our Satanic nature does not set out to cast demons (false doctrines) out of us because we are not divided against ourselves. We hang on to doctrines that toss us from one place to another because these doctrines keep us alive. Again, we eat right, exercise, go to doctors when we don’t feel good. We go to church or at least hang out with good people all to be seen as good or in control of our lives. We teach our children good ethics, we try to be good to others, etc. etc. all the time being our own god, thinking WE are doing it never knowing it is all a creation of our Creator. We do nothing. We think we are gods but are dead, spiritually.

    Joh 5:25  Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live. 

    The beast in us has no life other than natural life. It is spiritually dead. No person can hear the words of Christ unless they are an Elect, chosen before the world began. No one actually believes they’re going to die. All believe they’re going to live on in some way after death because the Satanic doctrine has taught us that “ye shall not surely die.” This is the original serpentine doctrine “ye shall not surely die” that has spread throughout all of mankind and has made man believe that he is a god that will never die. He knows he will die physically but believes he will go on in some form or another according to whatever spin they have on that doctrine of “ye shall not surely die.” Not even an atheist really believes his existence ends upon his death. He may not believe in The God, but you can bet he believes in himself. Christ said that He only has life and unless we are in Christ, seeing Him as Creator of every minute, then we are dead. Unless we eat the flesh of Christ, The Tree of Life, we have no life in us.

    Joh 6:53  Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. 

    Joh 6:54  Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day. 

    Joh 6:55  For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. 

    Joh 6:56  He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him. 

    Joh 6:57  As the living Father hath sent me, and I live by the Father: so he that eateth me, even he shall live by me. 

    Joh 6:58  This is that bread which came down from heaven: not as your fathers did eat manna, and are dead: he that eateth of this bread shall live for ever. 

    The Serpent that I was created, which is called The Dragon, Satan, old Serpent, Devil (Rev.12:9) always believes it knows better than Christ. See what Christ was saying to Peter when He called him Satan. Peter was trying to do good, according to his satanic intellect of self-preservation, and convince Christ that He would not die. But read Christ’s response:

    Mat 16:22  Then Peter took him, and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee. 

    Mat 16:23  But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men. 

    What was Peter doing wrong or thinking wrong? Why would Christ call Peter Satan? Because it was Peter’s intellect, his satanic carnal reasoning that thought it needed to correct Christ and show Him that He was not going to die, just like the serpent in the garden “ye shall not surely die.” The desires of the beast are always trying to live in this life, trying to evade death and convince itself that it will not die. Peter was hoping for Christ to live forever in a fleshly body so He could reign in this world and free the Jews from the Romans. This was Satanic. This is the beast, the serpent, the devil, this is Satan, our beastly nature that is trying to preserve itself at all costs. To die to self is life unto God. Seeing God as The All in all in every minute of every day is Christ-like. Whatever He provides for me at any given moment is what He desires I have. James comes right out and says we are devils by nature.

    Jas 4:1  From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? 

    Jas 4:2  Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. 

    Jas 4:3  Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts

    Jas 4:4  Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. 

    Jas 4:5  Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy

    Jas 4:6  But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. 

    Jas 4:7  Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil (Resist pride), and he will flee from you. 

    Jas 4:8  Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded

    Jas 4:9  Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. 

    Jas 4:10  Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. 

    Jas 4:11  Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. 

    Jas 4:12  There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another? 

    Look at Jas 4:5 again – the spirit that RESIDES IN US lusts to envy. This spirit of envy that resides in us is the same spirit that ultimately crucified Christ. This spirit envies God and lusts to be God.

    Mat 27:18 “For he knew that for envy they had delivered him.” This is Pilate speaking of the Pharisees.

    Mat 26:3  Then assembled together the chief priests, and the scribes, and the elders of the people, unto the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, 

    Mat 26:4  And consulted that they might take Jesus by subtilty, and kill him. 

    Mat 26:5  But they said, Not on the feast day, lest there be an uproar among the people. 

    These verses in James plainly say that we, as the Elect, at times, are double minded because the spirit of the devil in us, lusts to envy against God, because we do not have something we want for our flesh. Lust for the flesh, beyond what we have at any given moment is the serpent whispering to us that we know better than God. I want this and if I don’t have it then I will set out and do whatever it takes to get it so I can consume it upon my flesh. Feed it with more for the flesh. We live in a time that everything is at the tip of the fingers. If my flesh desires something I just get on my phone and go to amazon and order it. I’m not saying that this is in itself evil. It works for the world and He benevolently gives them what they desire at every minute.

    James said that what was in me was a lust to envy against God and this lust is the devil in me. I have fights and wars within myself because I am constantly warring against the devil in me. I don’t need those outside me to corrupt me. I have enough in me to deal with than to worry about their sin. And that is what religion in me does. It points a finger at everyone else instead of dealing with the devil in me. It points its finger at others because it cannot deal with what it is. James says to cry and weep, to humble ourselves and God will lift us up. Mourn for what is still in me and this is resisting the devil in me. Mourn for the fact I still see the serpent slithering through me, lusting for more than what I have been given at any given moment. If you have read our post on the 144,000 then you understand it is every moment of every day seeing God as Creator of it. Every 1440 minutes of every day loving God with all my heart by seeing everything I have in that minute is from Him and I need nothing more and loving my brother/sister as myself. Adding these two commandments to every 1440 minutes of every 12 hour day is the 144,000 redeemed to God out of my world. The Serpent, in me, whispers about planning out my day, planning for my future. But James says all such devilish thoughts are evil and sin.

    Jas 4:13  Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain: 

    Jas 4:14  Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. 

    Jas 4:15  For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that. 

    Jas 4:16  But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil

    Jas 4:17  Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin

    The Serpent, the Beast, The old Dragon, and Satan in me are all one and the same. Four ways to see myself in the flesh, WHOLLY, foursquare, what we are from one end to the other, always bent on the flesh’s satisfaction. I repeat, only the Elect are given to see themselves for what they are.

    Scripture says that God does not tempt me but that I am drawn away by the lust in me and am tempted. The whispers of the serpent that I can be my own god.

    Jas 1:12  Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him. 

    Jas 1:13  Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: 

    Jas 1:14  But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed

    Jas 1:15  Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death. 

    Jas 1:16  Do not err, my beloved brethren. 

    Jas 1:17  Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning. 

    Jas 1:18  Of his own will begat he us with the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures. 

    How was the woman tempted in the Garden? By her own lusts. The serpent IN her. Remember the “field” is the world and the world is within me. The world God created within me.

    Gen 3:1  Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden? 

    Gen 3:2  And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden: 

    Gen 3:3  But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die. 

    Gen 3:4  And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: 

    Gen 3:5  For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. 

    Gen 3:6  And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat.

    Satan can be seen in us in various examples in scripture. Satan is in me from creation, but I don’t even know it. It will not expose itself, be divided against itself, because it has a lust to live. The lust to be as God and answer to no one is the beast within me that will lie, cheat and steal to get what it sees as good for food, pleasant to the eyes and make me wise. From youth we’re taught to go after what we want. I was taught that I could have anything I wanted if I just worked hard enough to get it. Others are taught that they can have anything they want, all they have to do is steal it. Either way, they are doctrines from the same serpentine source – do whatever it takes to get what you want. Satan’s kingdom is not divided. We’ve been taught that the one doctrine “work hard” is good and the other doctrine of stealing is evil. But in God’s eyes, for the Elect, both of these doctrines are beastly doctrines that He is freeing us from. In the beastly world, there is a distinction, rightfully so. But we are a peculiar people, called out from the world, who are being created to trust and know God intimately. We rely completely on Christ. We throw away our worldly knowledge of so-called wisdom in how to provide for ourselves. We through away our drive to survive and succeed. We threw it all away like menstruous rags for the free gift of rest in Christ.

    Pro 30:18  There be three things which are too wonderful for me, yea, four which I know not: 

    Pro 30:19  The way of an eagle in the air; the way of a serpent upon a rock; the way of a ship in the midst of the sea; and the way of a man with a maid

    Pro 30:20  Such is the way of an adulterous woman; she eateth, and wipeth her mouth, and saith, I have done no wickedness

    In the world, men are like serpents as they slither words across their mouths to get what they want from a woman, slick, slithering words to deceive. Women do the same as they entice the man with what they want and act as though they don’t know what they’re doing is intentional. These are acts in the natural that reflect the spiritual state of the Elect while they are still as yet unconverted and living in the original beastly/carnal state. Our thoughts are constantly fornicating with the world’s thoughts. We don’t yet trust Christ so we are constantly luring and being lured into adulterous affairs of the mind with doctrines that “teach” us how to preserve ourselves and be our own god. They’re adulterous because we are destined to be married to Christ.

    But lest the serpent deceive us and we don’t uncover his most “subtil” form, we will expose him in religion. Religion is the form of codes I live by. The serpent’s lies have fooled me and everyone else to see the word religion only as beliefs about God obtained through a church, a mosque, a temple, etc. But religion takes on any form where I have a set of laws or tenants I live by. The atheist, the street gang member, the mountain man who lives out in the woods alone fulfilling an image he has formed in his mind as a god. Everyone, without exception, is in a religion run by their Satan. Every prayer is to the fulfilling of the beast’s lust. It goes no higher than the mind it is in. It does not matter where the Elect come from. They are all one in the same, fighting their Satanic nature that has driven them all over the place trying to be their own god. The Elect must be broken, must die before they can come to see what they are. Christ said it and we don’t hear it until He causes us to hear it. ” Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour.”.

    The Elect are born with two people in them, like Jacob and Esau in the womb of their mother, two nations that war against each other.

    Gen 25:21  And Isaac intreated the LORD for his wife, because she was barren: and the LORD was intreated of him, and Rebekah his wife conceived. 

    Gen 25:22  And the children struggled together within her; and she said, If it be so, why am I thus? And she went to enquire of the LORD. 

    Gen 25:23  And the LORD said unto her, Two nations are in thy womb, and two manner of people shall be separated from thy bowels; and the one people shall be stronger than the other people; and the elder shall serve the younger

    Gen 25:24  And when her days to be delivered were fulfilled, behold, there were twins in her womb. 

    Gen 25:25  And the first came out red, all over like an hairy garment; and they called his name Esau. 

    Gen 25:26  And after that came his brother out, and his hand took hold on Esau’s heel; and his name was called Jacob: and Isaac was threescore years old when she bare them. 

    Gen 25:27  And the boys grew: and Esau was a cunning hunter, a man of the field; and Jacob was a plain man, dwelling in tents

    Gen 25:28  And Isaac loved Esau, because he did eat of his venison: but Rebekah loved Jacob.

    The serpent comes out first, red and hairy and is given the title of heir of the throne, like Esau. He is a worldly man, “a man of the field” and his lust for the world is so strong it eventually strips him of his rights as heir. He gives it up for a bowl of food (a parable of his overwhelming drive for self-preservation). Jacob, who is Christ in us, is meek and humble, dwelling in His tent, inside us, not in the world. Jacob had twelve tribes derive from him. If you’ve read the other studies you know 12 means one. 12 hours equals one day, 12 months equals one year, twelve tribes equal one nation, Israel. Esau married outside the family in the form of the descendants of Ishmael. And he had many wives and his children had many wives of the Canaanites. They were worldly people. Esau and his descendants represent the original serpent nature in us to be like the world and to carve out our own identity. When Christ begins to reign in our lives, all we ever worked for, this identity, is shown to be superfical and corrupt according to worldly lust. We then begin our conversion from seeing through the eyes of the serpent, to seeing through the eyes of Christ. The nation of the beast in me sees Christ as a thief, stealing his kingdom, as Jacob did to Esau. Our “Goodman of the house”, The Serpent, sees Christ as stealing what I’ve worked for my whole life.

    Mat 24:42  Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come. 

    Mat 24:43  But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up. 

    Mat 24:44  Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh. 

    The Serpent in me, my intellect, which has amassed a lifetime of worldly knowledge, sees Christ as a thief, stealing what I have worked so hard to achieve. When Christ begins walking through my life He exposes every little detail as a lie – not just outward overt sins or even secret sins I’ve done, that no one knows about but, He shows me how the smallest things were sin and I didn’t even know it. One that was exposed in me, that the world would see as prudent, were my eating habits – the doctrine of “eating right.” I learned from other serpents in the world that organic was to be better esteemed than regular food, along with grass fed cows and free range chicken eggs, etc etc. Gluten was evil. Wheat was evil. Sugar was evil and on and on and on. I preached my religion to all out there who were taken by the “conglomerates” who had “tained” our food. I could go into great depths regarding this satanic doctrine but so we don’t go off course I’ll stop there. These doctrines that seem to be prudent exist on the basis of self preservation. I wasn’t wrestling against my flesh but against the spiritual wickedness of my heavens, my mind, where Satan had amassed a huge golden calf for me to worship to protect myself, preserve myself because God couldn’t, it was up to me to do it. As one man sternly told me “God gave me a brain!” insinuating that God created a brain in me and left it up to me to figure out what was good and evil for my body. But, as scripture says, we don’t wrestle with our flesh and blood but with the powers and principalities of my heavens, my mind, my Devil.

    Eph 6:10  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord (not myself or my intellect, but The LORD), and in the power of his might. (He is The Power, not me or my intellect)

    Eph 6:11  Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil

    Eph 6:12  For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 

    Did you see that? Be strong in The Lord, the power of HIS might, which is the armour that allows us to stand against the wiles of our Devil, whose doctrines are in our minds that are based on the worldly knowledge that keeps us from seeing Christ as The Only and Sole power of All things. Our struggle isn’t against our literal flesh but against the mind that controls the flesh. Everyone’s Devil has its own set of rules that tosses them from one place to another. The Devil, the old Serpent, the Dragon and Satan are names in parabolic form that expose what is in us from creation and what is being exposed as trying to be God of its own world. Thankfully God so loved The Elect that He gave His only begotten image for them to believe in. He loves our new man, who is born again into a new WORLD.

    Joh 3:3  Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. 

    Joh 3:4  Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born? 

    Joh 3:5  Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. 

    Joh 3:6  That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. 

    Joh 3:7  Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. 

    Joh 3:11  Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness. 

    Joh 3:12  If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? 

    Joh 3:16  For God so loved the world (born again world), that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

    Joh 3:17  For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. 

    Joh 3:18  He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 

    Joh 3:19  And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 

    Joh 3:20  For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. 

    Joh 3:21  But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. 

    Job is a parable of this truth and how God reveals to us what is deep within our hearts. Scripture says that we must all stand before the judgment seat of Christ.

    2Co 5:10  For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad. 

    Standing before the judgment seat of Christ is us being shown what is in us. Standing before the judgment seat is everything in me being presented to God, “whether it be good or bad.” Are we worshipping God out of love or still worshipping (trusting) our works to hedge our flesh in from judgment? What is being judged are our fears of anything other than God. Am living in fear or am I trusting in God as my strength?

    1Jn 4:16  And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him. 

    1Jn 4:17  Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. 

    1Jn 4:18  There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love

    1Jn 4:19  We love him, because he first loved us. 

    Christ is teaching us to love God as our Father and fear nothing. The story of Job reveals that Job does not know perfect love. He is in constant fear that any day the judgment of God will take everything he has. God ultimately reveals to Job his bondage of trusting in his own works, rather than in God’s love for him.

    Job 3:25  For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me. 

    Job 3:26  I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came.

    Job is us, we are Job. Satan, who is adversarial to God, is our fear. God is bringing us before the judgment seat and showing us that we have fears in our hearts, things “which we greatly fear.” Scripture tells us that perfect love casts out fear and that fear has torment. Satan is the manifestation of the fear we have, as a beast, that presents itself before God as self-preservation in place of trusting God as my loving God Who only has my best in mind. It is hidden right there under our noses just like good thoughts we have of God, called “sons of God.” The story of Job is our story of how our thoughts are presented before God, good and bad. Good represented as “sons of God” and bad as Satan. Satan represents all the fearful thoughts that are adversarial to the thoughts of God’s love. They are in opposition to the truth. Bad thoughts present God as an austere God who is angry and displeased with everything I do.

    Luk 19:20  And another came, saying, Lord, behold, here is thy pound, which I have kept laid up in a napkin: 

    Luk 19:21  For I feared thee, because thou art an austere man: thou takest up that thou layedst not down, and reapest that thou didst not sow. 

    Luk 19:22  And he saith unto him, Out of thine own mouth will I judge thee,thouwicked servant. Thou knewest that I was an austere man, taking up that I laid not down, and reaping that I did not sow: 

    Luk 19:23  Wherefore then gavest not thou my money into the bank, that at my coming I might have required mine own with usury? 

    Luk 19:24  And he said unto them that stood by, Take from him the pound, and give it to him that hath ten pounds. 

    Luk 19:25  (And they said unto him, Lord, he hath ten pounds.) 

    Luk 19:26  For I say unto you, That unto every one which hath shall be given; and from him that hath not, even that he hath shall be taken away from him. (fear gets everything taken from me)

    Luk 19:27  But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me.

    To see God as love is to see God in truth. Satan represents all of our beastly thoughts of fear that God is going to take something from me. He has me hedged in now but who knows what’s around the corner? The story of Job is a parable of what is going on inside our heavens. We see God has blessed us, hedged us in, but we have fear He will somehow snatch everything away. These are thoughts God sees about where we are serving Him out of fear. These all must come up before God and be separated as sheep and goats.

    Mat 25:31  When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory: 

    Mat 25:32  And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats

    Mat 25:33  And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left. 

    Mat 25:34  Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

    Job 1:6  Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan came also among them. 

    God points out how good we are doing but in the back of our mind is fear that any day the hammer will drop. These fears always lead to the temptation to worship ourselves and be our own god by taking matters into our own hands and creating our own hedge, which is all a delusion which must ultimately be shattered. So the very thing we fear comes upon us. The end of the story is that after fear has been purged from us, we are blessed with double of what we had before we were cleansed from our fears.

    Job 42:1  Then Job answered the LORD, and said, 

    Job 42:2  I know that thou canst do every thing, and that no thought can be withholden from thee. 

    Job 42:10  And the LORD turned the captivity of Job, when he prayed for his friends: also the LORD gave Job twice as much as he had before

    What does fear produce? Bondage. Who had the power of fear and of death? The Old Serpent, Satan, The Devil our beast.

    Heb 2:14  Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; 

    Heb 2:15  And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.

    Christ resurrecting in us and showing us the true love of The Father destroys the power of the devil along with all the tormenting fear, which produces bondage. He is freeing us from fear and showing us love. Perfect love casts out Satan (fear) because Satan (fear) produces torment. I cannot be free if I am constantly believing God is angry with me and at any minute He might kill me or strike me down with a pestilence. He does chastise us but as a Father does a child, not in senseless lashing out from anger. The fear we have as beasts is that we don’t know why or how but at any moment the hammer is about to fall and God is going to bring some horrible disease upon me. This is the core of the doctrines that push us to judge good and evil for ourselves and “eat right”, exercise, and jump through endless hoops to stay alive. Fear is THE ROOT of the trifecta of pride, lust and envy. If you read Job and see how The sons of God and Satan are presented before God, and you know that this is all in parable form to teach us, then you’ll see that Satan is Job’s fear that God is seeing in him. God allows Job’s fear to overcome him for a period so that God can show Job pure love. The end result is double of what we had before we went into the trial. We are always better off by going through the trial.

    Jas 1:2  My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; 

    Jas 1:3  Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. 

    Jas 1:4  But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. 

    Jas 5:11  Behold, we count them happy which endure. Ye have heard of the patience of Job, and have seen the end of the Lord; that the Lord is very pitiful, and of tender mercy. 

    So as we are coming to see, satan is not a literal fallen angel. “He” is not an individual angel or entity floating around outside in the atmosphere creating havoc. He IS the messages that float around us, rather come at us as a flood from all angles – any and all messages of “light” that teach self-preservation. The whole world lies in wickedness (1 Joh 5:19). There is nothing that comes out of the world that doesn’t contain this poison that looks like “light.” These messages appear “wise” and “prudent” and they are…for YOUR BEAST who is afraid of death. Satan is not a monster in a literal hell of flaming fire tormenting people. He IS all of the false light messages (thoughts) inside of us which create our own personal hell of torment through fear of anything. Satan is the personification or parable of the subtil parts of our intellect (our field which is our world.) It is where we lust, envy and fear everything around us. The Elect are being delivered from this beast as his temple is being dismantled one stone at a time.

    Mat 24:1  And Jesus went out, and departed from the temple: and his disciples came to him for to shew him the buildings of the temple. 

    Mat 24:2  And Jesus said unto them, See ye not all these things? verily I say unto you, There shall not be left here one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down. 

    We see fear as an angel of light, protecting us from danger but, in truth, fear is darkness from the knowledge that God is my protection. I need not fear anything. Satan is called an “angel” of light – a parable for a “message/thought” of light to protect me. Lucifer is described as the “son of the morning” which is a parable describing us as our own light through our own intellect. But in truth it is darkness because there is no light but The Light, Christ. When God delivers us from our hard bondage we take up a proverb against the doctrines we held as “light” when we are delivered from fear as described in Isaiah:

    Isa 14:3  And it shall come to pass in the day that the LORD shall give thee rest from thy sorrow, and from thy fear, and from the hard bondage wherein thou wast made to serve

    Isa 14:4  That thou shalt take up this proverb against the king of Babylon (Lucifer. what we saw as light to our world), and say, How hath the oppressor ceased! the golden city ceased! 

    Isa 14:5  The LORD hath broken the staff of the wicked, and the sceptre of the rulers. 

    Isa 14:6  He who smote the people in wrath with a continual stroke, he that ruled the nations in anger, is persecuted, and none hindereth. 

    Isa 14:7  The whole earth is at rest, and is quiet: they break forth into singing. (this is being ressurrected.)

    Isa 14:8  Yea, the fir trees rejoice at thee, and the cedars of Lebanon, saying, Since thou art laid down, no feller is come up against us. 

    Isa 14:9  Hell (the place of the unknown) from beneath is moved for thee to meet thee at thy coming: it stirreth up the dead for thee, even all the chief ones of the earth; it hath raised up from their thrones all the kings of the nations. 

    Isa 14:10  All they shall speak and say unto thee, Art thou also become weak as we? art thou become like unto us? 

    Isa 14:11  Thy pomp is brought down to the grave, and the noise of thy viols: the worm is spread under thee, and the worms cover thee. 

    Isa 14:12  How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! 

    Isa 14:13  For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: 

    Isa 14:14  I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High. (all of this is envy towards God)

    Isa 14:15  Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. 

    Isa 14:16  They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; 

    Isa 14:17  That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners? (were these the lies I was in bondage to? The fears?)

    Isa 14:18  All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. 

    Isa 14:19  But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. 

    Isa 14:20  Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned. 

    Isa 14:21  Prepare slaughter for his children for the iniquity of their fathers; that they do not rise, nor possess the land, nor fill the face of the world with cities. 

    Isa 14:22  For I will rise up against them, saith the LORD of hosts, and cut off from Babylon the name, and remnant, and son, and nephew, saith the LORD. 

    Isa 14:23  I will also make it a possession for the bittern, and pools of water: and I will sweep it with the besom of destruction, saith the LORD of hosts. 

    God is cleansing us from every fear, every doubt, all pride, and creating a new heaven and new earth that loves God as The One and Only, The All in all things. We get to see what Christ saw, the fall of Satan from our heavens, our minds. Where the thoughts of fear once enlightened us, with a false flash of light, we see Christ as our strength.

    Luk 10:18  And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven. 

    Each time “Satan” appears before the throne it is a fear in us that needs to be eradicated depicted as a flash of light, a message, that appears as a good protection, but in truth it is a false light keeping me from seeing Christ as my protection. All of these fears turn into a false doctrine that lead us to trust in something other than God as The All in all. Fear imprisons us and does not let us see God as love. God is love and every time the word love is said in the following verses you can replace it with God.

    1Co 13:4  Charity (God) suffereth long, and is kind; charity (God) envieth not; charity (God) vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 

    1Co 13:5  Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 

    1Co 13:6  Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 

    1Co 13:7  Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 

    1Co 13:8  Charity (God) never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away. 

    1Co 13:9  For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. 

    1Co 13:10  But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. (when God is seen as the All in all)

    1Co 13:11  When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 

    1Co 13:12  For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. 

    1Co 13:13  And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity (God).

    I am still being shown the fears that are in me. We all have fears. In the wild, amongst beasts, fear is what keeps them alive. It’s no different in the human animal. In our original nature, we are always on the watch, scared of being eaten (taken advantage of) by something bigger than us. We see that every word and deed is motivated by fear once the cover is blown off our subtil satanic nature. Literal death isn’t the only fear. We fear the death of our pride, our reputation, our identity. Everyone has these fears: fears of family problems, money, health, disease, jobs, social unrest, wars, politicians, leaders, the fear of not being saved from death. Will my family be saved? Will my children be saved? Perfect love casts out fear. God is love and what He does with all of mankind is His business and now that we know, or are coming to know He is love, we can expect that whatever He does will be for our best. When these fears and doubts arise Christ reminds us that it is not for us to know all the details of every life. We are to concentrate on our own life and worship Him with it.

    Joh 21:20  Then Peter, turning about, seeth the disciple whom Jesus loved following; which also leaned on his breast at supper, and said, Lord, which is he that betrayeth thee? 

    Joh 21:21  Peter seeing him saith to Jesus, Lord, and what shall this man do?

    Joh 21:22  Jesus saith unto him, If I will that he tarry till I come, whatis thatto thee? follow thou me.

    It’s not my business to worry. Worrying is bondage. I am told to rest in Christ as The One and Only Creator. He is The Light, there aren’t any more flashing lights I need to worry about. Satan has fallen as lightning, is falling and will continue to fall from my heavens in the many false lights I once believed in. My Luciferian thoughts of being God are falling from my heavens. I am not The Light, Christ is The Creator….THAT IS LIGHT!

    Joh 1:1  In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 

    Joh 1:2  The same was in the beginning with God. 

    Joh 1:3  All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 

    Joh 1:4  In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 

    Joh 1:5  And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 

    “All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.” Knowing this is Life. “In Him was life.” If I know every detail of every day is a creation of Christ then I can rest in Christ as The Author and finisher of it. I need not worry or have fears about any of it, I have entered New Jerusalem, NEW PEACE. New Peace based on the truth that Christ is The Creator, not my flashing lights, my intellect.

    Rev 21:1  And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. 

    Rev 21:2  And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem (Jerusalem means peace), coming down from God out of heaven (coming down from God out of my new heavens), prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 

    Rev 21:3  And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. 

    Rev 21:4  And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.(Lucifer has fallen) 

    Rev 21:5  And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. 

    Rev 21:6  And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. 

    Rev 21:7  He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. 

    Rev 21:8  But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. 

    The areas that are still fearful and unbelieving, like Job, must be burnt out of me. But praise God because it will only make me twice as strong as I was before I went through it. “The LORD gave Job twice as much as he had before.”

  • What does “fairness” mean? What is fair and what is not fair? We make a god after our own likeness and call it a fair god. We don’t want to believe that there is a God Who creates billions of people and then when they die He doesn’t give them another life, out of fairness. The god we form in our minds is a god after our own likeness, a god we form after our own beastly nature. Everyone has a version of this god in their own minds, but basically it’s the same type of god. The true God gives life and breath to everything, continually, at all times. We breathe because He is giving us each breath we take. Our heart beats because He is causing each beat. We see with the eyes He has given us. We hear through the ears He has created to hear. We taste, feel, smell every second of every day because He graciously gives it to His creation. But, no one thanks God for these miracles on a daily, hourly basis. We all take for granted what He graciously gives us and He does so without us asking for them. He gives us physical attributes that are unique to just us. He gives us each our own individual characteristics. If I live 1 year or a 100 years it was a grace of God. He as my Creator owes me nothing. He does not answer to me. He does not bow to my wants. He provides for me every day what He has ordained I have or HAVE NOT.

    Mat 20:15  Is it not lawful for me to do what I will with mine own? Is thine eye evil, because I am good? 

    Man was created a beast – a higher beast than the literal animals but still created on the 6th day like all other beasts, Gn.1:26-31. Man was created in the image of God to rule the lower beasts, to have dominion over them. He was created in the image of God in the sense that He rules over all creation. Mankind is given to rule in whatever creation they live in – fishermen, hunters, governors, kings, businessmen, fathers, mothers, etc.

    Gen 1:27  So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. 

    Gen 1:28  And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth. 

    God created everything and everyone, no person or thing created itself. Therefore, fairness does not come into play. God does what He desires with His creation and does not ask me if I like it or not. Does a child have the right to ask its parents why did you create me the way you created me? It’s a silly question and a very small comparison to how a creature can ask its Creator, why did you make me this way?

    “….Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus? “

    The beast screams at God for killing swaths of people in a single act. It screams about fairness, inequality, human rights as though he is kinder than God, as though the beast has rights outside of its creation. But the beast does not yell praises to God for the amount of people who are born every day, or for the sun rising on another morning and the literally millions of details that go into everyday that keep billions of people alive. The beast focuses only on the unfairness of death. I am not God, nor am I a little god independant from The Only God. If I am seeing this truth then The God has raised me above the beastly nature He created and has called me a god.

    “Joh 10:35  If he called them gods, unto whom the word of God came, and the scripture cannot be broken”

    Fairness has nothing to do with it. God chooses whom He pleases to know Him and have fellowship with Him, we do not. Out of the same lump of dirt He created all beasts from, He chooses some to know Him and leaves the others in the state He benevolently created them. It’s not about deserving or not deserving. It’s about The Creator’s choice to choose or not to choose one above another. Is it unfair when someone chooses one puppy out of a litter and not the others? Do the other puppies have rights that you violated? Is your choosing one over the others unfair? So, on a much greater scale, God does not owe me an explanation on why He chooses some to know Him and not everyone. To ask such questions is beastly and ignorant of the majesty of God. Do I as an individual citizen of my country have the right to walk into the king’s palace, the president’s office, the governor’s office, the mayor’s office or even the local sheriff’s office and start talking to the ruler himself? No. So, again, if I have been given to understand this principle on such a small comparison, then if I have the spirit of Christ, I can understand it on a much greater scale when it comes to The Creator. We don’t have rights or as some say, “God given rights.” No one has rights. Enjoy what The Creator has given us and thank Him daily, hourly, minute by minute for what He has so benevolently given us. If He has chosen to reveal Himself to you and make himself known, then you have been blessed above all creation. If He hasn’t then you won’t know He hasn’t and none of this will matter to you. It is easy to be kind to your fellow beast when you know that all that you have is a gift, not out of deserving or because you are a better beast than the rest, but because every breath is a gift from God, not a debt you’re owed. We deserve nothing, because we have created nothing.

    1Ch 29:10  Wherefore David blessed the LORD before all the congregation: and David said, Blessed be thou, LORD God of Israel our father, for ever and ever. 

    1Ch 29:11  Thine, O LORD, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom, O LORD, and thou art exalted as head above all. 

    1Ch 29:12  Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all. 

    1Ch 29:13  Now therefore, our God, we thank thee, and praise thy glorious name. 

    1Ch 29:14  But who am I, and what is my people, that we should be able to offer so willingly after this sort? for all things come of thee, and of thine own have we given thee. 

    1Ch 29:15  For we are strangers before thee, and sojourners, as were all our fathers: our days on the earth are as a shadow, and there is none abiding. 

    1Ch 29:16  O LORD our God, all this store that we have prepared to build thee an house for thine holy name cometh of thine hand, and is all thine own

    The beast in me does not like to hear such things because it leaves my beast at the will of another. It strips me of all worth and all rights. That’s the point. If I have come to see myself as stripped of all rights, then and only then, am I able to worship God in truth and see my neighbor as myself. I cannot force myself to believe this truth but it must be given to me to by God, to rise above the beastly nature and live a life unto God as Creator. All of mankind were created beasts – higher beasts than dogs, horses, serpents, and cows. Yet, we were still created a beast in the image of God to rule and use other beasts as our help meets. God rules all, so when man is said to be created in His image it is the fact that man is given to rule other beasts. To rule and have dominion is an image of God. Mankind is a help meet created by God to bring about His ultimate creation – beings who know Him and can worship Him in truth by ruling their fleshly beast and bringing it in subjection to God by dying to its wants for someone else’s. Not all of mankind will know Him in truth but were created as help meets for the ones who will know Him, as the beasts were created for Adam. Is God unfair because He created everyone a beast and then selects some to know Him and others not to know Him? No. It is His creation not mine. He does what He desires and I have no right to question Him. He does not reveal His plan to me. I am just happy He has chosen me to know Him. What He does with everyone else is His choice and fairness does not play a role in it. Christ is the One Whom God has chosen to create, to use as the One Who will reveal God to us. In Christ is the very image of God. Christ comes to those who have been chosen by God to know God and He reveals Himself to them. He then begins to show us Who The Father is, was and will be. His very life is a revealing of Who God The Father is. He becomes The Head of our body and we begin to have a new mind. Where our beastly mind once was, it is replaced with the mind of Christ. Instead of having a mind of the most subtil creature, a serpent, we have the mind of Christ, Who created the serpent.

    Col 1:15  Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: 

    Col 1:16  For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: 

    Col 1:17  And he is before all things, and by him all things consist. 

    Col 1:18  And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things he might have the preeminence. 

    Col 1:19  For it pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell; 

    Col 1:20  And, having made peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile all things unto himself; by him, I say, whether they be things in earth, or things in heaven. 

    Col 1:21  And you, that were sometime alienated and enemies in your mind by wicked works, yet now hath he reconciled 

    Col 1:22  In the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight: 

    The mind of the beast is being removed and the mind of Christ is replacing it. This process is done through trials until we come to see what we are from birth, a beast. Then when we are given to see ourselves as a beast He begins to recreate us into higher beings where we are introduced to God as The All in all. This is played out in our life more than once. God lifts us up and then tears us down in a process of revealing Himself to us. The Spirit of Christ comes to us and gives us eyes to see and ears to hear the Truth that it is God Who is ruling and reigning in our life.

    Dan 4:24  This is the interpretation, O king, and this is the decree of the most High, which is come upon my lord the king: 

    Dan 4:25  That they shall drive thee from men, and thy dwelling shall be with the beasts of the field, and they shall make thee to eat grass as oxen, and they shall wet thee with the dew of heaven, and seven times shall pass over thee, till thou know that the most High ruleth in the kingdom of men, and giveth it to whomsoever he will

    Dan 4:28  All this came upon the king Nebuchadnezzar. 

    Dan 4:29  At the end of twelve months he walked in the palace of the kingdom of Babylon. 

    Dan 4:30  The king spake, and said, Is not this great Babylon, that I have built for the house of the kingdom by the might of my power, and for the honour of my majesty

    Dan 4:31  While the word was in the king’s mouth, there fell a voice from heaven, saying, O king Nebuchadnezzar, to thee it is spoken; The kingdom is departed from thee

    Dan 4:32  And they shall drive thee from men, and thy dwelling shall be with the beasts of the field: they shall make thee to eat grass as oxen, and seven times shall pass over thee, until thou know that the most High ruleth in the kingdom of men, and giveth it to whomsoever he will

    Dan 4:33  The same hour was the thing fulfilled upon Nebuchadnezzar: and he was driven from men, and did eat grass as oxen, and his body was wet with the dew of heaven, till his hairs were grown like eagles’ feathers, and his nails like birds’ claws. 

    Dan 4:34  And at the end of the days I Nebuchadnezzar lifted up mine eyes unto heaven, and mine understanding returned unto me, and I blessed the most High, and I praised and honoured him that liveth for ever, whose dominion is an everlasting dominion, and his kingdom is from generation to generation

    Dan 4:35  And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and he doeth according to his will in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand, or say unto him, What doest thou? 

    Dan 4:36  At the same time my reason returned unto me; and for the glory of my kingdom, mine honour and brightness returned unto me; and my counsellors and my lords sought unto me; and I was established in my kingdom, and excellent majesty was added unto me. 

    Dan 4:37  Now I Nebuchadnezzar praise and extol and honour the King of heaven, all whose works are truth, and his ways judgment: and those that walk in pride he is able to abase.

    Dan 5:18  O thou king, the most high God gave Nebuchadnezzar thy father a kingdom, and majesty, and glory, and honour: 

    Dan 5:19  And for the majesty that he gave him, all people, nations, and languages, trembled and feared before him: whom he would he slew; and whom he would he kept alive; and whom he would he set up; and whom he would he put down. 

    Dan 5:20  But when his heart was lifted up, and his mind hardened in pride, he was deposed from his kingly throne, and they took his glory from him: 

    Dan 5:21  And he was driven from the sons of men; and his heart was made like the beasts, and his dwelling was with the wild asses: they fed him with grass like oxen, and his body was wet with the dew of heaven; till he knew that the most high God ruled in the kingdom of men, and that he appointeth over it whomsoever he will

    Dan 5:22  And thou his son, O Belshazzar, hast not humbled thine heart, though thou knewest all this; 

    Dan 5:23  But hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concubines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood, and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know: and the God in whose hand thy breath is,and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified:  

    Nebuchadnezzar represents those who are coming to know God as God and Daniel represents the mind of Christ that interprets our misunderstandings or dreams. Not all men are put through trials where they come out the other side knowing God. And, many people raise their hands to themselves and claim their works as theirs and are never broken for it. Only an Elect can come to see the truth. God shows us that we think we run our world and then He turns us over to our flesh where we are driven with the desires of a beastly heart unto destruction. This beastly heart is a heart like everyone else – a heart that desires only things for the flesh – things that are superfical, without love, true love for God and for my neighbor. The beastly nature, created in all of us, cares for its own desires above all others because it believes it deserves it. The beastly nature sometimes acts out of pity for other beasts. But, this act is exactly that, pity, not love. The pity displayed to the other beast is actually for itself, so it will feel better about itself and relieve itself of shame. It is not out of a sincere love for the other beast but as an act of preservation for itself and in turn it gets what it wants, even if all it wants is to feel better about itself. If we are an elect, God does not allow us to stay in this place but creates a sincere love in our hearts for Him and for our neighbor. He puts in us a desire to search for Him with all we have because in Him we have a true life free from “SELF.” This truth is then displayed in how we treat our neighbor. If we know God as our God and as The only God, then that will show in the death of the beast within for the life of the other. We will die to self out of love, not duty, not pity, not works, not self preservation. Instead we die to our own beastly desires so that, in doing so, the other can live by seeing Christ in you.

    “And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.”

    If I am not loving my neighbor as myself then all my acts of supposed love will be empty, pointless noise in God’s

    ears.

    “I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. ” 

    “Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth: That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly.”

    All doctrines (ideas) that drive us as beasts are based on what the beast gets out of it. Every action of a beast of the field is an action for its own self preservation. To the Elect, those doctrines are being removed from us and we are being changed to act out of love for one another at the cost of our own preservation. We die to self for the life of someone else. Christ is this example. He allowed His own body to be broken for the life of His Elect who did not know Him, love Him, worship Him and who were just as selfish and dead as everyone else. Fairness has no role to play in it. He chooses whom He wills and that’s that, no one can question it. Yet we all do. But, what will that questioning matter in the end?

    “No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.”

    “But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.”

    The above scriptures cover it all. Whoever knows God, knows God because God chose him to know Him, not because of a blood line we were born in, not because my flesh willed it, and lastly not because someone else willed it for me to know God. The Elect know God because God willed we know Him and for no other reason. Fairness does not factor into it. The Elect come to know this truth to such a degree that they willingly lay down their lives for others. The truth breaks you down to such a low place that you cannot but want to become a servant to all. It does not make you look down on others but it does the opposite. It creates a heart in you to love all because you know that what you see in them was in you and by no choice of your own you were changed by the hand of God. If left to myself, I would still be just as dead in spirit as everyone else. It creates a Christ-like heart that dies for the undeserving because I am undeserving. We are beginning to love out of appreciation for what we have been freely given. I cannot work for it. I cannot buy it. And, I, as a beast, cannot create it. It is the Godliest act of love that a new creation can have – to love those who are not deserving of love. It shows a converted heart. What God does with His creation is His business, not mine. I have been called to treat everyone the way I would be treated, with honor and love. Who God saves in the end is His business, not mine. Fairness does not play a role in it.

    Joh 21:20  Then Peter, turning about, seeth the disciple whom Jesus loved following; which also leaned on his breast at supper, and said, Lord, which is he that betrayeth thee? 

    Joh 21:21  Peter seeing him saith to Jesus, Lord, and what shall this man do? 

    Joh 21:22  Jesus saith unto him, If I will that he tarry till I come, whatis thatto thee? follow thou me.

    It’s not about fairness, it’s about changing from a self-centerd beast to a Christ-like being who sees all created by Christ and for Christ, and by Christ do all consist – who they are, where they are, and what they are.

    Col 1:15  Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: 

    Col 1:16  For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him

    Col 1:17  And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.  

    Neither fairness nor deserving play a role in whom God chooses. None of us deserve it. This creates the true image of God in the Elect. We rule by serving. To be greatest in the kingdom of God you must be a servant of all with the truth that none deserve it.

    Mar 10:42  But Jesus called them to him, and saith unto them, Ye know that they which are accounted to rule over the Gentiles exercise lordship over them; and their great ones exercise authority upon them. 

    Mar 10:43  But so shall it not be among you: but whosoever will be great among you, shall be your minister: 

    Mar 10:44  And whosoever of you will be the chiefest, shall be servant of all

    Mar 10:45  For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many. 

  • The number twelve signifies “one.” Twelve tribes equal one tribe called Israel. Twelve hours in a day equal one day. Twelve months equal one year. We say 12 hours in a day because this is how Christ described the day: Joh 11:9  Jesus answered, Are there not twelve hours in the day? If any man walk in the day, he stumbleth not, because he seeth the light of this world. 

    The meaning of the number “1000” is teaching. “eh’lef” and is the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet. H505- Properly the same as H504; hence (an ox’s head being the first letter of the alphabet, and this eventually used as a numeral) a thousand: – thousand. H504-From H502; a family; also (from the sense of yoking or taming) an ox or cow: – family, kine, oxen. 502- A primitive root, to associate with; hence to learn (and causatively to teach): – learn, teach, utter.

    There are a literal 1440 minutes in a 24 hour period. 60 x 24 = 1440. Twelve of those hours in a day are figuratively in darkness and 12 are in the light. But because there is no darkness in the kingdom of God all of them are seen in The Light. Scripture teaches that God sees and understands everything:

    Psa 139:12  Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. 

    What this verse is saying is that God created it ALL. God brings teaching out of our darkness. God is NOT the darkness. He uses the darkness to teach us. Darkness is being void of understanding, void of Truth. God has no darkness in Him.

    1Jn 1:5  This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. 

    The two separate periods of 12 hours are one twelve hour period because God is dispelling our darkness. This is not to be confused with false doctrines that say everything is light. This is calling evil good and good evil. If you’re in Christ, the Light, He separates you from the darkness, just as night is separated from day by the Sun. He separates us from evil. He doesn’t leave us there, in the darkness. Christ is the day star, the bright and morning star and we are referred to as children of the day, which is Israel.

    2Co 6:14  Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 

    Christ is calling us out from our darkness within. We are not to commune with the dark doctrines we once held to. He is guiding us out of the night. As we grow more and more in maturity and recognize the “night” doctrines we once held, He teaches us night from day, light from darkness. This is the great tribulation for the flesh. The flesh wants so badly to hold onto its dark doctrines of self, its delusion that it is master of its domain.

    Joh 21:18  Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. 

    Christ is the one who must carry us through this process. Even though He is doing all the work, we will feel the pain of our dying fleshly doctrines. All of our doctrines for self-preservation must die. Every thought I ever had about what “I shall eat and what I shall wear” must die. What you eat and what you wear is parable speak of everything about your beast who is consumed with his own identity, separate from God. Our beast is driven by fear of death. All of its beliefs and judgments are for self-preservation and are lies. A beast has no understanding that there is a Creator over it, giving it its every breath. This is living in darkness.

    The 144,000 represented by 12 x 12,000 is God explaining our transition into eternity by living in the day, one SINGLE day, not many days as in a linear temporal understanding but always the present and worshipping Christ as the Creator. He is teaching (remember 1000 means “teaching”) us not to live in a 24-hour day that has 12 hours of darkness. He is bringing us out of this temporal beastly nature and creating us into a new man in His image. The 144,000 are lifted up out of time and being taught to worship God as Creator and submit to HIS AUTHORITY every minute of every day – living in the present, in the ONE DAY of REST of which Christ is our rest and He is Light. This is impossible for the flesh. We are in a process of Christ’s making. We can’t make this happen by our own efforts, though it bears repeating that we will feel the sacrifice and pain of this process. He is recreating us into something new. As the elect, we are not destined to live and die as beasts but instead He lifts us up out of this state and brings us to the “promised land” to new Jerusalem, the city of peace where we trust Him for EVERYTHING and take no thought for the morrow. He becomes our husband and we become one with Him. The verses below are parable speak of Christ leaving His home with the Father to come to us and take us as His bride and be eternally joined to Him in ONE BODY.

    Gen 2:24  Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

    Mat 19:5  And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh? 
    Mat 19:6  Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.

    There are twelve hours of darkness in a 24 hour period but, because darkness is dispelled by light, the day is seen as one twelve hour period of light. God begins to show us our darkness (like the literal sun rise), we begin to see what was hidden in the darkness. As the light grows brighter and brighter, nothing is hidden. What was hidden was our belief that we were independent from God. As Christ lightens our darkness, we become one with Him. We see we do not exist outside of Him.

    Mar 12:29  And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord: 

    There is said to be 12,000 chosen from each 12 tribes of the ONE called Israel. Because we are being taught, which means 1000, to love God with all my heart, soul and mind and my neighbour as myself, in each twelve hours of every day it equals 12,000.

    Rev 7:3  Saying, Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads.  
    Rev 7:4  And I heard the number of them which were sealed: and there were sealed an hundred and forty and four thousand of all the tribes of the children of Israel. 
    Every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year is of Christ, The Prince of God. Each name of each tribe is an offshoot of Christ and for Christ. Tribe meaning offshoot, which means “a thing that originated or developed from something else”, like a vine.
    “Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned.”
    So each minute, each day, each month is a servant of Christ. We are bound by time right now and serving Christ as servants. We cannot do anything without Him, literally. The names of the tribes of Israel tell a parable of how Christ is served in this eon.

    Juda- Christ “He shall be praised”, Rueben-“behold a son”, Gad- “a troop” a gathering=church, Asher-“blessed”, Nepthalim – “wrestling”, meaning our wrerstling is coming to an end, witnessed by the next name, Manasses – “forgetting”, Simeon- “Listening”, Levi- “joined”, Issacar- “reward”, Zabulan-“exalted”, Joseph-“let him add”, Benjamin-“son of the right hand”.

    So when you put them together you get:

    “Christ shall be praised, as we behold a son in the gathering of the church within us. We are blessed from the wrestling between flesh and spirit, as we forget this life. We now listen to Christ, are joined to Him, rewarded by Him as He is exalted, and let Him add to us daily because He is The Son of The right hand of The Father.” All of this is the 144,000 – 1440 minutes of every day when lived by the two witnesses, loving God with all my heart soul and mind and my neighbor as myself. Israel means “God prevails” and He does so in every minute of every day.

    Rev 7:5  Of the tribe of Juda were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Reuben were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Gad were sealed twelve thousand. 
    Rev 7:6  Of the tribe of Aser were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Nepthalim were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Manasses were sealed twelve thousand. 
    Rev 7:7  Of the tribe of Simeon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Levi were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Issachar were sealed twelve thousand. 
    Rev 7:8  Of the tribe of Zabulon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Joseph were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Benjamin were sealed twelve thousand.

    Remember the 144,000 come after the four horsemen have symbolically ridden through our lives and the 6th seal has been symbolically opened, which leaves us with no light from our own sun and what we once saw as light becomes unclean as blood. Now we are coming to worship God in every minute of every day. Every minute is being sealed as a minute lived unto our Creator, not unto us. It must be repeated that, walking in the light means He does not leave us in darkness. He does not leave me doing overt sin and He brings every thought of any freewill judgment under His authority. He does not leave me living amongst the dead but slowly draws me out from the dead thoughts that I have of a freewill. There is not a human being that ever lived, that has not come out of the womb believing he has a freewill to choose, because, as natural brute beasts, this is how God created flesh and saw it as “very good”, Gn.1:31. It is not my right to try and change the world. What I am doing is looking for more Elect. Christ is drawing the elect out of that beastly state through His word. If you are reading this and are given to see it as truth then you are being drawn from a world that lives in darkness.

    God has given us a parable of this truth in a certain Cicada bug He created. It lives in the ground as a grub, in total darkness, for 18 years. Then it burrows up out of the darkness as a grub (a worm, “fear not thou worm Jacob”), attaches to a tree, a limb, or branch and a new creature comes out of it with wings. It leaves behind a shell, a figure of what it once was, as it flies away. The Elect are as like these Cicadas. We live in darkness until we are called from the ground, our flesh, where we lived in darkness. What is left behind is a shell of a man, dead, without life. All that is left is a transparent shell of what once lived in darkness. It’s transparent because I see clearly now through that shell of flesh and see the truth of what I was as a beast. After they leave their shell, they begin making a “singing” sound to draw other Cicadas to themselves. These are His words going out and is a parable of Christ calling His elect to Himself through the Truth. Only the elect will hear the singing (“Sing unto the Lord a joyful noise”) and leave all to be joined to Him. Christ does not leave us a grub that exists in darkness. He transforms us, He calls us from the dust, we leave behind what we once were and fly away in The Light, to something new. (“Behold He makes all things new.”) Every denomination or doctrine I have ever been in has had the mantra of trying to save the world and that they were going to run the world. The Elect come to see that they are not called to change the world, because it is going exactly as Christ created it. The truth that Christ came to preach is what was preached in Genesis chapter one. His Elect were in darkness, void of understanding of who they were, so Christ said “let there light”. He separates the light from the darkness and begins creating a new heaven and a new earth within them. He resurrects us from the shell of what we were and we fly away. The dust that we fed on as a grub was our flesh and now we fly away from that dirt shell as a new creation. The desires of eating dust fade away as we fly away a new creation in The Light, Who is Christ.

  • The second coming of Jesus Christ happens in the life of every believer, during their lifetime. This is why Christ said “This generation shall not pass til all these things be fulfilled.” There is only one generation, singular, one seed (seed of Christ) of which every believer/elect is a part. And as a believer, every “jot and tittle” of scripture must and will be fulfilled in your lifetime, inwardly. The Kingdom of God is within. The Kingdom of God comes not with observation. If you are looking “out there” for a Jesus to descend from literal clouds, then you are still in darkness. He must descend within the believer first, before any literal can possibly happen. If you are an elect, Christ is descending from the clouds that had blocked the light of Christ in your heavens (mind) and now you are being shown the man of sin who you’ve been unknowingly ruled by. This is the starting point.

    2 Th 2:3  Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; 

    2Th 2:4  Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God. 

    Who is this man of sin, the son of perdition, who opposes God and exalts Himself as God…sitting in the temple of God, as God? What temple? Is it the Jewish temple in Israel? Is it the Islamic or Hindu temple? Where is this temple? What continent will this temple be located? Wherever I’m standing right now, today, is the location of that temple. The man of sin is in my temple saying that he is God, proclaiming his sovereignty over all the kingdoms of my world, in a thousand different ways. Remember the Kingdom of God is Within. How do I identify this man of sin within me? I will give a small example from my life, of just one of the countless ways my man of sin was exposed. I used to drive a half an hour out of my way and pay 3 times more for a certain milk that I believed was better for my health. This thought (doctrine) was passed on to me by another person who described this “milk god” to me. He said it was non-pasteurized (because the pasteurization god is VERY bad), non homogenized (this god is even worse), bottled by a local farmer (because the “buy all things local” god needs my monetary support because apparently he’s a lesser god than the supermarket god, who already has all the followers he needs. All of these “judgments” are for self-preservation of my beast. I do not believe that there is a God sovereign over ALL things, and by Him all things consist. There is only ONE God, one Creator. The man of sin does not believe this. He believes he is the god of his world and he can and should make all the choices, decisions, judgments that will benefit his survival and pleasure. Anyway, back to my milk example. After months of extra driving and spending, one day this “special” milk/god was unavailable to purchase. In a pinch, I had to relent and buy a generic brand of milk. I wasn’t happy about it but had no choice. Here is where the spirit of God steps in and exposed my false doctrine about milk and my man of sin at the same time. To my surprise, this generic milk tasted better than the “healthy” milk I was running “to and fro” to purchase. In a still small voice, the Truth came to me, the spirit of Christ spoke to me and asked “Who makes all milk?” and I said “You do, Lord.” And He then tells me to “Rest in that knowledge and have no fear. I provide all you need. All is pure to the pure in heart. See me in all things and you will have rest.” And this is an example, a small ray of the brightness of His coming described in the book of Revelation. This is going on daily, hourly, minute by minute in the life of a believer. He is converting and recreating a new man, in HIS image who worships God in Truth, as the sovereign power over ALL THINGS. He rules the powers, principalities, thrones, dominions in my world, as well as the world outside.

    This example is a speck of sand on a beach. From birth we begin forming our temple to the man of sin – it’s the formation of our identity by a thousand different choices we make everyday from the time we’re old enough to start making decisions. This is Eve eating from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. This is the “strong delusion” sent to all mankind that he himself is god and can chart his own path and make his own choices and must do so, to survive and have pleasure. This god is in darkness, blind to the Truth. This god is our beast nature that all mankind has – made by Jesus Christ, the ONLY creator, for a purpose. It’s the petri dish He is using to draw His elect out of, changing them, into an image of Himself….no longer to be a beast, but a son of God.

    The Israelites being led out of Egypt by a cloud is a type and figure of the darkness that keeps parts of me from seeing Christ. It’s darkness to my old man, but light to my new man. It’s also parable and a prophecy of the process of the second coming because as I’m led out of my Egypt (old ways of thinking/believing i.e. I’m my own god), it becomes light to my new man (new way of thinking/BELIEF in Christ as my Creator).

    “Exo 14:20  And it came between the camp of the Egyptians and the camp of Israel; and it was a cloud and darkness to them, but it gave light by night to these: so that the one came not near the other all the night.”

    The truth is darkness to my man of sin. My man of sin exists in his own works and everything he does is for himself. He is a beast at heart but covers his beastly nature with lies that makes it appear he is not a beast. When Christ begins His descension in an elect’s life He reveals to us this beast.

    “Rev 17:8  The beast that thou sawest was, and is not; and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit, and go into perdition: and they that dwell on the earth shall wonder, whose names were not written in the book of life from the foundation of the world, when they behold the beast that was, and is not, and yet is.”

    The man of sin is the serpent whispering to our flesh that it can eat of the knowledge of good and evil and be its own God. If you have read the Revelation of Jesus Christ In Us post in full then you have begun to understand that the serpent in the garden of Eden is in each of us. It is the mind of a beast that reasons in itself that it is God independent and separate from God. The garden, the woman, the serpent are parables of what is created in each Elect’s life. Parables are made by God for the Elect to rightly worship Him (not ourselves). When Christ is coming into your life He begins to unlock these parables and allow you to see God in the truth of His sovereignty – that He is the Creator, not you. This is freedom in Christ:

    Mat 6:25  Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? 

    Mat 6:26  Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? 

    Mat 6:27  Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature? 

    Mat 6:28  And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: 

    Mat 6:29  And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 

    Mat 6:30  Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith? 

    Mat 6:31  Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? 

    Mat 6:32  (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. 

    Mat 6:33  But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. 

    Mat 6:34  Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. 

    This is our creative process where we begin to see that we are BEING created into the image of Christ which is His second coming.

    “Gen 1:26  And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth. 

    Gen 1:27  So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. “

    We are being created into the image of Christ, Who was created in the image of God.

    “Col 3:10  And have put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him (Christ created us):”

    “Col 1:15  (Christ) Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: 

    Col 1:16  For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: 

    Col 1:17  And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.”

    Two things happen when Christ begins coming into an Elect’s life. First the man of sin is revealed. As the scales fell off Paul’s eyes so the scales fall off our eyes and we see in reality who the beast is, was not and yet is. First there must come the falling away of the scales from our eyes to see ourselves at our core.

    “2Th 2:3  Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; 

    2Th 2:4  Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.”

    Then when we are shown our man of sin Christ appears to us and we begin seeing in truth of what we were, are and will be as a beast on a daily basis. Each day gets brighter and brighter until Christ has totally risen in our hearts and we are the new man – made into the image of Christ. The complete day of Christ is not fully revealed until every dominion of the man of sin in our lives is seen for what they are. Then shall Christ be fully revealed and we shall have walked away as Enoch and been changed in a twinkling of the eye. It is our last trump. Christ is holding the revealing back until He has prepared us to see what we are. Then when Christ removes the scales, the man of sin is revealed. But we must remember that we don’t see Christ, the day of Christ until we see who we are as a beast. And this process is not a one and done, a 10 second sinner’s prayer but a process of being shown over and over until the deepest, darkest dominion of the man of sin is revealed and put down. We must not think it strange about the fiery trial we must go through as the man of sin is being put down. 1 Peter 4:12

    “2Th 2:1  Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him, 

    2Th 2:2  That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand. 

    2Th 2:3  Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; 

    2Th 2:4  Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.2Th 2:5  Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things? 

    2Th 2:6  And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time. 

    2Th 2:7  For the mystery of iniquity (self-righteous serpent doctrine) doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way. 

    2Th 2:8  And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming: 

    2Th 2:9  Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders, 

    Again, if you have read the Revelation study in full you know that Satan is not a fallen angel, a spirit floating around creating havoc at every turn, tempting me to do things I don’t want to do, against my will and causing outward world wars and chaos. He is the serpent that was created in our garden.

    “The parable of the serpent, that tempted her, was her own fleshly lust to have more than what God had provided, to be an individual from her husband and from God – to think for herself, to make her own decisions about what was good and evil for herself as an individual.” Eve is the personification/parable of what is inside all of us. But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed. Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.”

    “The word “Serpent” in Genesis 3:1 is the following; H5175 from H5172 . H5172 : A primitive root; properly to hiss, that is, whisper a (magic) spell; generally to prognosticate: –  X certainly, divine, enchanter, (use) X enchantment, learn by experience, X indeed, diligently observe. It also says that the serpent was more “subtil than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made”. “H6175-cunning (usually in a bad sense): – crafty, prudent, subtil. From H6191;properly to be (or make) bare; but used only in the derived sense (through the idea perhaps of smoothness) bo be cunning (usually in a bad sense): –    X very, beware, take crafty [counsel], be prudent, deal subtilly.

    “The word “beast” is most often translated “life and living”. “And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life “beast”; and man became a living “beastly” soul.” God breathed into man the breath of the beast and man became a beastly soul. Man had the same appetites as the beasts, the same lusts. “And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth, wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat: and it was so.” Notice the beasts of the earth and man are all eating the same food. Whatever the beast in me eats, my man eats.

    The word “field” is defined as “H7704-From an unused root meaning to spread out; a field (as flat): – country, field, ground, land, soil, X wild.” The serpent was/is the hissings, whispers to our ground/the field (our flesh), thoughts that turn to lusts for control. These beastly thoughts are good for food, pleasant to the eyes and make the beast wise in a billion different ways. The thousands of thoughts that are in the flesh, our ground, the dust we were created from, everyday that tempt us with godhood. “And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life: “The beast/serpent survives on our flesh’s wellbeing and these serpent thoughts slither through us and drive us to and fro. “And the LORD said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the LORD, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.” But because we are made up of two people, the old man/new man, the serpent’s lusts are not always met and are constantly being kicked by the new man not wanting to be controlled anymore. For us this means that the serpent is losing his headship to drive us to and fro as it desired. “And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.” The serpent thoughts walk up and down in our earth and toss us to and fro, in lusts and fears that drive us from one place to another looking for security. All mankind is made this way, even Christ’s flesh had it. He was made in flesh just like ours, yet, unlike all other men, He had the Spirit of God without measure. He was able to rule His beastly flesh and the thoughts of individualism from His Creator. He heard the thoughts of the serpent from birth, born in a manger next to beasts, from family, friends, and whoever He came into contact with, because everyone around Him was a beast. Yet, He overcame those thoughts and they never once turned to lust and conceived sin.” (Quoted from the Revelation Study in an earlier post.) Christ being tempted, yet overcoming, in the wilderness is a prophecy of Him ruling our earth (our wilderness/nations within) with a “rod of iron” during the thousand year reign. The word thousand means “teaching”.

    Rev 12:5  And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.

    Rev 20:4  And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshiped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.  

    We cannot expect a literal thousand year reign of Christ outwardly, if He is not first ruling and reigning WITHIN us. How can we expect to be given rulership over the earth when we cannot rule our earth within – when we are still worshipping “milk” gods and attributing power to the creature which is worshipping the creature more than the Creator, through doctrines of men. In countless ways we are still guilty of idol worship.

    The reason the doctrine of an outward return of Christ is so appealing and prevalent through all religions is because the beast is lazy and doesn’t want to change. My beast within wants to hang on to his rulership and use Jesus in name only.

    “Isa 4:1  And in that day seven women shall take hold of one man, saying, We will eat our own bread, and wear our own apparel: only let us be called by thy name, to take away our reproach.”

    He doesn’t want to actually be ruled by Christ and separate from his world inwardly which will translate to a separation from the world outwardly. An outward second coming means I can hang on to all my idol worshipping and live comfortably in a beast nature. Then when Christ comes some day, maybe in my lifetime, maybe not – what does it matter? – He’ll “poof” me out of here and give me perfection. Then I can reign over all those out there who are beneath me. Nobody’s flesh wants to hear “then shall there be great tribulation” which is why we put it on the future, for somebody else. The metamorphosis from beast to son of God within is great tribulation…now…in the life of a believer. You cannot escape it nor put it on some other generation to come.

    I will post more shortly on the correct understanding of the thousand year reign.